Hey this is my first story hope you like it. This is based off my friend, she's the strongest person I know.

Disclaimer: I do not own divergent

Chapeter 1:

You see the face,

You see the smile,

But this is no ace.

There is more to her than walking a mile.

You hear the laugh,

But do you hear the sobs?

You don't see everything from her behalf.

Her heart throbs.

With her thoughts she scares herself.

Yet this dark-side will never show,

And she can stop this falling shelf,

She has more than you will ever know.

Get to know her and you will hear

The scars that will never appear.

People judge: fat, ugly, stupid, slut. These are just a handful of what I've been called. Some from kids at school, some my father and brother, almost all from him. His face that will never leave my head or my dreams. Back then he was my best friend now he's the nightmare that lives.

Ten years ago his family was family friends. His mother and mine were best friends, they could make each other laugh like no one else could. That fearful night took away so much. My family all lost their best friends and me my innocence.

That night was before their family visited for the last time. I was excited to see him, but my subconscious knew better.

It had gone on for two years, he would ask do you want to do gross stuff? I said sure not knowing. We were six and I was being molested with no understanding of what was happening. I remember partially knowing it was wrong because every time someone checked on us we would unlock the door after hurriedly getting dressed. How could a six year old know what was happening or how to do it?

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"Beatrice! Get up or you'll miss the bus!" Mom called.

I just turned over to hide from all light. When cold goes everywhere.

"Get up now!"

I rise dramatically like a vampire from his coffin, and death glare my mom. She just laughs and orders me to hurry up.

Today I start at Matthews High, for my junior year. My dad told me that it's designed differently than most schools, instead of students forming cliques of quiet loners, jocks, and nerds, the school places us. The schools five cliques or factions are amity the kind, abnegation the selfless, candor the honest jerks, erudite the nerds and dauntless the jocks. I was placed into dauntless because I play soccer.

I get up and put on my favorite black v-neck, dark blue skinny jeans, and black combat boots. I put my hair up in a ponytail and head out.

I drive to school in my black mustang, I park next to a black with a navy blue and silver flame on each side. Once I get out I'm tackled by a familiar brunett.

"Tris! It's been too long!" Christina exclaimed.

"I went shopping with you yesterday," I deadpan.

"Shut up. Either way let me see your schedule"

P1- english Ms. Rayes

P2- ap bio Ms. Matthews

P3- ap math Mr. Richards

P4- lunch

P5- gym Coach Amar

P6- choir Ms. Wu

P7- study hall

"Yay! We have bio, gym, lunch, and choir!" Christina doing her happy dance. Slide to the right, to the left, and jump until tired.

"Oh thank god I don't have to suffer Ms. Matthews alone. Do you think we have any classes with Uriah, Marlene, Shauna, Will or Zeke?"

"I know right she needs to learn to get a personality, and no I don't but we'll probably have gym and lunch."

With that we head our separate ways. English is a bore, but I realize that Uriah and Zeke are in this class. We end up in a non stop make the others laugh contest. They also happen to be in my bio class so we head off.

When I walk in, I stop dead in my tracks. Uriah plows into me making my head meet the floor face first.

It's him.