I DO NOT OWN SON
Chapter 1
I walked through the crowded area towards my table, shoving some people out of my way. I took a drag out of my cigarette and blew it out, then threw the cigarette on the ground as I took my normal seat on top of my table. I took my ipod out of my jean pocket and changed the song…
…I know you've been hurt by someone else
I can tell by the way you carry yourself
If you let me, here's what I'll do
I'll take care of you
I've loved and I've lost…
I hated school, I just wanted to drop and travel the world. I know I could pass my GED, I have actually. I took the practice test, and I past it with flying colours. I held a 90% average in school; I don't think I ever failed anything. I just don't like sitting in one spot and listen to teachers talk all day.
…Cause if you let me, here's what I'll do
I'll take care of you
I've loved and I've lost…
I rather be riding my motorcycle and going to clubs, Maybe taking a girl back to the loft and spend the night having her scream my name. Then wake up and go to work at the "Bar", I work there on the weekends. I started working there last year; I have saved over six thousand dollars. I rather spend my days talking to drunks then be here in this shit whole.
…I know you've been hurt by someone else
I can tell by the way you carry yourself
If you let me, here's what I'll do
I'll take care of you
I've loved and I've lost…
The reason why I haven't left this so called school of education is because I made a promise. I made a promise to a girl, who is currently holding hands with Aiden and walking over towards me. Aiden and I met in kindergarten; we dated once it didn't work out so well. I realized I was gay and I dumped his sorry ass.
As for the girl, well I met her a few years ago when she moved here from Ohio. I met her through the summer; we hit it off right away. Middle of summer I asked her to become my girl friend and she said yes. It was the best summer of my life; I fell in love that summer. We both fell for each other hard; we couldn't get enough of each other.
I'm guessing you want to know what happen. Well school started, and I don't do relationships. We broke up, and we didn't talk for a few weeks. Then one night I saw her at the "Bar" and we got to dancing. Next thing I know I am being push against the bathroom stall and she is having her way with me. After that night we went back to my house and talked. Even know we both couldn't be together, we both loved each other and we couldn't let the other go. We had each others hearts, and we both had to watch other people play with them.
I made a promise to stay here and attend school so her and I could still see each other. I do hook up with a lot of girl, but I never kiss them, or let them have there way with me. The only girl that is aloud to touch me, kiss me, or even tell me they love me is the same girl who is dating my best friend Aiden. Have I mention the only girl she is gay with is myself, and I'm the only person she has ever loved.
Spencer Carlin is the love of my life, and I'm hers. We love each other but instead of being with each other we have to watch each other be with other people.
I felt her come stand between my hands and ran hers hands up and down my arms; I looked up from my music and smiled.
"Hey you"
"Hey Spence" I wrapped my arms around her, and I noticed Aiden was watching us. Poor guy I don't know why he sticks around.
"You coming tonight?" I leaned in and hovered my kips over her ear while I whispered.
"Only if you make me cum" I smiled and pulled back, she shove me away and laughed.
"Ashh...god you will never change." I know she loved it when I talked like that towards her, not so much when Aiden was around.
"Sorry, ya I will be there. Kyla wants to come too"
"Good I haven't see in her in a while; I miss my crazy best friend"
"She misses you too" The bell rang, and just like that I am brought back to reality. Aiden was already heading towards us.
"I gotta go, see you in 4th" I nodded, and she leaned in and kissed my on my lips.
"I love you Ashley, stay out of trouble baby"
"I will try, love you too Spence" Then she was getting pulled away my Aiden, he looked back over towards me and smiled.
Everyone at school knew that I never settled, I was more of Fuck Them & Leave Them. Spencer Carlin was the only girl to get me wrapped around her finger...
A/N: I don't really know how long this story will Last, but if you like it let me know and I will continue with it. Don't worry I am still writing BREATHE : )