Can't Help It
The roars of cheers people did after the Vocaloid's concert was one of the loudest ones, they really liked the new songs, especially the duet between Miku and Luka.
But for Luka, her current thoughts weren't very "cheery".
Luka was resting, it was such a tiring day. Her Vocaloid mates where celebrating the success of the concert with Karaoke, as usual. She watched the others sing while the rest were cheering, but her mind was occupied with Miku as well her eyes.
She was confused, a few weeks before, she kept getting this wierd feeling whenever she was with Miku, or just by thinking of her. And performing "Magnet" with her has only made it worse, she wondered why did Miku accept doing with her such a song, her manager told her that if she wasn't ok with it, she could choose anyone else to sing in her place, but Luka discarded that thought already, Miku is a professional, she did it because it's her job and passion to sing, she wasn't even slightly uncomfortable with it, she was always her cheery self.
"So it was just work, right?.." she thought
That .. hurt... her chest hurt... Those thoughts are making her chest hurt, "what is wrong with me?.."
"..ka.." Miku is only a friend, she sang with me because she's my friend..
"..Luka.." Oh God, That made it worst!... now she felt even worse... what is-
"Luka!" The pinkette was brought out of her confusing thoughts by a certain tealette's soft voice "eh?"
"Geez, Luka, you shouldn't ignore Miku when she's talking to you! I mean she can be annoying sometimes but-" "Hey! I'm not annoying Meiko!" Then Meiko kept teasing Miku, for some reason, that made Luka's blood boil in a strange feeling.
"..Sorry, w-what's wrong Miku?" The tealette then stopped defending herself and directed her gaze to Luka
"Oh! I wanted to know if you wanted to sing a duet with me now! it's my turn to sing, let's have fun! ne, Luka?" Then Miku grabbed Luka's hand and started taking her to the mini-stage, but Miku didn't have a single idea of what is going on with Luka.
When Miku took her hand, Luka felt her heart beating faster and she couldn't help but feel really wierd. Out of instinct Luka almost inmediately brushed Miku's hand off, leaving the Tealette confused, right now her mind is with lots of thoughts so she inmediatly said what came to her mind first:
"sorryimhavingdiarrhearightnow!" Luka swore she could smack herself right now ..
"Huh? Luka? What's wrong?" Miku tried to reach Luka but she inmediatly batted her hand off.
Seeing Miku's hurt expression, Luka couldn't take it anymore "Sorry, I can't!" and then she left, leaving everyone confused and a hurt puzzled Miku behind.
"What is wrong with her!?" The angry twins said at the same time, they couldn't believe she hurt Miku!, and now everyone couldn't help but wonder as well, what is wrong with Luka?
Luka plopped down in her bed, feeling her heart beating slower as she calmed down a bit.
"Why did I do that!? Miku must have felt really bad.." Just thinking about Miku's hurt expression made her stomach twist..
"I should apologize later... should I make her some chocolates? or just a simple 'sorry'?" But again, why do I care so much about her!? this is making me insane!
3 Weak knocks on her door interrupted her thoughts, Luka sat in her bed, every thoughts left for later.
"Come in" The door softly opened, reveling Luka's current worries standing there, slowly and carefully stepping in, Luka felt as if someone suddenly decided it was a good idea to elevate her heart beats.
Miku sat next to Luka, she was as silent as a dead. Luka awkwardly decided it was a good idea to start despite her emotions. "umm.." should she apologize first? "..Miku I'm-"
"Luka-san, are you mad at me?.." Miku finally made eye contact with Luka, she looked like she was going to cry in any minute. Luka felt like someone stabbed her in the heart but somehow she felt other emotion too, she couldn't tell what it was, but it felt like.. excitement?
"N-no, Miku im not mad at you" Luka couldn't look at her face, or she will feel these wierd emotions that she really couldn't understand..
A weak, almost silent sob was heard, and Luka already felt like the worst person in the world by just hearing it ..
"Then, w-why are you avoiding me?" Miku just looked at her like she didn't understand what was going on right now between them, and it was tearing her apart, things just got really tense.
She has been avoiding her?, now thinking about it, it does look like she's avoiding Miku, damn..
"I-Im no-" Miku gently grabed her arm to turn Luka around, but Luka instinctively took her arm away. Luka was feeling so nervous right now that she's doing stupid things without thinking.
"Why are you mad at me, Luka-san?" The tealette voice was filled with anguish and right now it was breaking.
"Im n-not mad at you Miku-" Luka was telling the truth but Miku didn't seem to believe it
"You're Lying-!" As soon as Miku said that she let out a gasp, but it wasn't because of what she said, renember Luka does stupid things without thinking?
Luka inmediatly pinned Miku in her bed, being on top of Miku.
"Im not! I swear Miku!.. It's just that im kinda feeling... sick, yhea.. and I don't want you to get sick too, that would make me feel really bad!" It was half a lie, but hopefuly it will make Miku understand that she's not mad at her.
Weak sobs were heard along with shaky breathing, Miku finally calmed down and looked at Luka trying to see if she wasn't lying, she inhaled and finally said what she was thinking right now
"Promise?.." Miku's voice was so low that it barely was a wishper, it can make Luka really depressed by just thinking that Miku was in this kind of sad situation because of her fault.
She looked directly at Miku's eyes, putting all her honesty in a single word
"Promise" She tightened her grip around Miku's wrists more, not letting go for dear life
"..You're not mad?" Miku looked at her with a relieved gaze, she was so freaking cute...
"Im not, I could never be mad at you Miku.." She could never be mad at Miku with that face of hers, her beatiful Teal eyes, that perfect nose, and those.. soft lips..
Both girls were oblivious to Luka's actions of moving closer and slowly gripping Miku's wrists with a bit of more force, they both could feel their breaths..
"Luka-san?.. u-umm.. The others are waiting for me.. Luka-san!?" Luka didn't hear Miku's nervous voice, she was so close to those lips...
*Knock Knock*
That made Luka snap out of her trance, Miku inmediatly slided herself off of Luka's strong grip, standing up in the room all the while Luka was slowly sitting instead of being half laying down with a confused frown plastered on her face, feeling extremely... wierd?.
"Hey Luka, Miku, dinner is ready! Come down!" Neru's voice filled the silence.
"C-coming!" Miku inmediatly went to open the door, and with one last look to Luka, she awkwardly smiled to her and followed Neru.
Luka fell silent...
What was she going to do?... did she almost.. k-kissed Miku?...
It's not like she loves her right? - But her heart inmediatly started beating even faster to that single small thought, betraying her denial.
Now Luka realized what was this feeling she got wenever she was thinking of Miku or just by standing in the same room with her..
Of course, she was scared... They're both girls! ... that kind of love..
But just by recalling the duet "Magnet" between them, made her hopes rise a tiny little bit.
But the problem is: she's not the only one with those kind of feelings towards the tealette..
Luka Just realized she liked a girl, and not any girl, she liked Hatsune Miku, the love target of most of the Vocaloids.
Luka sure had an exhausting day -
Well! I hoped you liked the intro, sorry, it's really short, but chapter one will be longer, promise. I don't know when I will release chapter one since today I recently started school, but I 'll try to update as much sooner possible. And also sorry if I misspelled something wrong. Thanks for reading!. :D
