Rachel/Santana-

Rachel gets in a car accident only to lose part of her memory, the only thing she knows is that her and Santana have dated since freshman year, and Quinn and Brittany are her adopted sisters, now she must choose between Finn who say's he's her boyfriend or the one woman who has been by her side since the accident, what can you do when your torn between two loves.

short version:

Rachel gets in a car accident only to lose part of her memory, the only thing she knows is that her and Santana have dated since freshman year, and Quinn and Brittany are her adopted sisters.

Fabrittana friendship-Pezberry Romance/Quittany Romance/Puckurt Romance

Finn bashing/Blaine Bashing.

I had told Santana I would be there soon, I got that this dance would be the last one till Senior Prom but really texting and driving was dangerous, as I pulled up to a stop light I informed her of that and hit send, finally the light turned green and it was like the world was in slow motion, the blare of a horn of somebody who ran a red light, the shock on my face when I turned and saw a truck coming, the sound of my scream and glass breaking then nothing as I blacked out.

(page break Santana)

I tried calling Rachel again but the phone said her line was out of service, how could that be, fuck yes I was worried, I mean the girl I loved, who didn't know this yet was not here and I was pacing, as I walked back over to the table I saw Quinn give me questioning eyes and I frowned "it say's her phone is out of service...somethings wrong Q" I said and she nodded telling Finn we needed to leave, as we headed for the doors I got a call and thinking it was Rachel asked her where the hell she was "um...I'm sorry is this Santana Lopez" someone asked and I said it was.

"there's been an accident and the young lady who your referring to has been taken to Lima Memorial and she asked me specifically to call you, I was wondering if you or your friends needed a ride, I'm friends with Mr Schue" he said and I choked out a sure and yelled to the glee club that we needed to leave, soon we were flying out of the Breadstix and saw a van sitting in front with the man I had spoken to, he looked to be in his middle Twenties and had light Brown hair and Green eyes.

"hi my name's Jake, I'm taking you guys to Lima Memorial he informed the others and they looked at me for answers and I said to shut it till we got there, no one argued, as we sat in silence in the van I prayed Rachel was okay, I shouldn't have texted her, this was my fault, she must have been texting back when it happened, oh god what if I killed her, I felt tears fall down and then felt Q rubbing my shoulders telling me she'd be okay, Q knew what was going on, she was my second rock, Rach was my first.

(Page Break Hospital)

when we got there I was out first and ran inside in hopes of seeing Rachel but was denied this when the doctor told me she wasn't out of surgery yet, as I slumped against the wall I heard my phone ringing again but couldn't comprehend it, I felt someone take it and didn't argue with them, my thoughts were on the one girl I may never be able to tell I love you to, suddenly I was broken out of my thoughts by Quinn telling me that Rachel's dads were on their way and had tried calling me to see how I was, they were the only ones besides Q, Puck, Brittany, And Kurt that knew I loved Rachel, these Five people were trying to make sure I didn't break.

I couldn't break...I had to be strong for Everyone, Finn may have loved her but I loved her more, sure I never showed it but at least I tried, I was the one who had requested that Stereo Hearts song for Rachel, and to hide that Fact, I requested another song for Brittany, she knew I was in love with Rachel, and she also Knew I didn't want to admit my feelings for her cause I didn't want her to have to go through the abuse I did every day, Brittany was in Love with Q, and I supported them, I had no gay beard while Rachel may or may have not had one, I wasn't sure.

by the time I was done with my thoughts the doctor came over and I rushed up and stood in front of him and asked how she was "she's currently resting but if you want to see he-" but was cut off when I was already racing to her room, I didn't hear him finish with "see her you can but one at a time" but oh well I was already standing in front of her door and contemplating whether or not to go in...finally after a minute of this I sighed and walked through the door and saw how bad it was, she had a black eye, a bruise on her cheek, a broken arm, a cut on her forehead, a busted lip, a stomach or rib brace whatever you called it and a brace on her leg.

all in all she was hurt badly, I felt tears slide down my cheeks and felt guilty, this was my fault, I put her here...just because I wanted to admit my feelings to her at the homecoming dance, how stupid am I, silently I grabbed her hand and rubbed it just pleading with her to wake up, I saw how peaceful and beautiful she looked, I just wished this had never happened...after a while I must have cried myself to sleep cause I rolled over and saw I was laying on a bed across from Rachel "they doctors said they didn't want to wake you so they allowed you as and exception since your more upset about this then Finnocence" Puck said walking over and sitting on my bed.

