Disclaimer: Unfortunately I don't own Inuyasha…….
Prologue and Chapter 0ne of "If Only the scars would heal"
Author's Note: Hi! Um…I usually hate when author's write like a whole page of notes so this one is going to be quick. This is a piece I wrote as a show (and performed) and im seeing if I can turn into a story, it is based on real FEELINGS. Hope you like it! And please review!
Prologue
Kagome P.O.V.
Just look at me
No really, deeply
See my scars for what they really are
If you look inside
You'll realize
You don't want a story like mine
Time, is slipping by
So please don't let it go to waste
You want love
Then Go for it
Don't end up like me
With scars not even the eye can see
Numbered, clustered and rearranged
Into a story im not trying to be in but stuck
So please don't get sucked
In by rejection and fear
Chapter 0ne
"….He looks at me and I don't know if Miroku likes me, I don't think he does…or maybe he's just shy. Kagome I don't know, I don't think I am going to tell him how I feel."
I can't believe Sango. I mean to like somebody and still deny your feelings, I don't know how's that possible…..at least now, I was like her before going back and forth on telling your feelings…but I learned the hard way…real hard way, never keep your feelings inside because you might just loose the chance to fulfill them.
"Sango, you're my girl, you know I always got your back but please hear me out when I say tell him. I'm begging you with all my heart, you don't know the torture I am going through every single day because I kept my feelings inside. Sango real love left me, real love left my side all alone with nothing but regret and unfulfilled expressions. Left me with nothing but a curse of property and taunting. A curse set to test your emotions, I've been tested since I knew I couldn't love Inuyasha…but still, I loved him with every fiber, muscle, body part, tear and emotion of my body. I literally would do anything for him. I mean before Kik-SHE happened he was my everything, we saw each other everyday, we talked all night, and we did everything together just as "friends" should do.
But it hasn't been the same sine SHE came. To Inuyasha now im a nobody-
"No you are not, Kikyo just has him…." Trying to look at me like everything will be alright. I hated that look, I mean you have to accept the truth as your reality because that is what it is, you cant live in your fantasy world forever so like I did with myself I broke her bubble before it got to big and said,
"I am a nobody you don't treat your supposedly best friend like he does me, Sango I AM A NOBDOY just a ear to hear the fights or the arms to hold him when HE feels like it."
"Either way Kagome, you're with Kouga. Aren't you happy with Kouga?"
"NO! Tell him now, don't waste your chance, I wasted mine and this is why I'm so cracked, scar # 9," and I pointed to my elbow "and broken scar # 12", pointed to my forearm. "Kouga my EX-boyfriend, the guy I "liked" did try to heal me emotionally…physically though he beat me up."