This is my first fanfiction. Non of the characters belong to me, and I don't know them!

Anyway hopefully enjoy!

First chapter

Santana's eyes flatter open slowly as she feels her neck being peppered with light kisses. "Morning honey." Dani whispers in a raspy voice. Santana growls and sits up, shrugging her off. Dani gives her a confused look, as she's not used to having her girl say no to some fun morning activity. Santana just mutters an "I'm just not feeling good today.." And this isn't even a lie. She's feeling tired and off since a few weeks, but who could be miffed about that? Finn Hudson died five weeks ago, and it still feels like yesterday as she ordered him to New York to beat the hell out of donkey face. She sighs and whipes quickly a tear which rolled down her cheek away so Dani won't see it.

She really wished she'd have been nicer to him; there are so many things she wanted to tell him. She actually really liked him. He may have been a giant clumsy idiot, but he always was so caring and nice. His sudden death changed all of them, but Rachel hit reality the hardest. She is a wreck ever since she found out about Finns death, and Santana tries to do her best to cheer her up and be the hardcore friend she needs in days like this. Even if it is hard for Santana as well.

Flashback; a few days ago

Santana got home after a long and exhausting shift at the diner. She kicked the door close and walked quickly to her room, as she just wanted to crawl up in bed. But she stopped as she heard a dull noise, followed by hysterical crying. Santana immediately pulled the curtain to Rachel's room open only to find her best friend curled up on the floor, crying. She sighed and pulled the tiny girl into a hug, trying to comfort her. "W-why..?" was all Rachel managed to say in a shaken voice. Santana didn't say anything. She just stood up and left a crying Rachel alone, as she made her way to her own bedroom.

"Where is this stupid box.." Santana muttered. Finally she pulled a little box out of her drawer. Santana hurried back to Rachel, giving her the item. Rachel looked at it a little confused, but her eyes widen as she opened it. "W-where? W-hat?" You could tell Rachel was speechless. "Finn told me you brought them back" Rachel looked between Santana and the heart-shaped earrings. "Why do you have them?" she managed to say as she calmed down a little. "Finn practically dragged me to the jeweller to help him pick out a Christmas present for you. His eyes lit up as he saw those ear rings and he had this stupid, charming half grin on his face." She smiled a little at that memory as she looked at Rachel. "Finn truly loved you. He said love is not nearly the word to express his feelings for you. He just knew, you were the right girl for him. Normally I'd have slapped him for being such a girl" Rachel giggled softly at that. "But I couldn't. I was just standing there, thinking of how lucky you are to have Finn." Santana looked at the ear rings. "I had to get them back. I wanted Finn to give them back to you, but now.." her voice broke and she quickly whipped a tear away.

Rachel wrapped her arms around the other girl, whispering "Thank you Santana, thank you." They stayed on the floor for a while, holding each other and chatting about old memories they experienced with Finn. Rachel laughed her head off as Santana told her about the cake accident, caused by Becky Jackson. Santana just smiled, being happy to see her friend laughing and smiling for the first time after Finns dead.

End flashback

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