okay so this is set during the third twilight book sorry if the timeline gets alittle wacky at times and the characters will be OOC at times so deal with it.

I'll try and be good and update semi regularly

this is my first twilight fic so bear with me please :)

I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT! if i did bella would've choosen jacob over edward

Life sucks then you die,Ya I would be so lucky


Hi my name is Terra I'm a werewolf and this is my story …..

I never asked for this you know. Its not like I woke up one morning and said "I think I'm gonna be a mutant freak today ." that's not how it works. Its all because of them ,the vampires. They made me this way, its all there fault. Them and that pethetic girl who jacob fawns over. You should hear his thoughts its always her face over and over. Hsees her everywere he looks,but she's head ove heels for the leech. Serves him right for falling for a leech lover .We all knew it would end in tears , but I'm getting ahead of myself lets just start at the begginning, or the begginning for me anyways …

"TERRALIN SAMANTHA REDFERN IF YOU DON'T GET YOUR LAZY BUT T DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW YOU'RE GONNA BE LATE FOR SCHOOL!"

"I'm comin ,I'm comin don't have a cow mom . I'll get there on time " I called as I walked down the stairs

"You'd better be right or your gonna be grounded until your thirty."

My mom took my education REALLY seriously ,like way extreme .Something about opportunities she never had yadda yadda yadda. I pretty much tune her out when she gets on her high horse. My mom was tall about 5'9" with long raven hair that hung strait down her back .She had soft brown eyes under thick lashes and dramatic eyebrows she had full lips and a subborn chin ,my mother was the most beautiful person in the world ,only thing me and her had in common was our faces. I was TALL about 5'11'' my skin more of an olive compaired to everyones reddish brown my hair was all wild smoky black curls, and my eyes were a startling green ,fairly good looking don'tcha think ?,but I would give anything to not look in the mirror and see my father . My face was a constant reminder that to the outside world my mother was a slut and a traitor and i was the village bastard...but thats a can of worms I refuse to open so I normally just ignore the jabs and "keep on keepin on" as my gram would say(i love my gram shes the best part about living on this stupid reservation).

"TERRA!" My mom yelled dragging me from my thoughts

"OH SHIT!" I cried looking at my watch "I'm gonna be late!" I quickly grabbed my things and bolted out the door throwing a speedy "love ya ma" over my shoulder .

A frantic mad dash later I was at school, Lapush High, or as I liked to call it The Bane of My Fucking Exsistence ,It wasn't the school itself that I hated just the people in it. I only had a few friends Quil ,Embery ,Jacob,and were five retarded peas in a pod...usually ,lately Jake and the guys have been going off on their own with The OH SO GLORIOUS Sam and his band of brotherly love and leaving me and Quilla in the dark. It was really starting to bug me ,ofcourse it didn't have anything to do with the fact that I was hoplessly in love with Jake ...Nooo OFCOURSE not like he ever gave me a second glance he's been to wrapped up in Bella to even consider me ...hell I don't even think he realises I'm a girl for christs sake ,but every time he looks at me I melt inside...ahhhh Jake .I was shocked out of my fantasy by the man himself jabbing me in the side and the whole class giggling.

"Miss Redfern would you mind sharing your thoughts with us ,since they seem to be much more important to you than passing history class." Mr. Davids asked in that sickly sweet way teacher do when they've caught someone they don't like doing something wrong.

"Ummm...No thats okay I'd much rather hear about the...the..civil war" I said uncertantly hoping like hell that that was what we were learning started sniggering next to me. I shot him a glare.

"We're talking about the trail of tears Miss Redfern ,but better lucky next time."he said with that same sickly sweet voice. I could already tell this was going to be a shitty day.


I know it's really short sorry I'm kinda testing the waters with this story.

I'm looking for a beta if anyones interested I could really use the help

please please please review this story praise me ,flame me what ever I'm not sensitive

love , apolla