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I walk up what seems to be a ton of stairs to the small little area on the roof where you could go and relax. I go to one of the lawn chairs and lay down looking at the beautiful night sky. I was stressed out from working double shifts for the last too weeks and my boss made me take a day off. I work alot not because I need the money just something to occupy most of my time. To get my mind on how imperfect my life is being in a loveless marriage.

I met Sesshomaru when I was just out of high school and exploring all of the new things I could do. One night I was walking in the park on my way home; he stopped me asking had he seen me before. I then found out he was one of the professors at the college I attended.

He walked me home that night and from then on we had been going on dates and having fun times. I never meant to fall in love with him but love has its own plan in mind. He was the sweetest guy i ever met and made me feel so special. When he asked me to marry him I jumped at the chance but I didn't know what I was getting myself in to. We have been married for 8 years and we NEVER had sex once. He said I was just for show that I wasn't the kind of girl he wanted to have sex with. Every week he would bring home a girl and fuck her all night literally. I sigh as a tear run down my cheek.

"What did I get myself into?" I whisper to myself. I went to the ledge and stand on it looking down. I actually thought of jumping ending my life because I had nothing to live for. I was in a loveless marriage, I had to leave all my family because he said I was "too good" for them, and I would never have a family of my own because he didn't want anymore children other then his daughter rin.

"What are you doing?" came a voice behind me. I turn to see Bankotsu walking toward me looking pretty angry. I turn back around looking back down.

Bankotsu was this boy that lived in the apartment next to us he is only seventeen but he lives all by himself which I still don't understand why. He was the kid that fit in everywhere and in every "group". Jock, nerds, prep, scene, etc. Even though he was just himself and none of which he hung out with. I have grown attached to him in the year I lived here; he would always come over and watch TV with me or help me clean when I needed help. he ws like a best friend in a sort of way.

"Nothing." I say getting down turning to him. His hair out of his normal braid blowing in the wind and a little frizzy from the rain that just passed not that lo

"It didn't look like nothing." He said now standing right in front of me. "Were you actually thinking about jumping?"

"I don't know." I whispered, " Its complicated..." then broke into tears. He grabbed me and pulled me against his chest.

"Its ok Mrs. Higurashi." he said in a soothing voice. "What's wrong?" he asks. I then tell him everything poring my heart out or at least what's left of it. i didnt know how long we talked but by the time we were done the sky was already getting dark.

"Why don't you leave him?"

"I can't he was my first and only love I could never love another." I say looking down.

"Yes you can." He says putting his hand under my chin lifting my head to look into his Safire green eyes. He tilted his head and kissed me I did not see the kiss coming until I felt his warm lips on mine. I was sure that I must be dreaming this just couldn't be happening. I felt his tongue rub across my lips asking permission to enter my mouth and I let him. He then deepened the kiss. It was filed with such want and passion it made me light headed. My knees started to go weak and he draped his arm around my back and waist to keep me upright. He pulled back and when his lips were gone from my I fell an emptiness I never felt. I stepped back

"Bankotsu you shouldn't-." I started but he cut me off.

"Mrs. Higurashi please I love you and always have, I want you to be happy." He took a step forward closing the gap between us our bodies now pressed against each others. "I want to give you what you want and need."

Then he kissed me once more one of his hands on my back and the other rested on the back of my head deepening the kiss even more. My hands where on his forearm but slowly made their way around his neck. His lips left my mouth and moved down to my neck giving it the same attention as my now needy lips.

"B-Bankotsu." I manage to get even though I was trying for more then just his name. It was like I was falling into a world that all matter was me him and our pleasure. He picked me up bridal style in a swift movement and before I knew it we were in his house, his mouth never leaving my neck.

He laid me on his bed softly caressing my body, kissing all over my neck and collar bone. I closed my eyes getting lost in this wonderful sensational feeling he was giving me. When I didn't feel his body on mine anymore a small groan of protestion escaped my lips involuntarily. I hear Bankotsu chuckle and I open my eyes to see him standing at the edge of the bed with his shirt off giving me perfect view of his well toned body.

He signaled for me to sit up and I sat up and scooted to the edge of the bed where he stood. He began to unbutton my blouse. I finished by taking it completely off.
He gets down on his knees in front of me and begins to unfasten my skirt and gently pulls them down my legs.

