Chapter 1

Paige POV

Waking early in the morning is just part of my daily routine I can't feel the excitement that other people feels. Why does life have to be so ironic I can have all the materialistic things that everybody wanted but then? Those things won't complete the emptiness I feel inside. Sometimes I thought that if I just wipe out from this world It would be easier at least I won't feel the emptiness besides nobody would even notice I'm gone.

Knock knock knock

" I guess I'm wrong with my last statement" a smile is formed on my lips how can I forget that I still have at least one person in my life who will always stick around no matter what happen in my fuck up live.

"hey! Are you ready? Open this damn door we're already late!"

"Coming!"I run towards the door

We walk to go to our school it's the first day of class

"Why am I so lucky to have a punctual best friend?"Hanna asked sarcastically then I put my arm around her shoulder.

"Come on Han I just adopt it because of you don't act like I'm the one who is always late"

"Right, right I'm the bad inflance know"

"its influence" I corrected her

"Influence, Inflance whatever! You're like someone I know!" I didn't hear the rest of Hanna's speech I felt that the world just freeze for a moment. Everything is in slow motion when I saw her, just a few steps ahead of us. If everyday will be like this I wanted to be late everyday


Emily POV

Having a simple life means you only want simple things. I really don't know why does the whole school is afraid of me. I just walk on the hallway then everybody will stop on what they are doing I hope that someday this would change. I also hope that my best friend has as many same subject with me at least I will not be alone. Wait! Maybe she's the reason why the whole school is afraid of me. Why didn't I notice it before?

"Now I know!Arghhhhh" I say while walking

"You know what?" I hear someone asked me

"How long have you been there?" I ask her then stop walking with the shocked expression

"For a while, what are you waiting for? We're already late!" she smirked at me and continued

"I also saw you talking to yourself hahaha I think that's the reason why everybody is afraid of you and I didn't do anything to them" then she smirked at me mockingly

I looked with the confused expression

"What? How? Why did you say that? Can you also read minds now? Yeah you didn't do anything you just look at them like you're about to kill them at any moment"

"Hey! I didn't do that! I'm just looking and observing the surroundings"

"WOW just observing that look is just observing just admit it your giving them daggers look!"

"Okay okay I admit I give them the dagger look but they deserve it and they don't want to mess with me or any of my friends, happy?"

"Yeah yeah happy," I roll my eyes then someone called out Spencer then we look around to find who's calling her, but when I turn around someone caught my attention and just like that I feel that the sans of time just stops on flowing. Why am I so lucky to see her in the morning?


Paige POV

I am speechless I'm still a mess whenever I saw her beautiful face. I know that everybody is scared of her but if you know her, not that I know her personally, but I know that I know her just by looking from afar. We had a few classes together and I still remember the first time she smiled at me when she knows that I'm her lab partner. God! That smile it almost made me faint. It's been a year when I realized that I felt something for her.

"Hey why did you stop we will be late. Paige? Hey! Earth to Paige!"

My train of thoughts are interrupted when Hanna pull me so I can start walking.


Emily POV

When she saw us she waves at our direction. I don't know if I should wave back or just smile at her. What if I'm just imagining this thing? What if I'm just assuming that I also caught her attention? Then when I'm about to wave back she and her best friend walks to our direction. I don't care I f I'm already late I should not let this chance to pass.


Paige POV

I just follow Hanna as she drags me to the direction of the girl I'm thinking of. I saw that they stop on their track then look at us then she smiled. I really hope that it meant for me. I don't know that Hanna is close to her if I knew it I should have asked for her help. But I know that even if Hanna will help me I don't have the guts to ask her out. I will never have the courage to ask Spencer Hastings on a date.


Emily POV

"Hey!" I hear her call Spencer. They are so close to us and I can see her mesmerizing smile she is so jolly maybe that's the reason why she always capture my attention. Everybody in our school thinks that she's weird but for me she is just being her creative self. I know that Spence knows that too because in what I'm witnessing they are good friends for Spencer to stop, just to wait for her. If I just know that they we're this close I would have ask Spencer to introduce me to her, to know more about Hanna Marin.

[A/n:this is my first time and I get the idea of this story from an anime "Toradora", so should I continue this or not?]