I do not own Grey's or McSteamy or Mer in any shape or form :( ...I am so jealous of Shonda


We'll do it all, everything on our own, we don't need anything or anyone

Lying on his hotel room bed, her hair covering part of her face as she slept, he knew he'd never felt more for one person than he did for her right now. He lent over and gently kissed her bare back, breathing in her forbidden scent, he didn't need anyone else, at this moment the only person Mark Sloan needed was fast asleep in his bed

I don't quite know how to say how I feel, those three words are said too much, they're not enough

Mark knew how he felt about her, he just didn't want the whole world to know, not yet anyway, the secret would be out soon enough but before everyone else knew, he realised she had to know how much he cared, yes he did love her but for her that wasn't enough, so for now he was contented with calling her beautiful because she needed more than I Love You's, she needed to be loved completely and utterly

Forget what we're told, before we get too old, show me a garden that's bursting into life

Watching her sleep, listening to the sound of her gentle snore, he knew he'd never want to wake up to any other noise, he was an addict and she was his drug and he didn't care, she'd opened him up in a way he didn't think possible but he knew now with her by his side they could achieve anything together

Let's waste time chasing cars around our heads, I need your grace to remind me to find my own

Mark had known of his own feelings for sometime but it hadn't been until last night he'd been sure of hers, he had been half asleep and as his head hit the pillow she's leant over and whispered in his ear 'I love you', he knew it had taken a lot from her to say it after all she'd been through but there was no more chasing and no more running, she had to know how he felt and the three words she used were not enough

All that I am all that I ever was is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see, I don't know where, confused about how as well, just know that these things will never change for us at all

He'd waited years to find his someone, he'd tried other people's and even found a few of his own but now as she lay, bare skin, white sheets and willow blonde hair, she was that someone, the person you spend the rest of your life with, the person you'd give your all to make happy and as she opened her eyes and looked up to meet his gaze, he saw the love he felt for her stare right back at him, the past didn't matter just the present and the future and he definitely wanted to spend his latter with her

If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Mark gently kissed her on the top of her head and whispered in her ear 'Meredith Grey will you marry me?'


LYRICS: Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol taken from the album Eyes Open

Enjoy xx