Right I have no idea how this is going to turn out so have fun. This is kind graphic and Tohru is not always nice… she's actually Serena. I may have been half asleep when I started.

Chapter 1

Tohru Honda was the sweet princess of the Soma family, the sweetheart who cared for them all. They'd never met a more remarkable person in their lives, always happy, always smiling. A bit of a ditz but that can't be helped. To bad they didn't know her, not really. She'd had a whole other life and one day it collapsed leaving her a shell of herself, but if this was a shell of her self now… can you even begin to imagine what she was?

There was only one member of the family that saw Tohru, because she wasn't always nice and she wasn't always happy. On Tohru Honda's bad days she was cruel, which was why she spent them in the same way every time they occurred. Curled up in Shigure's bed while the dog zodiac would split a bottle with her and marvel at what they didn't see.

Sometime after the Soma family curse was broken it was a bad day, the worst actually. Today was the cause of all bad days, the day she… I had lost everyone. I'm sorry for the confusion… you know talking about myself in third person. I thought if I did it would be easier that it would be less personal some how, any way I'm sorry.

Today everybody had come to visit, all the former zodiac, and Arisa and Saki. Arisa and Saki were trying to convince me to tell an old story, one that happened to be true and I didn't know if I could. Not on a bad day, Shigure shot me an apologetic look.

"Fine," I said resigned, "Did you want the fairytale version or the uncensored one." There was a loud clamouring for the uncensored one and some mumbled comment that I didn't know enough about the world to say anything that bad. I laid my head back on the pillow, closed my eyes and began the story… my story.

"A long, long time ago, over a thousand years the world was fuller than it once was. In a time called the Silver Millennium all the planets except Earth were under the rule of the Queen of the Moon, Queen Serenity who ruled with her two advisors and lovers. A woman called Luna and a man called Artemis.

This Queen had a daughter, Princess Serenity, Serena to her friends and court. Each of the planets had a Princess that Serena loved dearly, and they in turn loved her dearly as well. The Princesses Ami of Mercury, Ray of Mars, Lita of Jupiter and Mina of Venus made up the Princess Serena's inner court.

The outer court however was harder for the peoples of the moon to accept; the last Queen of the moon had insured that. The Princesses Amara of Uranus and Michelle of Neptune were both from planets where to love the same gender is an offence punishable by death. They had lived on the moon most of there lives but when Princess Serena discover the abuse they suffered because of this she forbade them from returning to there planets until such time they became monarchs.

The moon princess adopted Princess Hotaru of Saturn when she came across her on a visit to the planet, about to be drowned by her parents. She possessed the power to destroy a planet but it would kill her. The young princess who she affectionately called mamma raised her from infancy.

The Princess Trista of Pluto was the guardian of time and the moon princess… well she was in love with her. Enough to make her abandon her post at the gates of time to spend time at the palace, such an act could be described as selfish except that Princess Serena loved her. Feeling that she wouldn't know to be returned until it was to late. All these Princesses weren't just simply Princesses they were the sailor scouts and they protected the entire solar system.

Earth had a Princess as well, Princess Nicola she was not allowed by her parents to be on the moon and such the moon princess despaired for her. The relations between the Earth and the moon got so bad that she consented to marry their Prince. Citing unbreakable love as the reason. It wasn't true the prince was an abusive, misogynistic, unbearable man whore, who was out to rule the solar system.

In public they pretended to be the perfect couple, madly in love and happy. Princess Mina, the daughter of the Goddess of love Aphrodite was the only one who knew any different. She had tried to convince her Princess to go after the one she truly felt for. Princess Serena merely smiled and pointed out she had been in love with Princess Ami since she was nine. That would usually end the conversation.

For a while everyone live happily until Princess Serena found her future self in her room before she went to bed. She told her to live tonight like it was her last, to have no regrets because they were out of time. She left and Princess Serena went to a party on Venus, dragging Princess Trista with her.

V.I.P parties on Venus are a bit like the red light district and Mardi Gra mixed together with the only rule being that everything is consensual. Which made for one hell of a night, a place where gambling debts are paid in kisses and clothes, modesty is a foreign concept and everyone has the opportunity to feel loved. Princess Serena had finally managed to set up Princess Mina and Princess Ami and everything seemed brighter, despite the incoming tragedy.

The next day everybody was at the place, and it was wonderful. The happiest day anybody could remember… until sunset. A force of Evil attacked, it was soon after that Princess Serena discovered that it was led by Princess Nicola, her brother had played with evil magick's, that were eating away at her soul. He declared that no matter what happened he'd be on the winning side. She killed him, telling him that she was a Princess not a porcelain doll and she was done putting up with him.

Attacks came swiftly after that. It was hell and she went out with the scouts and fought in the middle of it to protect her people as any royal should. Princess Michelle was the first to die, taking a hit meant for her lover. She had been thrown into a wooden beam. The splintered end skewering her and so ended Sailor Neptune. May she go with grace.