I grabbed his hand and squeezed it gently asking if she'd ever wake up, he said he didn't know and I sighed realizing I didn't know either, soon I was falling back asleep to nightmares of her dying or rejecting my love for her, I was awoken Briefly in the night by Ruth Puck's mother who handed me some pills to block the dreams, she said I needed it more than others and I nodded and took them, she was a nurse and doctor so she couldn't get into trouble for it, when she left I drifted back to sleep and felt at peace if only for a moment.

(page break Rachel)

I felt like I was falling...I remember a crash and the sound of breaking glass but nothing else, where was I, why did I feel so sore, I felt my eyes flutter then opened them and winced as light hit me and I groaned and raised a hand to cover my eyes, suddenly the light was gone and I opened my eyes fully and saw the blinds were drawn and some brunette standing near me...they looked fuzzy when suddenly I saw my girlfriend San, she was here, she frowned when I said the so called nickname and I asked what was wrong "Berry you never call me that, usually its Santana or Lopez"

I frowned in confusion on why she thought that and shook my head "but your my girlfriend of course I'd call you that, don't you remember when we first started dating back in freshman year" I asked and she blushed while gaping, soon she called for someone a doctor and I was frowning and pouting wanting to know what was going on, I had to wait through tests and questions for the doctor to tell me what was wrong

"how old are you"

"18"

"what state are we in"

"ohio"

"do you have any siblings and if so what are their names"

"yes...Quinn Maria Berry and Brittany Jane Berry"

"who's your Significant Other"

"Santana Sofia Lopez"

this went on for almost an hour when finally he stopped and said the only to questions that appeared to be altered were my siblings and partner question, I didn't understand, why were those wrong, Santana was my girlfriend and Quinn and Brittany were my sisters, what the hell was going on...sighing I lay my head back down and looked over at Santana "do you not want to be with me when my memory comes back" I asked through tears, and she looked over at me and looked hurt

"why would you ever think that, of course I want to be with you, but its only depending on if you still want me when your memory comes back, if it comes back" she said hopefully, I knew that meant she hoped only the part about Quinn and Brittany came back, she wanted to be with me...Santana Lopez Loved me.

a few hours went by when I heard the door open and Quinny and Britt walked in, they smiled warmly and asked me how I was "good now that my sister's...oop...er friends" I asked looking towards Santana and she nodded in confirmation and I smiled "yes friends are here" I stuttered out cause I was not used to calling them my friends, Quinn frowned and said it was okay if I wanted to call her a sister, so did Brittany, well Britt added a little more than that "you can call me your sister too if you want...ooh and when you and Santana get married can I be your bridesmaid" she asked and I giggled and said sure.

Santana rolled her eyes playfully and said we were too young right now, but maybe sometime in the future we could, maybe, she said giving me a look and a Smile that said there was hope, I had hope that my memories wouldn't come back, I mean in reality I had not dated a girl ever, so I was in confusion mode, how was I going to handle going back to school, how was I going to handle this Finn guy who I heard was a bully, apparently the four people I thought were Bullies were actually my friends, Like Sam, Puck, and Mike, they were no longer bullies but friends, man have I missed a lot.

(Santana POV)

I sighed when I saw Rae Sleeping, she let me call her Rae now, said I had called her that for years, I sort of wished she did get her memory, all of it back so maybe we could be together. maybe I was wrong, maybe she wasn't as straight as she acted, or maybe she was straight and didn't remember ever having feelings for Finn, cause when he walked in she frowned unsure of whether to talk to him and him being an idiot told her he was glad she was alright and said he loved her, she asked him why he loved her and he opened his big mouth again, Idiot "b-because I'm your boyfriend" he said frowning.

and I then saw Quinn Rush in and say she tried to explain to him but he wouldn't listen "explain to me what" he said and I fell back into the same bitchy attitude I had before I was outed "she's trying to fucking tell you that Rae doesn't remember dating you, she only thinks me and her dated and Q and B are her sisters, idiot" I said and he got ready to yell when Rae spoke up "Finn stop!, I don't remember dating you right now...if your really my friend you'll accept this" she said and he gaped at her then closed his mouth and looked her before saying "fine" and walking out.

"I'm sorry Rae" I said looking away actually ashamed, she put her finger under my chin and turned my head, then she did something that had my heart soaring and me feeling like I found the rest of me, my second half to my whole, she kissed me and I wrapped my arms around her, when we broke for air I sobbed into her lap as she ran her fingers through my hair "shhhhhh its okay let it out" she said and I wrapped my arms around her waist "I don't deserve you, but I love you" I sobbed and she just comforted me when I had been the one to hurt her.

