A/N: this is just a quick one shot. I hope you guys like it! Please, please review! No, I do not own twilight!
Edward pov:
It does not take a genius to figure out that Leah does not like to be pitied. I didn't need to hear her thoughts to know that. She made it quite clear. Yet from other people's thoughts I could tell very few pitied her. Most thought of her as the bitter bitch of La Push. They are so quick to judge. Even those who share her thoughts think badly of her.
At first I, myself thought of her badly. I thought she had a bad attitude problem. But upon seeing her thoughts my opinion changed. She went through so much. She is still entangled in a confusing web of emotions. She hated me in her mind, she often called me a mind rapist. But I could tell from her thoughts that it felt relieving that someone else knew how she felt.
I pity her. She doesn't know that though and I will never tell her that. The pain that she has been through is extraordinary. The fact that she hasn't committed suicide is also shocking. She handles it fairly well, she could be worse.
She was so hurt when Emily and Sam became engaged. She had, had to pretend that she was delighted while inside she died. When Emily asked her to be the maid of honor Leah had wanted to kill someone. But once again she hid her emotions and put on a façade. And once again people believed it.
The girl had been put through so much that she shouldn't have. IT was like fate had a vendetta against her. Her mind was a fascinating place to be. Her thoughts were always entertaining but in the end I still pitied her. No one else seemed to understand why she was the way she was.
Everyone seemed to think that she was the villain, the bitch, the big bad wolf, the she-demon. She was, is misunderstood. I pity her.
I thought that she couldn't get any worse that she couldn't get hurt anymore. But fate has a funny way of getting worse and worse. Because one day she was trying to block her mind from me. It took a while but eventually I managed to break through. What I saw shocked me. She and Jake had slept together and she had imprinted on him. I knew by the resigned, frustrated look in her eyes that she knew I was reading her thoughts. And in her thoughts I could also tell that she knew what was going to happen.
She knew that Jake would leave her for Nessie. She knew that imprinting had screwed her over again. And I knew it and Jake knew it and Bella knew it and Nessie knew it. Everyone knew it and that hurt her as well. Leah doesn't deserve the life that fate has cruelly given her. I truly pity her. I pity her because of what she lived through and for what she will have to live through. I pity her.
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