Gotham love
Selina's (pov)
I stare off into the distance looking at Gotham city lit up with the bright light shining thought the windows of peoples house. All I've done for the past few weeks is look at the city to keep my mind of the fact that I am trying to avoid Bruce Wayne for a while. After the whole secret council/ Indian hill incident I just couldn't face him.
After Jim went of to find his fiancée Bruce invited me back to the manner to just relax and talk for a bit to make life seem normal as it can get. When I went back we talked in his study for a while and Alfred brought us some drinks and food for us to have, after a while of talking Bruce suggested we should what a film so he takes us to a room I have never been in before inside the room was a big leather sofa, two big arm chairs, a fire place and a big TV above the fire place, the room was nicely decorated I wonder around the room as Bruce picks a film. While Bruce was picking a film I walk around the room I come a long table behind the big sofa and on the table was a few photos of Bruce and his parents before the died. The one that really caught my eye was a photo the was on the front of the table in a sliver picture frame was a picture of Bruce when he was little with his parent he must have been about 5-6 he was quiet a cute child at that age, in the photo they where out in the pool out side there house playing with each other Bruce was on his dads shoulders smiling at his mum while his mum was splashing him with water and his dad was laughing looking at the camera. The picture was really cute and it put a smile to my face to see him look that happy, but I have always wonder if Bruce's parents didn't died what would they of been like towards me. I must have been staring at the photo for while because the next thing I know Bruce garbs my wrist and takes me to the sofa to watch Sherlock homes. When I sit down on the sofa Bruce comes and sit close to me not that I didn't mined I was used to it now, I mean I know he has feelings for and I have feelings for him but I am to scared to admit it to him so I just don't act towards troughs feelings. We where near the end of the film and I never realized that I was leaning on to his chest half a sleep so he sakes me a little to wake me up and I just stare into his eyes waiting for him to talk but the next thing I know he kisses me I don't pull away thought which annoys me I just kiss back but after a few seconds I get my head back into gear and pull away and stand up. And the worst part about that was he tried to talk to me but instead I walk to the window open it and before I jump out Bruce grabs my wrist trying to pull me back I look back into his eye and all I see is hurt and sadness and from then I knew I couldn't see Bruce any more I hade to leave him to have a normal life with out anymore hurt and sadness and with that I left and didn't turn back.
Ever since then I just feel awful but I told my self I wouldn't give into to this feeling ever. I was not bourn to love I was bourn to steal and live on the streets, Bruce deserves someone who is going to give him everything he wants, someone who is pretty, rich and smart not someone who lives on the streets, steels and looks like trash. I try to ignore the thoughts about Bruce but I find it hard to, I think the worst part is that I am sitting on the bridge that I told Bruce if he climes he could kiss me. God I should of thought about that before I climbed it but I just wanted a place crime free for the night and just to for get about every thing but that wasn't happening. After a few minuets I start to make my way down towards the ground I think its time for me to start steeling some money now as winter is approaching us quickly and my little apartment where I'm stating is freezing at the moment.
Once I reach the bottom of the bridge I make my way toward the city to the nice part where most of the rich people go out to. As I made way there I see a few people being mugged and some being threatened with weapons that was noting new to me I just make my way past them slyly with out them noticing me. Once I am in the nice part of Gotham I make my up to the rooftops so I can get a good view of what I can steal and who is an easy target. I notice one guy in a suit witch is any easy outfit to steel things out of so I start to make my way towards the guy and make a distraction for him to look at while I steel his wallet out his pocket and walk to wards an ally way to see how much was in the wallet. Once in the ally way I open the wallet and only fine $20 which is good but nit good enough for me though. So I take it and walk off to my apartment because it was getting really cold. Once I reach it I open the door and walk inside to fine my cat Barry lying on my bed sleeping so I walk up to him scratch behind his ears while I take of my shoes and thing and jump into bed.
The next morning I'm up early in the streets of Gotham just taking things with out getting noticed. Was going up towards my favorite rooftop in Gotham where no one goes. Once I have clamed the fire escaper to it I notice ivy standing there.
"Hey…ivy what's up" I say with out looking her in the eyes even after all these years she still scares me a bit.
"Hey Selina the billionaire is looking for you aging he keeps asking for you every time I see him"
"Grate you didn't tell him where I am right" I say a bit on edge as I begin to sit down on the floor of the rooftop
"No but are you ever going to tell me why you don't want him to find you, I mean you usually go running back to him by now and It has been a couple off weeks since then so you going to tell me what's going on" she says with a bit of anger in her tone.
"No ivy I won't tell you its none of your busses now go back to where ever it is you need to be ok" I say in a I don't care voice, I look up at her to see her looking at me up and down like she trying to figure out what has happened
"Fine I will leave you but just so you know I know you like him by the way you cant hide it" she says while walking towards the fire escape
"Yeah sure ivy keep thinking that," I say laughing trying to cover up my feelings "oh and stay out of trouble I don't want you to go in to juvie again" and with that she was gone.
It got a bit later when I thought I could do with some adventure so I start to walk down the fire escape and down the alleyway to the main road I walk across the street to go down to another ally way to see what is happening down there, I look down to find ivy and a few friends standing by a trash can on fire to try and keep warm I start to walk down where I hear some shout me.
