Authors Note: This is just something to get my name out there. To me at least, these were the thoughts my character was having when martin was gone. And what she did. It's sad and kinda depressing but I love it. Hope you do to. It's like a partial song-fic with Jillian by Within temptation.

The knee deep snow didn't halt my progress. The bitter cold and the whirling wind didn't kill my resolve.

Dive rock was in sight.

The memories of the nights we shared, the careful touches. The stolen moments and kisses. Martin…why?

Why did you have to be so stupid? I loved you with all my heart.

"I know now what I must do…I must leave you now…the dragon waits." He told me, the fire burning around us. The screams of the fallen and dying.

"Martin…please." I pleaded. "We can beat him ourselves…please don't do this." I cried as he walked to the center.

The dome crashed inward, a chunk of stone nearly smashing me.

Dagon stood, axe hefted and claws shining. The dragon and the demon did battle and Dagon fell. It was nothing I've ever seen before.

Give my love

Give my soul.

I'd give my heart.

The dragon turned to stone and it was over.

I felt a tear slither it's way down my cheek. Martin…I love you.

I stared out over the land, Cyrodill.

The wind whipped by me as I fell and I let out a scream of happiness. I would see him finally.

I opened my eyes slowly and watched as the whiteness over shadowed everything else I saw.

Give my love

Give my soul

I turn it back

It's my fault.

And then…all the anguish, all the pain, the suffering, the tears, the worry.

It was all over.

Ending Note: Sad huh? I liked it. Please Review and share your thoughts.