A/N: Uhhh... I don't know what to say about this. It's pretty much random mind-barfing on the subject of Matt and Mello's relationship. And I totally didn't get the idea while eating lunch or anything.

Because that would be abnormal. -shifty eyes-


Blinded by passion, bruised lips crush

Amongst the crumpled sheets on the bed

In the dingy apartment in Los Angeles

Hair is fisted, a mess of burgundy and golden blond

Oftentimes pulling too hard, just to see if it is all real

Or just another thought floating around on

The astral plane

Scraping of skin with too-sharp fingernails

Clawing, and holding on as if they are all they have

left

A freckled nose in contrast with the once-smooth

Flesh of a burn victim, a sour, cruel

Burn victim,

A martyr to no one but himself

Tasting of smoke, of cancer, coupled with bitter chocolate

An all-too familiar taste in it's self, bringing back

Thoughts from childhood, nostalgia and memories

Namely, those of the first time

Troublemakers experimenting, or maybe it was love even then

As it was certainly love, now, but not love in

The traditional sense, the sense of faerie tales and

happily-ever-after

Nothing quite so beautiful, but rather their own brand

Consisting of guns and chaos and the drawing of blood

With teeth

And once it is all over, they lay, entangled in one another

Amongst the crumpled sheets on the bed

In the dingy apartment in Los Angeles

Heartbeats quickly dying down to the slow thumping

Like that of a bass guitar

Again, a mess of burgundy and golden blond

Splayed out across pillows, one half-asleep,

the other, the martyr, the victim of his own arson

Idly wondering how much time they've got

left.