Daddy im sorry
cant pick up the phone
Mommy don't hate me
For wanting to be alone
These years 've been
tough on me
And there something considerably
Wrong I see
It not my fault
I cant change all ive said
to you
Please don't think
That ill jump off a roof too
This worlds getting suddenly smaller
I don't know what to do about
All the things I ponder
Brother don't sigh
Twin please don't cry
Deciding to leave didn't mean
saying goodbye
To you
Sister I tried
to change how I felt
but suddenly it doesn't matter
if I bleed or get hurt
Just tell me
im not gonna be like that movie star
who got killed by that stupid ass car
don't say that its pretend
im sick of fighting my exbest friend
these lies they tie around my neck
and hang me in a deep regret
Who said it had to end this way-y-y?
So I left for the night
To get rid of the fight
That we cant stop tonight
So this is it
Though just for a little bit
Thought id say a few things
To get rid of the fleas
Aunty your right
I can run or fight
Can let go or hold on
But im not alright
No im not alright
With it
Said im not alright
That we just hit
The end of my life
Didn't think I could cry
But its funny you see
Cause I think on how it used to be
Little kid fights
Cousins laughing all night
Brother staying
Parents playing
And no one ended up alone!
But that's not how it is
And so I must leave this
A family without love
Doesn't exsist