Descent Into Darkness

Rating - R - Lots of coarse language and very dark themes.

Summary: After first being betrayed by, then humiliated by Victoria, Molly Holly trusts no one and hates everyone. Her rage reaches it's peak as she descends into hate, self loathing and loneliness, reaching her lowest point, before the road back begins. This story uses lyrics taken from songs by various metal and hardcore bands.

Chapter # 1:

Molly was mortified as she struggled from the barbers chair at Wrestlemania, Victoria had long since left, her damage was done, she'd made off with a sample of what was once Molly's beautiful dark locks. Molly looked out towards the crowd, some were laughing, others were pointing, some just stood there and stared, even the referee seemed to be having a giggle. Then she saw the barber, a smug look on his face as he tried not to laugh too much, normally Molly would have kicked his ass by now, but now she was so upset all she could do was slowly walk off, ashamed and broken.

Things were no better backstage, as she was greeted by waves of laughter from the rest of the roster, whether they were heel or face, they all seemed to have one thing in common, they took great pleasure in making fun of her pain, "Great match Baldy, oops I mean Molly" said Buh Buh Ray Dudley, much to the amusement of the masses, "Wow, you're fat and you're now bald, I guess you're just like King Kong Bundy" said Bradshaw, as Molly slowly dragged herself back to the womens locker room. Just before she reached the door, she was stopped by a man, "I hope this teaches you not to mess with Stone Cold Steve Austin" he said, by this time Molly had heard just about enough from him, from everyone. "Fuck you, you piece of shit" she bitterly snapped at him, even though she was much smaller than him and normally wouldn't be that audacious, she didn't care anymore. "You ruined my look...my, my life over what? Pulling someone's hair?" she screamed at the shocked man, "I hate you, I fucking hate you and I hope you're goddamn happy at what you've done to me" she stormed off, leaving Austin shocked.

Molly made it back to the locker room, trying her best to ignore the taunts from her co workers, she quickly got changed into her street clothes, before she left Molly reached into her bag and pulled out a bandana and put it on her head, she'd at least try to keep some dignity through this ordeal she thought. As Molly was leaving, she heard a female voice, "Hey loser" said Stacy Keibler as she made a grab for the bandana on Molly's head, Molly saw her coming and grabbed Stacy's arm, "Does that hurt?" Molly sneered, "Good, because if you try that again, I won't hurt your arm, I'll break it. And then I'll break every other bone in your body, now leave me alone", Stacy fearfully backed away as Molly trudged outside.

The hotel was only a block away from Madison Square Garden, so Molly opted to walk, at least that way there would be no one to see how upset she was. Just before she reached the hotel, Molly stopped at a convenience store, going inside she bought two things, a bottle of Jack Daniels and a small bottle of sleeping pills. As she entered the hotel, went up the elevator and entered her room, there was no doubt in her mind to what she was going to do.

Where to run where to hide, much to full to swallow my pride

But I'm haunted by something inside, as if a part of me has died

Paralysed, I close my eyes, the pain inside surrounds me

Petrified life fades away, at the end of my rope I'm waiting

Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone, empty inside and out of control

My heart void my empty soul, until it's filled I'll never be whole

How did things get so bad? Sinking empty full of despair

I find myself alone and scared, in a world where nobody cares

A hopeless end, afraid deep inside

Relief from my pain, the end a suicide?

The tears I've cried, have left me blind

I yearn to find peace, presence of mind

Biohazard "End Of My Rope"