Prologue:
It feels like its been years, years since the accident. The accident which took my mum away from me. I'm always going to blame myself even though everyone tells me not too. 'There's nothing I could do' they tell me, then how because I feel like I could have done something? After her death I was a wreck I still am but not as bad, I was living with my aunty for a while but she thought it would be better if I lived my brothers William and Liam and my Dad. I always saw them at the weekend but it didn't feel right not having them around so I didn't fight against the idea.
And this where my new life began…