AN:/ So I haven't really been feeling the stories I've been producing so hopefully this one will work out.

1) Dream crashing.

A year, one whole year without the person whom she thought was the reason to be alive, well give her life for. One year, according to the 5 year diary Bella scribbled into each night, (if she remembered, or didn't fall asleep before completing her new years resolution that was the same each year). Reading her harsh, deeply embedded into the page, scribbles above the empty slot that was itching to be filled with the thoughts and memories from today to yet be filled in, her pen poised above the empty space as it was invaded with salted tears that couldn't be held back.

A breathy and slightly defeated 'Oh' left her dry lips wiping at her face furiously with the backs of her hands, as this was being done the pen glided across the pale skin of her cheek as he hurried to dry her face. 'Bells?' Jakes warm voice called though her closed door into her bedroom, Bella was in her bed, wrapped up and ready for a good, long sleep.

Charlie, Bellas Dad who was mostly relaxed didn't mind 'sleep overs' unless they happened no more than twice a week.

'Yeah?' sniffing, Jake poked his head around the door quickly taking in Bellas pink nose and slightly damp eyes, giving her a thin lipped smile, his body relaxing and closing the door softly behind him, switching on her fairy lights. 'Stuck what to put?' he asked as Bella just shook her head looking at the page wanting to rip it out.

'Where the HELL is Jacob?' Paul asked as they were chasing the rouge to the cliffs hoping to eradicate the threat before it sunk its teeth into the next innocent victim.

'Where do you think? With his little Leach lover' Leah spat out in anger gaining on the rouge almost able to snap at the torn trousers flapping behind him for snagging on the thorns and passing objects.

'Dude is fucked up, Ditching us for a chick!' Paul said cutting the newborn off but it was too quick jumping and holding the branch high above them, swinging it's body around. Landing behind Leah and Paul, stunned as they couldn't stop quickly, newborns were usually slow and strong but not this clever.

The ex-fisherman that could only think about the warm fresh blood pumping through the wolves body and the taste of his wife, turned his head around too far for a human, to see the large Wolves try stop to turn but the new born didn't expect to see Quill and Embry hurtling towards him looking so lost, the flicker of human showing through his now perplexed eyes, Quill taking the head in his jaws and Embry took it's torso ripping the two pieces apart, like snapping a handle from a fine bone china cup clean off.

'So will you please come to the party?' Jake asked laying on her bed, though it was a double, it still wasn't really big enough for him. Not minding as it meant he had to be closer to Bella.

'I- still don't think that the others would want me there, especially Leah and Paul' Bella said writing slowly in her diary.

'Come on Bella, you know that isn't true' Jake turned over to his front looking up at her, Bella peered over the top of her scribbles to Jakes smiling face, he looked so strong and childish tapping his head with the end of her pen. Retracting as Jakes hand came to her face quickly, he slowed down and rubbed the pen marks that were on her cheek. Smiling at her licking his thumb and wiping again, Bella clasped her hands around his so his hand would still.

'I'll go for you' She said seeing the wide smile spread across his face, shuffling up so they were nose to nose, Jake ready to play though Bella was still slow, looking from his lips to his eyes, like they had never kissed before. It drove Jake crazy with excitement, the posters that covered her room when she was younger all taken down, left a soft outline of the tac marks that once held up her boy bands and horses she dreamed of owning.

Her hands ran through his short hair, missing his long soft hair that make Jake seem so young though here he was laying in-between her legs, his arms either side of her with a look in his eyes that made her feel the most wanted and loved she had ever felt, kissing his warm lips as he pulled her closer to him, her hurried kissed were slowed down by Jakes Alpha vibes, kissing Bella pale neck, slowly making her relax her diary slipping off of the bed, forgotten as new thoughts filled her mind.

Nina finished her shift at the florets hours ago though she still wasn't home, laying in the bed of her truck with Chris watching the sky in silence, unaware of the time, her hand clasping his as he was still getting his breath back, sweat over his body and chest red. Looking at his blonde straw like hair and freckles over his nose and cheeks. 'I love you' her voice smaller than expected though Chris heard it loud and clear, turning to look at Ninas almond shaped eyes, her lighter green eyes framed by her long dark her Chris was scrawnier than Nina who was a little curvy, carrying a little extra weight though she was active.

'I love you too, always' The smile widened as Nina kissed his lips so the always was spoken against them. The lights in the sky of the lay by they were pulled in to told them it was late, or possibly early morning.

Hot, Bella knew she was sweating and feeling like she needed to escape from the heat, hotter than she had felt with Jacob earlier on, pushing the layers of covers that were trapping her pushed away, almost kicking and fighting for the fresh air, to be free of the covers that were holding her prisoner.

Edward, her was looking over her, he was right next to her.

Her eyes were wide open, she could fell the heat from Jakes sleeping, worn out body next to her making it insufferably hot. Afraid to blink, though Edwards shape stood there he was smiling she had missed that smile so much, almost reaching out for him he stepped back, she didn't want him to go, not again.

'Edward' she breathed reaching again he climbed down through the window like he did so many times. Following him, Edward had come back for Bella and wanted her to follow him, slipping her slippers on she knew that Edward would keep her safe, in her sleep walking state Bella stumbled out of the window falling flat on her face scraping her shin and following the vision of Edward that only she could see. Ready to walk for miles to get one step closer to him.

'Bloody DOG' Nina shouted for her Doberman, walking though the woods, it hadn't rained for a while and the leaves were crisp, the morning sun streaming in through the gaps where the leaves were once on their branches. Climbing over the fallen branch as Fox had bounded over with ease, probably after a rabbit.

'FOX' calling her hands cupped hearing his familiar little howl in the distance, cussing under her breath as she trudged through the forest, less leisurely than before the lead gripped in her hand pulling her hair up from her neck as it was humid and sticky, a messy bun with half of it falling out.

'Fox!' more stern this time unlike him to disobey her. Ducking away from the low hanging branches she wasn't the shortest in her family, over taking her Dad a few years ago, he was only 5ft 6.

seeing fox's docked tail wagging at hyper speed licking the face, FACE of a Bella swan laying on the ground on her back, blood all down her legs and looking white as the snow that fell early November.

'Bella!' it came out as a shriek, running over dropping to her knees, the sticks digging into her bare legs her hair falling.

'Fox SIT' she ordered and he did so.

'Bella, can you hear me? What are you doing out here? HEEEELLLPPP.' not knowing what to do wanting to see if she was alive.

Turning over and pulling the cold sheets closer to him, Jake knew something wasn't right, his eyes flying open looking at the empty bed. Sitting bolt upright seeing the open window the sun was up and shining through, rushing over to the ledge, looking over out of breath, seeing the blood on the floor, embedded on the dried grass knowing it was Bellas, jumping down, landing soft, phasing and sniffing the air following the scent of the injured Bella.