EPV
He did it again.
No sign that it was ever going to happen. Not even a sign that this was playing out in his head. It just happened.
He left.
I sat on my bed re-reading the fancy manuscript of the note over and over again, until I was no longer seeing the words them selves. They all just seemed to blur together as the tears formed in my eyes.
Bella,
Love. I'm sorry. I know that you must hate me, for doing this too you again, but I couldn't handle the fact that I was the one to take your humanity from you. Or that I, or one of my family, could be the one to end your life penantly. I love you, Isabella. Please forgive me.
Edward Cullen
Even though I wasn't able to read the words any longer, they still replayed themselves in my mind. I fought back my tears a little longer, until I could no longer fight them back any more. Yes. I cried. I cried my heart and my soul out, because Edward left me, again. The letter itself didn't imply that that was what he was doing, but the meaning behind the words were all too clear.
I wiped the tears away from my face, and thought about my new found family that I had just lost for the second time in a row. I was never going to see Edward again. Or Carlise, Esme, Emmette, Jasper, Aleice, or even Alice. Alice... I knew that it killed her to find out that she had to leave again with out saying good-bye to me. Then it all hit me all over again. They had left. And a freaking week befor our wedding? How could Edward do this to me?
I unwillingly started crying my heart out again. Yeah, I had Charlie and Renee still, but after what I did the last time that I fell into a deep depression over the Cullens leaving, I wasn't willing to put them through that again. That's when I silently vowed that I was going to act as normal as I was capable of. The Cullens leaving was not going to effect my REAL family again.
EPV
I sat outside of Bella's bedroom window, perched on a branch of a tree, out of sight. I, for some reason, was un-capable of just leaving like that again. This time I had to see how she was going to take this. Really, I had to make sure that she wasn't going to do anything drastic, when she found out that I had left her again. My intintions were to leave after making sure she didn't run to find something sharp or sleeping pills, or anything, so to say.
I watch Bella read the letter. Then stare at it. Then cry. when she finally pulled herself together and wiped her face, I smiled. I knew that this wasn't going to affect her like it did the last time I had after a few minutes of silence and an idle glare at her wall, she combusted into tears again. My 'heart' shattered at the sound. I wanted to just rush back through her window and wrap my arms around her. Tell her that I wasn't going anywhere, ever. But, I didn't.
I watched as she quietly cried herself to sleep. Then I forced myself to look away from her, and jump from my position in the tree into a pool of shadows. I took one last look at her bedroom window, and whispered, "Bye, Love." Then turned and walked away, paceing myself from emmedietly returning home to my furious family.