Princess Ami was next; she was scratched with a knife coated in poison. A poison that would burn anybody of Mercurial blood from the inside out, killing them slowly. That wasn't what killed her; she'd been dealt a dagger to the heart by the Princess of Earth to spare her in a moment of self-control. Princess Mina and Princess Serena found them and Mina was so, so relived when they found her. As far as she'd know they'd just stabbed her. Princess Serena didn't have the heart to tell her the truth and so ended Sailor Mercury. May she go with grace.

Written in Ami's blood on the wall was a poem. It read, you're the ones who did this, holding weapons at my head, my pain and suffering end now, so watch, watch as I stain you white walls red. She killed her self to prevent harm to anyone else and so ended Sailor Earth. May she go with grace.

Princess Lita was kidnapped and for three days you could hear her screams as lightning rent through the air. They delivered her back, she been tortured in every way imaginable. She died in Princess Ray's arms and so ended Sailor Jupiter. May she go with grace.

Princess Mina had fought with grief fuelling her. She was paralysed in the enemy's camp. Carrying her would slow them down and would have bleed out before reaching help. She was killed by her Princess as she requested rather than face the harm that would have befell her and so ended Sailor Venus. May she go with grace.

Princess Ray held of an entire group of soulless monsters on her own, she died taking them with her and so ended Sailor Mars. May she go with grace.

Princesses Trista and Hotaru were dying, with no hope of survival. Yet still they fought valiantly. Princess Amara wasn't hurt badly but she might as well have been dead and as soon as the fighting stopped Princess Serena knew she would be.

There was one hope, a sword made of silver crystal that was able to grant the wish of the dead. Princess Serena made her way upstairs, drew the sword and held it to her chest. Second before she was about to use it Princess Trista stopped her. She begged he to live, to run… and she could of. She refused though, her court were dead… nothing mattered anymore and she would save them at any cost.

In the end she begged her to wait until she was dead. Nine minutes, she only had nine minutes to live. As the guardian of time, she knew this. Love was revealed and promises were made but three minutes later Princess Hotaru and Princess Amara had figured out what was going on and with a smile, an apology and an I love you Princess Serena slice the sword through her chest and so ended Princess Serenity. May she go with grace.

The three remaining princess stood there in horror… before Princess Hotaru was asked to use her powers as Sailor Saturn to destroy everything and she agreed. Nobody in that room disagreed because they knew that her sacrifice wouldn't mean anything until the deaths of all the Sailor Scouts. Saturn's glaive of silence was lifted and when it dropped so did everyone; and so ended Sailor Uranus, Sailor Saturn and Sailor Pluto. May they go with grace.

The moon fell but the princess's sacrifice wasn't a mistake born from grief, because the souls of everybody were reincarnated on Earth. Where the moon princess watched after the sailor scouts for over a thousand year until they were called back into service. They did not remember the Silver Millennium but they served this world and they're Princess with all the wisdom, honour and grace as they once had until the day they died.

The end" I said finishing my tale, before opening my eyes and looking around the room at the shocked and enthralled faces around the room.

"You know" Arisa said chuckling, "I remember that being a lot more Disney than that was."

"Well, you did ask for the uncensored version" I said falling back into the ditzy happy persona that I cherished so much. Eventually everyone went to sleep and I found myself in Shigure's bed again with a bottle of vodka.

"It's real, isn't it?" he asked sitting at his desk writing, "That story really happened."

"Yes," I said finally, not seeing any point in lying I swallowed anther mouthful. I was just starting but he took the bottle from me anyway.

"You have school tomorrow" he warned, "Will you tell me the rest of the story?"

"Its long and complicated an it hurts to talk about but I can tell you how it ends," I said. "There was an enemy and we weren't going to win. I slipped out to fight them, I was going to die but it was okay I was going to come back… except I had to say goodbye and they knew."

"They knew you were going to you death?" he asked slipping into the bed with me.

"They duct taped me to a pole and left… they all died two years ago today. I'd watched over them for over a thousand years and now there gone" I whispered shuddering.

"That makes you… that makes you Princess Serenity," he said looking down at me in awe. "How do you do it? I know you've said that you happy go lucky because that's how you want to be but still. I can't even begin to imagine being you."

"It is hard and I don't know how I do it… but if I laid down and died, that would have been worse than if I'd killed myself," I said. He wrapped his arms around me and sat me on his lap, apparently something he'd wanted to do for ages. But couldn't because of the curse. "Because whether I wanted them to or not they died for me and I refuse to disgrace their sacrifice like that."

"Oh little one, I'm so, so sorry" he murmured into my hair. "Are you still going to keep this between us, that you are capable of cruelty?"

"Yep, you know you like the fact that I have cruelty… it means that when I walk past your room when Ayame or Hatori stay over and hear you guys fucking I don't say anything the next morning…. No matter what I hear," I said, "And yes that does mean I know your there, stop eavesdropping bastards"

"Now, now" Ayame started before opening the door and freezing. "Shigure, did I drink to much again?"

Now I forget, what happens now? I think they'll all get drunk… or something