So this is my first attempt at a multi chapter fic yes its emily and derek again. Thats all im probably ever going to write :)

Disclaimer: I dont own anything criminal minds cause if I did emily and derek would be together


Standing at Heathrow airport she had never felt more nervous. She doesn't know or understand why she feels like this, it's only derek she muses to herself.

This time is different though because they are not meeting as friends but as lovers.


It all started when she first moved over to London and derek and garcia had came with her.

Emily had hooked penelope up with a guy she worked with to go see some convention so that she and derek could have some time to themselves.

Sitting on her couch watching a movie, derek looked over to her and saw that already she looked much calmer and on the right road to making peace with herself.

The selfish side of derek was mad that she couldn't do that back in the states, but the understanding side of him could see that this was exactly what she needed.

Emily can feel him staring so turns to face him "hey you ok? "

"Yeah was just thinking how relaxed you look"

This brings a slight tinge of pink to her cheeks.

"Thankyou I think"

"It was a compliment em, as much as I hate that you're all the way over here, I am glad that you are finally happier"

"Derek I'm not happier that i am away from you guys, you know that, it is just for once I dont freak out when the phone rings cause I know its not a case"

Derek can see in her eyes that she is being completely honest with him. He reaches out his hand to grasp hers.

"I know emily and I am glad, its just I miss you so god damn much, I am here with you now and I still miss you. Its crazy"

"Its not crazy I miss you too"

Derek has this sudden desire to kiss her and for once he actually goes along with this desire. He doesnt have to worry about breaking protocol because no one will repremand them.

Derek moves his hands up her arms and pulls her slightly closer.

Emily is slightly confused but willingly moves closer to him.

His hands move to touch her face and he leans slightly foward. Emilys heart is racing, her thoughts in overdrive, but she too leans forward and their lips meet.

They break away after a few seconds and just look into each other's eyes.

Emily is the first one to break the silence " I don't think we should do this"

"Why? Give me one good reason"

It takes her a second to compose her thoughts before she can get anymore words out.

"Why! Because we are seperated by an ocean"

"Emily do not give me that crap, if you don't want us then ok I will accept that, but do not use some lame excuse like that"

"I didn't say I didn't want this, I just said I don't think we should"

"Im sorry is that not the same thing?"

"No derek it isn't"

They sit in silence for what feels like hours when in reality it has only been a couple of minutes.

Emily looks at derek and their eyes meet.

"Derek come here" as she says this she motions with her fingers and reaches out to touch his arm.

"I'm sorry I.. derek"

He can see that she needs to get out whatever it is she has to say so he keeps quiet, just looking at her with a hopeful expression

"Kiss me"

That was not what he was expecting but he wasn't going to think about that now. He leaned forward and kissed her with all the emotion he wanted her to feel.

let me know what you guys think and I will upload another chapter either on monday or Wednesday