Hey, this is my first fanfiction, let alone one-shot, so I hope you like it. Umm, here's the disclaimer: Vampire Academy belongs to Richelle Mead and Jar of Hearts belongs to Christina Perri.
I know I can't take one more step towards you
Seriously? How could you? I'm a monster.
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Of course I regret it. I regret everything I had done, especially to you.
Don't you know I'm no your ghost anymore.
You may think that, but you will always haunt me. Your pain will always haunt me.
You lost the love I loved the most
I did. There is no way I can ever love you. Not again, I lost that privilege when I was turned strigoi.
I learned to live half alive
I'm so sorry I forced that onto you, Roza.
And now you want me one more time
I will always want you, but I can never have you.
And who do you think you are?
I'm probably your worst nightmare.
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
So many people I've killed, families and lives I've ruined
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Cold hearted killer, cold to the touch, delighted with death.
So don't come back for me
How could you ever want me back?
Who do you think you are?
Someone unworthy of you.
And it took so long just to feel alright
I'm so sorry for what I did to you, Roza.
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I took so much happiness away from you.
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
I wouldn't be surprised if you despised me that much.
'Cause you broke all your promises
I promise to keep you safe from me from now on.
And now you're back
You probably want me me gone.
You don't get to get to back
That's expected and I deserve it.
Don't come back for me
This is probably what you mean to tell me, you can't really forgive me like you say.
Don't come back at all
I should leave as soon as possible.
Who do you think you are?
A monster.
So, what did you think?