Disclaimer: Dont own Charmed.
Set a while after Chris died.
I watch you all from here and there,
As you all go on,
As if I haven't even been there,
As if you didn't,
Never even,
Cared.
I understand,
I really do,
You think I'm not gone,
That I'm still her with you.
But I am,
I've faded away,
On my birthday.
It's ironic,
It really is.
In my past,
Dad was never there,
Now as I watch,
He seems to be the only one that cares.
Mother, I miss you,
The mother I knew,
I really wish I could see you.
Now you're gone,
Along with my past,
And everyone I knew.
A new future I created,
I wonder how it'll be.
I'll watch and wait,
I've got nothing else here for me.
I sigh as I see you all go on.
Young mother,
What are you doing?
Neglecting younger me.
You missed his first birthday,
That never happened to me.
As great as the future seems to be,
You and dad seemed to have swapped personality.
Dont mess up this second chance,
I'll be watching,
That's all I can do,
That's all I really have,
Alone,
Me and my memories.
I can't believe Im saying this,
But I really wish I hadn't come,
Then at least I can take comfort,
In knowing,
That I would eventually see,
My real family.
As I sit here,
Next to little me,
As he sleeps soundly in magic school,
Where he always seems to be.
Dad whispers promises,
Promises that I know he will this time keep.
I smile softly as I think how strange this all seems,
Dad looks up,
Right at me,
Does he see me?
He frowns and looks down,
"I feel like your still here, Son,
I'm so sorry, Christopher,
I wish I could have saved you,
I'll never let you down,
This time around."
With that I watch as he gathers the younger me,
And orbs back to what I know is home.
Thanks, Dad.
I know you wont.
Not anymore.
I suddenly feel free,
As if a huge weight has lifted off of me,
I feel someone near,
Someone I thought I'd never see,
Not ever again.
"My baby boy,"
She softly says,
As she glides lightly towards me,
Her glowing face brightening as she nears,
"My little peanut,
Im so proud,"
I hear.
I silently stare up at her,
As she gently cradles my face,
So warm,
So soft,
I smile,
"It's time to go home, Love."
I love you mom,
Don't ever leave.