He was a fucking idiot. He was the biggest fucking idiot to have ever walked Earthland, and that was saying something considering who Natsu was. Reaching for his baccarat shot glass filled with Boscan whiskey, he threw it back, slamming in down on to the black marble surface of his kitchen island and refilling.

Brown eyes flashed through his mind, tinkling laughter filling his ears. How he would have given anything for it to be real. To just be able to turn around and see that she was really there with him. That she hadn't packed her bags and left him. That he hadn't hurt her the way he did.

The glass shattered in his hand from the strength of his clenched fist. Shards of glass embedded themselves into his palm as he crushed his fingers into his palm, whiskey burning at his wounds and mingling with the trails of blood. The pain was welcomed. Laxus preferred anything else to the ache within his chest.

It hurt so much more than anything he had faced before. The pain he felt from the Lacrima implementation. The pain of his father's excommunication. The pain of being excommunicated himself by his grandfather. Even the pain of breathing in Tempester's Magic Barrier Particles could not compare to what he felt now.

Lucy, his Mate, had left him. She wasn't coming back to him this time. No, this time was different. This time, he had gone too far and now she was gone.

His Queen was off getting married to another man. To some reporter friend she met while working for Sorcerer's.

"Damn it! You dumbass!" He roared arm flying. The rest of his glass collection, along with the liquor bottle, shatters on the floor. He ignored it, turning to flip his living rooms glass table and leather couches, destroying all that stood in his way in anger.

"You Fucking Dumb Fuck! How could you be so fucking dumb, you god damn bastard!"

Have destroyed the whole room, he finally came to a halt, his large form panting. Looking around he cursed realizing the living room was now destroyed and unrecognizable, no longer the beautiful layout Lucy had set when she moved in. Regret instantly set in when he saw their picture on the ground shattered.

Falling to his knees, his hand shaking, he plucked the photo from the ground. His eyes began to sting as they gazed into her smiling face. Behind her he stood, his arms wrapped around her tiny waist.

Snarling he punched at the floor, spider wedded cracks forming from the force of the blow. He couldn't let things end like this! He couldn't just let his Blondie marry someone else that wasn't him! She was his Mate! The only woman out there who was created and destined to be his!

"I won't let her go! I can't!"

"You look beautiful!"

Brown eyes connected with blue through the full body mirror, easily able to see through Mirajane's happy smile. Using the mirror she saw Erza, Levy, Cana, and Wendy's faces.

They all smiled happily at her but it was plain to see that they didn't truly feel happy. Neither was she, Lucy thought as she called upon the years of training she had, mask slipping into place as she gave them all a fake bright smile.

"Darren is going to be speechless when you walk down that aisle." Levy said.

Erza nodded. "If he does not..." she trailed off as a dark aura engulfed her.

"Don't worry!" Cana exclaimed. "There's no way he won't be after seeing her!"

Wendy remained silent, their eyes connecting. Lucy knew the little blue haired Dragon Slayer wasn't happy about the engagement, much less the wedding. She wasn't the only one either. Natsu, Gajeel, Sting, Rogue, and Cobra didn't want her to marry Darren. Out of them all, Cobra and Wendy showed their displeasure the most with Natsu following closely behind.

Feeling the pressure of Wendy's stare Lucy quickly cut in. "Go make sure everything is set." She ordered.

"Very well." Erza said. "Come among girls."

Lucy sighed in relief once they all left. Turning back to the mirror she frowned as she stared at her reflection. Her dress was perfect. Fit for a princess with beautiful beading along the bodice. But the feeling of happiness that most brides felt when gazing at themselves in their wedding dress was lost to her.

She had always though it would have been Laxus that she would marry. They'd have a grand Fairy Tail wedding and he'd mark her on their honeymoon. She though they were fine. That he was happy.

"But I guess I was wrong." She whispered to herself feeling her eyes water.

She quickly dapped at her eyes at the sound of the door opening, turning once all evidence of tears was gone. "Did you for- Laxus... what are you doing here?" She gasped in shock at seeing the blonde haired Slayer she was thinking of.

"Stopping you from marrying the wrong man and making the worst mistake of your life." He said closing the door.

"Get out." She demanded pointing at the door.

"You don't love him."

"And what do you know about Love?!" She snapped at him, angered that he would dare to say such a thing to her face. Not after what he did.

"I know what I felt when you left me. I know what I felt when you drunkenly kissed me that night while you celebrated your engagement."

Lucy flinched remembering that night. Cana has given her something strong before taking her out to a club with the girls. Laxus had been there with Bickslow and caught drunk Lucy when she fell on her way to the bathroom. She'd screamed at him and hit him, even tried to claw his eyes out before sloppily kissing him. She had run home after realizing what she had done.

"That kiss never happened." She glared at him.

"Then what about this one?" Laxus said as he moved to swoop down on her.

Slap!

Laxus' cheek burned from the force of her hit, his head turned, eyes wide in shock.

"You cheated on me, Laxus. I want nothing to do with you. Now, I told you to get out. Leave, Laxus."

Seeing the way her eyes glowed with fury he nodded, body half turned to leave before pausing, turning back to face Lucy. "Fine I'll go but let me ask you one question." He said as he neared her once more. "Can you really live the rest of your life without knowing what could have been?"

"I didn't want thing to end up like this! You fucked up, Laxus! You couldn't keep it in your pants and now that I'm gone you want me back! Well, it's too late! I have hundreds of people waiting out there for me to walk down that aisle and get married. I told Darren yes! I can't turn back now! I don't have a choice!"

Laxus' hand reached up to cup at her face. "Yes, you do." His chest brushed against her breast. "Yes, you do Lucy. I'm the one who doesn't have a choice because... I just can't stop loving you."

"Stop lying to me. Don't say that." She begged trying to push him away.

"I was scared Lucy. I'm a Dragonless, adult Dragon Slayer, who was experiencing love for the first time in my life. I knew about mating season and rutting but what I didn't know about was how strongly my instincts and dragon would react once I had found my Mate. It wasn't like usual. I couldn't control myself or settle my dragon and that's never happened before. I didn't want to hurt you. I don't know why I did what I did, I couldn't even tell myself why. I'm so sorry Blondie, please" His begged her in a whisper as his other hand reached up to her chin, pulling her face to his.

His lips were but a hairs breathe away from hers. She could smell him. Pine and Ozone, the liquor on his breath. She wanted nothing more than to kiss him till she couldn't but...

Flashes of Laxus savagely fucking a black haired woman in their bed raced across her mind.

"I can't..."

Her tears finally spilled as she pushed him away. "I just can't. I'm so sorry Laxus."

"Lucy! It's time, come on girl!" Dana's voice called out from behind the door.

"Coming!" She called back before regarding Laxus once more. "I'm sorry Sparkplug," the use of her nickname for him made him flinch. "I just can't find it in myself to forgive you. Goodbye."

And that was it. She just pushed pass him and out the door, leaving Laxus' frozen and alone. And as he stood there, his enhanced hearing toned into the wedding. Hoping behind hope that she would come back to him. But that hope shattered, his heart and soul shattering as he caught her next words.

"I do."

His dragon- that he now knew existed, roaring in agony and sorrow, drowning out the applause and cheers.

If he had thought he was hurting earlier...

He was wrong...

So I let it end like that cause I was thinking of maybe doing a sequel. Anyone want one? What do you want to see in the sequel?