So I kinda like the idea of Lucifer & Sam :D And I had the idea and just wrote it down. Please tell me what you think. First SPN Story. Please leave a review!

Sorry if there are a few mistakes. English's not my native.

Unfortunately I don't own SPN or any of the characters.

Set somewhere in the beginning of season 7

Chapter 1:

I still hear him in my head all the time and it's getting worse.

„Talk to me Sammy! Come on, I'm bored. You can't always ignore me. I know you can hear me!"

Dean isn't here and I think maybe I'd feel better if he'd be here, cause I could distract myself. But he's at some bar, seducing a girl and not coming home until tomorrow. So I don't mind finally screaming at Lucifer, because that's what I wanted to do for the last few weeks now.

„Shut the hell up! You're not even real and I know it, so why do I keep seeing you?! Just go away and let me alone! I don't need you here! I can't hunt properly because of you and I have a headache all the time and it's all because of you! So just shut your mouth and stay away from me! Fight with your dear brother I really don't care just let me alone." By now my voice is breaking and i feel tears making their way down my cheeks. But I don't care. All I care about is getting Lucifer out of my head.

I don't know that by now someone had stepped into the room until he made his resence known.

„Sammy? What's going on here?" Dean says, still standing in the doorstep.

How am I going to explain this to him? If he knows that Lucifer's back he'll freak out.

„I umm ….you know I just needed to ...not important. I'm fine and I'm going to go to sleep, so goodnight."

I don't even let him say anything, just lay down in my bed and close my eyes. Dean apparently doesn't have the nerves to argue with me or he's just drunk.

Of course Lucifer is already back, sitting on my bedside.

„Sam?"

'What? Glad you finally won?' I think and doesn't expect someone to answer.

„Much." I look up at him with wide eyes.

„How can you get in my head?"

„You let me in Sam and you know that's true. More and more every day. It's not entirely my fault. You need me. I helped you with a few cases, remember?"

Of course I remember.

We are in Illionis, haunting vampires. Five of them are looking at us, showing their teeth, but Dean and I are ready to fight. I'm ready to strike when Lucifer suddenly yells at me.

„On the roof! There are more vampires! You're dead unless you kill their leader."

He points at one of the five vampires in front of us.

„Go get him. When he's dead most of the others will run away. Trust me."

I check the roofs and he's right. There are more vampires so I assume what he says about the leader is true too. Dean looks at me, confused why I didn't strike yet.

„Go get the leader." He doesn't have time to ask so we both run forward at the same time and cut his head off before the other vampires can blink.

I look up. The other vampires are gone. One of the vampires around us runs away too. We can manage the other three with ease. They must be young.

I hate Lucifer, but in that moment I'm almost grateful he's there.

„That's when I started to hear your thoughts. Before that I could sense your feelings, but that was it. You let me in and that's good, because I can help you, Sam."

'Help me?! Are you fucking kidding me? I couldn't even sleep properly the last few weeks and that's all your fault' I try to put as much venom in my thoughts as possible.

„Okay then. Sleep. I won't bother you."

Now I'm confused. Last time I checked he wanted to destroy me in every way possible. He doesn't want to protect me. He's not even real!

„Oh Sammy you hurt my feelings!" Lucifer says with a sarcastic voice and puts a hand to his heart.

„You know I'm real, somehow. The wall just put the thoughts of hell aside, but my grace too. That's why I couldn't talk to you, until Castiel broke the wall down. I mean, you did sense my presence even when the wall was still there didn't you? I'm real. I'm still in the cage, but a part of me is here with you."

I look at him, completely stunned and my thoughts are nothing but a complete mess.

'You're playing with me. You always do. You're not real.' I think, trying to get all of my other thoughts out of my head.

„Sam, please. I was real the whole time, but I needed you to let me in and then you finally did. I will help you."

He couldn't possibly tell the truth, but is there another possibility? He clearly has Lucifer's memories and a person who's not real can't tell you something you don't see yourself, like the vampires in Illinois.

'Then what was that? The last few months. Why did you torture me like that when you just wanted to help me?' I think, still doubtful.

„You're not the only one who was tortured in hell, Sam. Michael had fun torturing me too. I was confused when I got out. I couldn't tell the difference between you and Michael so I tortured you thinking you were Michael. But when I finally knew I wasn't in hell anymore and you were the one I tortured I tried to talk to you, help you. Just let me try. Let me in."

I struggle with myself. What if he's lying? What if when I let him in he kills me inside out? But if I don't let him in he'll probably go on my nerves til I do.

'Okay then, try. If you're not real I'll be able to get rid of you, but if what you're saying is true then let's try this. First step: Let me sleep and don't wake me until Dean does.'

Lucifer nods and places himself on a chair.

'Don't make me regret this'

So? What do you think? Please tell me I'm not sure about this ...Just leave a review and tell me if you want me to continue or not :)

If you want me to continue I want to turn this into a romance but I'm not sure how yet.