My girl, cullengirl37 turns 30-something today. She is my pimp momma, my honorary sister and above all…my friend.
I love you Sandy…
FOREVER
They say when you die your life flashes before your eyes.
I've always thought that was just crap until it happened to me.
I don't remember anything from before the fire…
The burning…
The endless days of my skin melting and my bones scorching.
But in those final seconds when the pain eclipsed all else…
It was your face that I saw.
And when I opened my eyes to my new existence…
All I could think about was getting to you.
*()*()*
I knew it would be a long time before we were together…
But I could be patient.
It was easy enough for me to use my visions to anticipate the things ahead.
And I stayed in the forest, feeding on wildlife.
I knew eventually we would be living a beautiful life.
So I could deal with having dirt under my nails and leaves in my hair for a few decades…
If it meant I eventually got to spend eternity with you.
*()*()*
I rub my hands up and down my pants as I sit at the counter.
I have waited so long for this…
So long.
And now today is the day.
You will walk through those doors and be mine.
And I can't wait.
*()*()*
I close my eyes when I hear the bells above the doors chime.
I can feel you.
Your feet are silent as you approach but I can tell when you have stopped just behind where I am sitting at the counter.
You know what I am…
What we are.
Can you feel me?
Do you know we are mates?
Do you realize how good it will be?
Your hand on my shoulder makes me tremble and I can hear you gasp as you smell me.
My eyes flutter closed as I am hit with your reflected emotions.
Confusion.
Fear.
Lust.
I latch onto the lust and see how far I can push you.
"You've kept me waiting a long time." I whisper as I spin around and meet your eyes.
The burgundy of your irises makes me wince but I know I can help you change.
We will be so happy…
Together.
*()*()*
Your hand is warm in mine as you pull me from the diner.
I can see your scars.
They make you…you.
I hate the pain that radiates from your pores.
I hope that I can help soothe you.
*()*()*
Your lips are next to my ear as you press me against the tree.
"Your name?" You rasp and I tremble as your voice covers me like a warm blanket.
"Alice…I'm Alice." I whisper and I can feel your chest shake with laughter.
"No…you're mine." You snarl right before your lips are on mine.
It is so good.
Your taste is everything I imagined it would be.
Suddenly your hands are everywhere.
Up my shirt.
Down my pants.
Inside me.
Maybe this would be a good time to tell you I've never done this before.
I can feel a place deep in my chest shifting, making room in my heart and soul for you.
"Alice…what is this?" You whimper as you tear your mouth from mine, and I can feel your confusion in the air around us as you feel the same thing happening to you.
"We're…you said I was yours…well you're mine." I sigh as your fingers find me where I'm warm and wet.
"What?" You rasp as you slide through my soaked folds.
"We're mates."
"Yes." You growl as you lift me off my feet and my legs wrap around your hips.
My clothes are gone and so are yours.
I wish I could see you.
I need to see you.
But this first time will be fast and furious.
Your eyes are on mine as you push inside me.
It hurts…
God does it hurt.
Your eyes widen as you realize what's happening and you pull back, but no.
I grip you tighter with my legs and push myself down on you.
And the forest around us is echoing with our cries.
If it were possible, tears would be streaming down my cheeks…
And yours as well.
"My heart it yours." You whisper in my ear and I nod.
"My soul is yours." You sigh as my body grips yours.
"My life is in your hands." You scream as your hands grip my hips and push me back into the rough bark of the tree.
"YES!" I cry as I feel you pulsing inside of me.
Marking me.
Making me yours.
"I'm Jasper by the way." You whisper against my throat as you fall to your knees, taking me with you.
"I know." I giggle.
"And I love you." You say as you look right in my eyes…
"Forever."
LOVE YOU SANDY!