A/N: This week's episode of GG is depressing. I hate to see Chuck and Blair standing on opposite side, even though it would make things a lot more interesting. They always work best together, don't you think? Well, now that the UES is divided into two sides, which side are you on? I'm definitely on Team Blair, by the way. I thought that Chuck was taking things a little too far. He definitely hurt Blair, despite Blair's insistent that she didn't Chuck anymore. Even if she didn't, that doesn't mean she's completely over him. That's what I thought, anyway. And why I wrote this. Enjoy. :)


"No Dan?" Blair asked as she walked into the room. "In the dress? I'm shocked."

Serena gave a small forced laugh.

"Yeah, I guess it's for the best. I mean, if I end up with Dan, a part of me will always love Nate. If I end up with Nate, a part of me will always love Dan, so I don't know. I guess I just need to find someone who gives me what I get from both of them."

"That's a mature decision." Blair said, giving a few nods as she considered Serena's decision.

"Not sure I have made any of my own in a while." Blair added, as she considered the last decision she'd made.

She had truly thought that Eva was not good for Chuck. It ended terribly the last time Chuck had opened his heart. What made it worse was, she had encouraged Chuck to do so. It felt worse knowing that she had helped Evelyn hurt Chuck. The night where Evelyn left, Chuck had returned to her with the most heart-wrenching look on his face. That night, as she silently held Chuck, she vowed to never let something like that happen again.

That was why she had wanted Chuck to break up with Eva. Blair was certain that Eva would break his heart, like what his mother did. He was Chuck Bass, after all. People wanted to get close to him for all sorts of reason. Why would Eva be any different? Just because Chuck was blinded by love, it didn't mean she had to be. So she did what she had to. She snooped around, she schemed. But when even the shocking fact that his innocent and sweet girlfriend was a prostitute proved to be quite futile in her efforts to sabotage their relationship, Blair knew she had to stoop lower. Setting Eva up might be low, but she had no choice. It was all for a good cause, she thought as she planted Chuck's passport into Eva's bag.

However, that firm belief crumpled when she saw Chuck's face when he found the passport right where she had planted it. He was heart broken, she could tell. When he said that he was stupid for believing that anyone good could ever love him, she immediately regretted the decision of setting Eva up. She wanted to tell him that someone good could love him, she did. But then she remembered that she was not "good".

"What do you mean?" Serena asked, looking puzzled.

"Miss Blair, Mr. Chuck is here." Dorota announced and then left.

He's here? Why would he be?

Blair then turned to Serena, who gave her a small and encouraging smile. Blair then left the room.

"I know what you did, Blair." Chuck said when she descended from the stairs. "That is despicable, even for you. Do you really hate me so much you can't stand me happy?"

"No." Blair disagreed immediately, shaking her head. The last thing she wanted was for Chuck to be unhappy.

"Why did you drive the person I care most about out of town?" Chuck demanded with the darkest expression on his face.

"Eva left? Chuck, I never meant to—" Blair tried to explain.

"Make her leave me? Of course you did." Chuck accused.

"I need to know why. Is it possible…you still love me?"

For a moment, Blair could not speak, did not know how to speak. The first thing that came to her mind was that she didn't. It was what she had trained herself into thinking over the summer. Yet, in the back of her head, there was a small voice that whispered, "I don't know". Looking at Chuck now, the one man whom she had once loved, looking at her as if she was the most vile person in the world, she knew she couldn't follow her heart. So she repeated the words that she had told herself a thousand times.

"How could I still love you after what you did."

"So you did it just to hurt me." Chuck came to his conclusion.

"Eva made me into someone I was proud to be. You just brought back my worst self. This means war, Blair."

"Chuck-"

"Me versus you. No limits."

Just like that, Chuck dropped a bomb, turned his back on her and walked out of the Waldorf's penthouse. As Blair stared after his back view, she felt her chest tightened and her stomach clenched. She felt like her heart was broken into a million pieces. When he was gone, Blair ran up the stairs, needing some comfort as soon as possible.

As she stepped in Serena's room, she began to feel the sting behind her eyes. Serena said nothing as she took in her best friend's face. Blair was unsure if Serena had heard what Chuck had just said, but she knew that Serena knew she needed some comfort. That's why they were best friends. They always knew when each other needed a hug. Blair walked towards Serena's bed and into Serena's opened arms, just in time for the first sob to start.


The sobs had begun to subside after Blair told Serena what she had done.

"I should have go to you before I did something so stupid." Blair gave a sigh as she leaned into Serena's arms.

Serena was stroking her hair in slow rhythms and it was oddly comforting.

"Maybe you should have." Serena said.

Blair gave another sigh.

"What do I do now? He hates me." Blair said as she fought back another sob.

She had never seen Chuck so mad before. Not when he found out she had slept with Nate, not when he found out she had slept with his uncle, and not even when she had manipulated him into giving one of the professors in NYU a kiss. Blair closed her eyes as the memories of Chuck glaring at her returned. She knew she wouldn't be able to forget that for a long time.

"He doesn't hate you, Blair." Serena whispered. "He could never hate you. You know that. He's just mad. It was a heat of the moment."

"Didn't you hear what I said? He declared a war on me, S. This is serious. I don't know what he will do."

There was a moment of silence before Blair spoke again.

"Do you think he loves her?" Blair whispered.

She then lifted her head and looked into Serena's eyes.

"He's willing to declare a war on me for her. Because of her. Maybe he loves her. More than he ever did love me." Blair felt the tears filling up her eyes again.

She didn't know why, but Blair couldn't stand the thought of Chuck loving someone more than he did her. Was it plain jealousy? Or was It something more? She didn't know, but the thought of it simply tore her apart. She didn't want to be so easily replaced. They may not be together anymore, but she wanted a special place in his heart. Was it too much? She then looked down at the sheets as the tears rolled down her cheeks, trying to hide the ugly sight from her best friend.

"Oh, B." Serena said, opening her long arms and enveloping Blair. "He could never love anyone more than you. You are his first love. No one forgets their true love." Serena assured.

Blair closed her eyes again as more tears overflowed from her eyes.

"What do you do now? About the war?" Serena asked softly.

"I don't know." Blair confessed. "I will fight back if he fights. That's for sure."

Blair then pulled back from the hug.

"A Waldorf never backs down," Blair said confidently as she gave a small smile.

"And that's why I love you." Serena said, and the two best friends dissolved in laughter.


So, Team Blair or Team Chuck?

Review and let me know. ;)

P.S Sorry if it's not good. I wrote this within 2 hours so it's kinda rushed. The feelings may not be developed properly. For that, I apologise.