(page break Quinn)

I was crying outside the door as Britt my girlfriend hugged me, she had admitted her feelings for me last week and I was happy because I loved her too "Britt I'm so sorry for bringing you into my cry fest" I said as I calmed down, she just smiled and hugged me and said she loved that I trusted her enough to talk to her, I was crying cause I told her I was scared Finn was going to try and break Santana and Rae up, they loved each other, I knew Rachel was and had been in love with Santana since Freshman year, but her memory was altered where instead of her just being in love with her...she had thought they were dating.

I hoped she got her memory back, I remember all the looks Rae gave Santana all these years, she really loved her, sighing I got up from the ground and pulled Britt into a kiss...when we broke apart for air I leaned my head on her shoulder and smiled warmly when I saw Noah and Kurt holding hands, they were keeping their relationship hidden from Finn and Blaine, because Finn was trying to get those two back together ever since Blaine cheated with that warbler, not Sebastian, Jeff, Sebastian was pissed because he thought Kurt would blame him, but Kurt befriended him and said if he wanted Blaine he could have him, Sebastian disagreed and continued the friendship.

when I looked over at Noah he smiled and gave me a thumbs up for the fact that me and Brittany were holding hands and hugging, if San was out then so was I, I kept getting dirty looks from Finn and was about to say something when Santana walked back out and said Rachel wanted to talk to me and Brittany and I nodded, I pulled Britt along and turned back and gave a sneer to Finn which didn't go un-noticed by the other members, nor did his dirty look as Noah went off on him, I just smirked and walked with Britt to the room, she giggled at the things she heard and said Finn deserved it for acting like a Jerk."

when we walked in we saw Rae look up and smile "hi" I said and she repeated it, I smiled and asked her what she had wanted to see us for "can you have Noah keep Finn away because I think he wants to break me and San up" she said and I nodded saying I would "its no problem" I said and she smiled and hugged me as Noah walked in and asked what was up "whats up with you" I asked and he said Kurt told Finn to get his ass home and when Blaine tried to intervene Kurt told him to Fuck off, I chuckled at that and smirked when Kurt walked in blushing and said it was true.

I then repeated what Rae asked me to tell him and he agreed, I wasn't about to let Finn try to break them up, no way, Santana has waited too long to admit her feelings for Rach and she needed to have her, I wanted her and Santana and her to be happy, no matter what, even if I had to piss a few people off, so be it, we all just sat there chatting, San came in Thirty minutes later and we continued talking for another Hour and were asked to leave, I informed Rae we'd be back the next day after Glee, I hoped she was okay by herself, I knew she'd miss San, but we needed to get some sleep.

after I kissed her on the cheek and hugged her I walked out with my arms wrapped around Santana and Britt, I was happy that Santana had admitted her feelings, but was scared if Rae got her memory back what if she forgot this moment now, us being good friends, what if she didn't want this, as I lay in my bed tonight I prayed she'd still want this friendship even after her memory returned, I prayed she'd want to be with Santana, and I prayed nothing went wrong, but knowing our history things tended to go very wrong, what would it be this time.

(Page Break Santana)

"hey baby girl how is she" my Mami asked and I said Rae was fine, she kissed my forehead and told me that she would get better "you love her don't you" My Mother asked and I said yes and told her I wanted her to love me too, and slowly broke down on the ground "shhhh mi tesoro, how could she not love someone like you, your the sweetest person I know" she said to me calling me her treasure and I let what she said sink in, I sighed and calmed down long enough to wipe my eyes and thank my Mami, I then told her I was tired and would need to head to bed if I wanted to be rested enough for tomorrow since today was Thursday, I needed to go to school anyway.

as I walked upstairs I felt a little better but not much, sure telling me that Rae couldn't not love me helped a bit but I needed her to tell me when she got her memory back, I couldn't stand her rejecting me, not when I needed her now more than ever, sighing I had just finished taking a shower and was headed to my room when I got a text from Rachel "I love you San, I hope that if my memory comes back I will still love you just the same, unconditionally and irrevocably xoxox Rae" I smiled and felt happy tears fall and also hoped it too.

laying down I saved the text and told Rae I loved her too and always would, then I said goodnight to which she replied with her own good night "goodnight My new Love" and I sighed falling asleep with dreams of me and her, just praying she would feel the same when her memory's came back, praying she would never give up on at least trying to be with me, trying to keep this love.

well there you go this is the first chapter covering the wreck and the Hospital visit, there will probably be a Finn bashing and Blaine bashing in the second chapter, so be warned Finn Fans and Blaine/Klaine Fans...please Review.