Now I'm only in my panties and bra and he looks at me with hungry eyes. He starts to kiss up my thighs and rubbing them like they were something real special to him. I parted my legs giving him a view of my covered pussy. He licks him lips greedily.

"Mmmh, baby" he moans as he stick is face very close to my crotch. "You smell delicious."
He quickly began to yank my panties down my legs, and they ripped it the process. Then he latched his mouth on to my now soaking wet pussy.

I never felt anything that felt this good. I never been eaten out before I wasn't a virgin, I had had sex once before I went with Seeshomaru but I wasn't very experienced. The way he made me feel was completely new to me and I didn't want this feeling to ever go away. He surfaced breathing heavily.

"God, Mrs. Higurashi you taste so good." He stated before returning back down between my legs giving me pleasure. He then stuck on finger in and began to move in and out, after that it didn't before I began to shake and released my juices and he hungrily lapped them up with his tongue.

"Ohhhhh." I moaned. He got up and dropped his pant and boxers to the floor and looked at me with lustful eyes. He kicked the pants from under his feet.

He grabbed my legs pulling me toward him which brung me off the edge some. He leaned into me him lips not far from mine.
My legs where now on his shoulders and beginning to ache for the unfamiliar position. I leaned up wanting his lips against mine but he moved them out of my reaches and I whimpered. He then leaned his head down to my ear.

"Are you ready?" he asks lustfully as I feel the head of his dick rubbing up and down my moist slit.

"Y-Y- Yes" I stammered and then he thrust into me it one hard movement.

"Ahhhhhhh!" I moaned out as he entered me. It hurt. A LOT. But as he began moving the pain was replaced by pleasure. At first he was going slowly but as soon as I start letting out small moans he began to me start picking up the pace. I reached up and grabbed his neck bring his face down to me so I could kiss his soft lips.

"Ohhhhh, baby, faster!" I commanded and he did he began moving at an incredibly spend that I thought I was going to explode. I continued to moan loudly.

"Kagome, you're so tight." He groaned into my ear. I don't know why but the sound of him saying my name made shiver with pleasure.

"Oh god, Bankotsu!" I screamed my upcoming orgasm getting closer He then flip me on my back quickly, never leaving inside of me. He continued to fuck me hard now in doggie style.

"Cum for me kagome." He growled fucking me harder and faster, "ohhh Mrs. Higurashi I'm about to cum"

"Ahh!" I screamed as my orgasm came over me in a wave of pleasure I never felt before.

"Damn!" he cursed as he shot his heavy load inside me. I collapsed on the bed and so did he on top of me. He was breathing heavily in my ear. He then sat up and pulled out of me and I felt empty. He turned me over in my back and attacked my mouth with his. When he finally broke our connection. He just hovered over me. Then I realized what I had just done. I just cheated on my husband. My eyes start to get water on the brink of spelling over.

"Kagome..." he whispered, "Its okay." He kissed away the tears that had spelt over.
He moved so he could lay down on his back and then pulled me into his arms.

"I-I shouldn't have done this." I manage to say through tears.

"Yes, you should have. It's what you wanted, you deserve to have what ever you want."

"But I just cheated on my husband!" I yell trying to get up but his arms was too tight around me, "Let me go." I demand. He did as he was told. I began to get all my clothes and put them on and he just stared at me.

"Kago- Mrs. Higurashi, please stay with me." Bankotsu whispered.

"No, I can't!" I exclaimed wonder why he would ask me that after what just happened, nothing was ever going to be the same.

"Please" He pleaded.

"No! WHAT do you want from ME! I'm already feeling guilty as it is and you're not making it any better!" I yell angrily.

"I want you to be happy and when you're with him your not!" he hissed getting out of the bed and walking over to me, "Just stay with me, I can make you happy. I can give you what you want."

" You just want me to stay here so you can seduce me again!"

"No! I want you to stay here because I love you!" he yelled grabbing the top of my arms

"No you don't... I don't need you… Now please, let go of me I need to go home to my husband." He looked at me with angry eyes.

"Fine. GO. " He growled at me letting go of my arms and pointing to the door. " Get out." I look at his angry eyes and see behind them the hurt that he felt.

"Ban-"

"NOW!" he yelled. All I could do was give him what he asked. I got the rest of my things and left. And I was determine that I was NEVER going to see Bankotsu again… I don't think I could handle it…

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