You're My Girlfriend

Ok, so, first of all.. hi guys! I haven't updated my other story for a while now, as you see, and I'm sorry about that. I just don't feel motivated enough to continue writing it in the time being, so it's on a hiatus for now, while I write some other stuff. I have quite a few ideas, and I really hope I'll be able to finish them. Anyway, this one is a short thing that suddenly popped up in my head. Hope you enjoy.

Dedicated to Annabelle.

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"Spencer," she whispered and lifted her head, finally meeting the two ocean blue orbs that were shining at her. "I've fallen so hard for you, and I know I'm probably doing a very stupid thing now…" she trailed off, losing her courage. "What are you doing, Ashley Davies?" Spencer asked in a voice barely audible, even though they were standing so close their lips were almost brushing.

"… asking you to be my girlfriend."

Blue met brown as the two girls were staring into each other's eyes, searching, looking, hoping to find the answer they both wanted so much, needed so much.

"I'd be glad to," was the answer Ashley received after a moment of silence. A moment that for her felt like a lifetime. And as she had noticed from the very moment they met, even the shortest moment without Spencer's voice was a lifetime of hell.

"You..uh, what?" The confusion was written all over her face, or so she thought, as she looked at Spencer. What kind of an answer is that anyway? She'd just done the big commitment, asking something she both wanted to happen and just wanted to run away from. But she'd done it. And now she got this, an almost cynical answer, to a question she thought the other one wanted to hear, a question Spencer had actually made her ask.

She didn't plan on asking really. It just happened. It was a true paradox in a way. Ashley had just showed Spencer the side she didn't let other people see that often. The side about herself she detested so much, hated so much, and feared so much. However, she knew that if she was going to at least try to let this work out, she had to be honest. No matter how many tears she might would have to shed, she would have to do it, if she was hoping to get the blonde in the end.

Commitment issues. Simply hearing the words spoken could make you grimace, they were hideous. But she couldn't deny the facts anymore; she was frightened of committing to one person. It was okay with friends and other people she knew, but it was almost impossible when it came to someone she liked. No, more than simply liking. More like… loike. And right now, Spencer was that person for her. She'd always been, from the very moment they met.

"Are you out of your mind?" Ashley said, grinning but still with a confused look on her face. "You first tell me I have to do something about this kissing on cheek thing," she chuckled slowly at the memory of earlier episodes. It's not like Ashley didn't kiss Spencer, on the contrary, she actually did it pretty much all of the time, and if she didn't, she certainly thought about doing it. It seemed, though, as if Spencer thought she didn't get enough, so she'd pointed it out after Ashley had kissed her on her cheek once.

"… and then you do the exact same thing… NOW?" She smiled. "You're nuts." She leaned in and kissed the other girl softly on the lips, loving the feeling of how perfect their lips seemed to interact with one another.

Spencer grinned at the brunette. "I'm absolutely nuts, yes. Ashley, I'm nuts about you." Ashley smiled back, her face almost hurting, but she couldn't care less. The blonde girl in front of her was so adorable she couldn't help but let out a soft "aww".

"You're mine," Spencer said, beaming. Raising her hand to touch the other girl's cheek, Ashley leaned in and kissed the blue eyed angel deeply, savoring the feeling, like she did with all of the kisses they shared. "Only yours," she whispered back into her lips and smiled sweetly.

"Oh crap, I won't be able to get myself another girlfriend now, eh?" Spencer smirked teasingly, looking at the other girl with twinkling eyes. "Fuck you and your teasing, Spencer Carlin," Ashley grinned back and tried to look angry. Spencer's hands were grabbing her collar before she knew it, pulling her into yet another kiss as she whispered: "You're hot when you're angry."

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