"Selina" I hear the person shout my name again and this time it really familiar to familiar so I turn round to see the one and only Bruce Wayne standing in front of me with hope in his eyes, he grabs my wrist and I don't struggle or move away.
"What" I say in a snappy tone he looks a little hurt but he used to it.
"I just want to say I am so sorry for what I did, I didn't want to lose you because of what I did to please will you for give me" he says with such a pleading look on his face I can help but melt inside.
"Fine…I forgive you," I say trying to turn away but he stops me from doing so and turns me back to look him in the eyes. "What Bruce I need to go and see my friends then head back o my place" I say a bit frustrated
"Selina please come back to the manner I cant stand the though of you being out on the cold streets" he says with sure hope In his eyes and I really wanted to go back but I couldn't Bruce deserves someone who is going to treat him right and I'm just not that person.
"Bruce I cant" I say a bit to coldly to hide my emotions
"Why cant you," he says a bit confused
"Because…I cant, because I like you and when you kissed me I didn't want to pull away but I had to because you deserve someone who is going to treat you right, who is pretty, who is rich. But I am not that person Bruce you have to let me go" I say with tears forming in my eyes he still has hold of my wrist and I want to pull free but I cant because he is stronger now "Bruce can you let me go now"
"Selina" he says a bit dazed but he snaps back quickly in to reality "you always have a pace in the manner you know that right" he says before I bolt of to my apartment.
I was running on the rooftops of Gotham trying to clear my mind from what just happened. I begin to slow down and sit down on the roof and think to my self.
"Did I really just brake down to Bruce" I say out loud to my self "oh god I really let him go" I say to my self again I started getting really angry thinking off all the possibility's in my head of what I have done. So I get up when the snow started to come down heavily starting to settle on the ground I climb down the fire escape and I was almost down when my hand slipped on one of the bars and I cant get my balance back and fall on the ground with a loud bang, and the next thing I know I black out.
When I wake up its morning and I am covered in snow so I sit up confused to where I am, till I stat to remember again so I get up but my ankle is so painful so I just sit back down and get comfy on the ground and I lean my hear against the wall so I can support my self.
I was sitting there for most of the day till I hear someone come towards me I was getting ready to defend my self when I notice it was ivy.
"Selina what are you doing on the ground in the snow" she asks confused and holds her hand out for me
"Ivy I fell hand hit my held and done something to my ankle" I say weekly to her
"Selina come with me I will take care of you," she says as she helps me up and takes me to her little place where she is staying we walk and she just makes small talk with me and luckily she does not mention Bruce to me. Once we are there she makes me war and lets me put my foot up "Thanks ivy" I say weakly to her.
"Its fine you helped me when I was sick" she says while sitting next to me
One week later
I was feeling so sick and ivy was struggling to look after me. I felt bad she was doing the best she could but she was only little to be fair there was nothing she could do I was getting sicker and sicker by the day I would through up a lot and I could barley walk all I could do was limp it was so painful she told me to go to the hospital but I said no could not afford it and I hated them any way.
I was sitting against the wall of ivy's bed in pain she comes and sits next to me and tries to get my mind of things.
"Look Selina" she says in a serious tone to me "I think I need to take you to the hospital you are really sick"
"No" I say weakly "No hospitals" I say drifting off
"Selina you can barley stand or eat you need to do something I am struggling to look after you I am so sorry" she says sadly to me
"Take… me" I try to say but the words wont come out of my mouth
"Take you where Selina" ivy says a bit concern
"Take me…to…Bruce" I say weakly I look at her and she looks confused
"To Bruce, as in Bruce Wayne" she says stunted, all I do is nod my head as well as I can "ok but you have to direct me ok" she says while helping me up
We head out on to the streets of Gotham in to cold winter snow with ivy's arm around me for support we where half way there and people where giving us strange looks but I just brush it off I was in to much pain to care any more. Once we reached the front door of the manner ivy knocks in the door I feel bad it must be like 10:00 at night and Bruce but be in bed by now. A few minuets later Alfred answered looking surprised to see me.
"Mrs. Kyle" he says in her British accent "what do I owe the pleasure of" he says but be four I could answer I hear Bruce shout to Alfred.
"Who's at the door Alfred" he says while getting closer to the door. When he finally reaches the door he is so happy to see me but concord he looks me up and down and he looks worried " Selina, Ivy what has happened" he says concerned coming to help me
"She feel last week and hit her head and hurt her ankle badly and now she is really sick," She says while helping me into the house and into the study
"Selina" Bruce says in a concerned voice to me "I am so sorry I should have been there to help you but were going to help you get better ok he says"
"Bruce" I say weakly I felt like I was going to pass out any moment
"Yeah" he says with his voice dripping with concern and hurt while getting closer to my face he touches my face to move a few pieces of hair out of my face
"I'm…" I was struggling to finish my sentence "I'm sorry" I say getting really sleepy
"Its ok we are going to get you better ok" he says before kissing the top of me head and that is the last thing I remember before passing out into the darkens.
A/N hi guys sorry I know its bad but it will get better I promise and I promise to update soon but please review would like to know what you's think of it