I've
been here before a few times
and I'm quite aware we're dying
This pain I've felt it before. I remember it was so vividly. The emotional pain echoes from the back of my mind. A feeling of complete and utter helpless loss. Once again I feel as though it's entirely my fault. All this loss for something that couldn't even be relished in the end, only cherished with regret and sorrow in the end. I hate to admit it but they were all right revenge would only bring sadness and sorrow.
And
your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if
you'd have me
Hinata I see you make your goodbyes before you pass on to the next world. I wish I could say I'd be there for you but we both know that I've earned my ticket to hell. All past mistakes tally up one by one as I see the life slip and falter in your face. If I could save you I'd give my life in exchange for yours.
So
here I am
I'm trying
So here I am
Are you ready
I'm
here for you now even though I wasn't when it really mattered. I
feel regret pulsing through my veins mixed with self hate. I'm
really trying all I can to keep you here with me but there's
something deeper in your wounds….. is it the pain from realizing
that I wasn't there when you truly needed me. Are you ready for
death? Will you miss me? For we both know even after I pass on I
won't be going to the same place as you. I've earned my ticket to
hell.
Come
on let me hold you
Touch you
Feel you
Always
Kiss you
taste you all night
Always
I
hold you here and now in your final moments. I'm so sorry. Your
soft skin feels so different in contrast to mine. Yours so innocent
and pure covered in your own blood, mine calloused and mixed with a
combination of Itachi's and your blood as well as my own.
And
I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell
me
I'm so sick of fights
I hate them
Lets start this again
for real
I'll miss you so much. Every aspect of you bettered me. I don't want to admit that I was wrong to become an avenger but if it were to bring you back I'd do it a thousand times over. Itachi came to you to kill you. I wasn't there but now I'm here and it's too late. I wish we could restart our relationship. I wouldn't ignore all your subtle hints and touches. But I can't because you're already gone.