Disclaimer: I'd look like an idiot if I went around dressed as j.k.rowling. Blonde is not my colour. In short: don't own, don't sue.

A/N: this started as a prologue for a story I'm writing, but decided it didn't really fit. So now it is a one shot. And my first post here  r&r please

Opposites

I am gifted.

I know what I want.

I know who I want.

I know exactly when I realized it.

i know that these are gifts not everyone has.

I am cursed.

I know what I want.

I know who I want.

I know exactly when I realized it.

I know that this is the worst of my two curses.

I am proud.

I accept who I am.

I love who I am.

I want to scream it from the roof tops

I am ashamed.

I wish I was someone else

I hate who I am.

I feel like a freak, in to many ways.

I'm going to tell him.

He can never know.