But You Still Latch On
Time is slowly fading away
Do I have such a time?
Please let me go
Because it is futile to latch on
To someone who isn't there
And never wants to be there
Happiness has long died
But you still latch on
For your dear life
Why so?
Why me?
A person not worthy to be there
A person who should be gone
But you still latch on
You caress into my face
Look into my eyes
And try to connect
But the connection is just illusionary
My end was never connected properly
But you still latch on
Your love only gives me
More grief…
Because you show me how much more useless I am
You wanted to rape me
For so long
However,
My mental scars do not allow it
But…you still latch on.
You try to make time refuse to fly
However,
It's failing ever so miserably
Because my real scars do not want to succeed
Am I cursed to be this way forever?
Even with my wrists cut
My crimson life gone
You still latch on
Even if you still love me
Even if you still watch me
Holding the kunai
Of my freedom
You still latch on
To the person who never wanted to be there
Trying your hardest to keep me close to you
So you do not have to be alone
But being with me made you
The loneliest person of all
However, you still latch on…
Yeah… this is my first. So, you could light it up, tear it up, or piss on it. Whatever, it's not that good anyway…
