Disclaimer: Power Rangers are owned by Disney and Saban. I'm just borrowing them for my own evil purposes and they shall be returned unharmed, well mostly unharmed anyway.
The lyrics are from the song "All that I've got" by the used and are not mine.
A/N: This isn't like my normal work, I know, but I've been going through some tough times and I needed to get my feelings out somehow.
A/N: Deathfic ahead. You have been warned…
Shattered heart
She laughs at me. They all do. Every reflection around me, taunting me with the beauty I could never hope to possess. Even you did it, unknowingly yes, but it still hurt. I'm sorry I wasn't born perfect, the only gift I had was my voice and according to life that should have been enough.
It wasn't.
I
can't laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it
didn't even bleed and catch me, I...
I look at you and I see your perfect figure, your angelic blond hair, your wonderful smile and I break a little more each day. I don't cry anymore. The wounds are too deep for tears to soothe and heal. So why should I even try to mend the fractured mess that is meant to resemble that organ? I've been fighting for so long that I've lost sight of what I began this war for.
I
need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me,
knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can't laugh
All I
want inside I still am empty
I never told you any of this now because I was afraid. Afraid to let go, to see what the true me was without the hate, envy and fear covering me in an endless shroud. I can feel tears falling as I write this. They seem strange, like an aliens touch.
I
guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Unharmed, I'm losing
weight and some body heat
Don't be sad for me, please Kat. I don't want your pity, and I don't want your grief. I'm no longer in pain and I'm no longer afraid.
Love always and forever
Tanya.
Kat let the letter drop slowly to the floor as the truth of what she had read slowly filtered its way into her mind. Her mind fought with her eyes as she tried to comprehend the scene in front of her.
"Why?" she whispered, looking at the broken body that once housed the soul of Tanya Sloan.
I'll
be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's
all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm
far from lonely
And it's all that I've got