Too Much
Hey guys! Long time huh? Thats what you get for not reviewing! But I got too impatient. It's not fair to the people who want to see to wait because some of you didn't review. I'll start off smaller. 3 REVIEWS! PLEASE READ THIS NOW! This ep. is rated 15+TV, if you think you can handle it then read, if not don't! Kk byebye
Tori's POV
Did I just hear what I think I heard? Oh please Nooooo! I started to cry hard, and I mean hard. And right after that Trina came with her new boyfriend. "Everybody, meet...what's wrong?" she asked looking straight at me. Mom whispered in her ear. I figured she'd be happy about it. But why? Why can't - couldn't they just get along? She half smiled but I guess mom didn't see it. She started "Well me and Ryan are going inside!" she then ran inside hippy and hoppy. I was so worried I wanted to scream! WHY ON MY BIRTHDAY? I took the car keys out of Beck's pocket and drove away in his car. I didn't have my permit. I didn't care. If they pull me over oh well I guess it's an oh well. I'm going to that hospital and nobody was stopping me. My phone rang like a million times. I didn't wanna answer. I was just to crushed to even speak. I wish I had more strength and common sense. I took my boyfriends car, to come to the hospital but I can't even think. I swereved over saving myself from hitting a car. I started to cry again. I didn't know what I was doing. I was under pressure. The voice in my head kept saying "Your gonna crash! Your gonna crash! Your gonna crash!" then I when right on one lane then the next, then the next. I recieved a lot of beeps and honks while at it. I pulled over. Man that was scary. I close my eyes. I needed Beck. He's the only one I want. I called him. He answered in worry and anger "Tori! Where are you?" I felt guilty but I just wanted to hear his voice, now I need him, him and his lite and passionite but intense kisses. I need him NOW. I burst out crying "Beck come get me! I can't think out here on this highway. Its dark and dangerous, please! I'm scared! Come get me!" I pleaded. "Tori ok sweetie hold on I'll be there soon, where are you?" I couldn't stop crying "On the 45 exit in Norway" I said. "Ok I'm staying on the phone with you babe, hold on let me find someone's car to drive..." I made sure, "JUST YOU!" I said. "Ok sweetheart just me I promise" he assured me. After awhile he said "Ok your dad's letting me drive his" and I didn't really care, as long as he was coming "Beck?" I said. "Yes sweetie" he said talking in his careful but nice voice. "Do you love me?" I said. "Ever since we became best friends. And right now I don't love you..." I gasped. "I'm in love with you, in love with everything about you. My world would be shattered if anything happend to you. You'll be my one and only for awhile now" he said talking to me softly, I could hear the smile in his voice. He was making me cry with his words, he loved me for so long. I needed him now, he was making me want him more and more. "Beck why are we going so fast?" I said needing to hear his reason. "Tori I know you too well, it'd be way different if I've never seen you in my life, and I was still in love with Jade, AND we went on one date, but I've known you too long to take it slow...do you want to take it slow? Because I can do that-" I stopped him "No! I like making out with you...and I love it when you flatter me and care about me. You really are amazing, I...I think I'm i-in love with you t-too..." I said and regreted, but why? I AM in love with Beck and have been sice the first day we met. I spilled his coffee on his shirt. I thought he was the hottest guy I had ever seen when I turned around. I paniced because I didn't know if he would hate me if I just said 'Opps' and walked away or if he would brush it off and say 'its alright' but instead he looked at me and smiled playfully and said 'I think you're making it worse' and he stared into my eyes smiling. I got lost in his eyes for a second there. Then Jade's jealous ass came in and ruwened the moment. God...I hate Jade so much right now. If that bitch ever messes with me or Beck again I'm gonna punch her so hard her jaw would be able to be put back into her mouth! This made me cry more.
Becks POV
I stopped talking. Tori told me she loved me earlier. Loving someone and being IN love with someone are two different ways to put it. I can't believe we're doing this over phone. Thank god I'm right around the corner "Beck?" she said. I could tell she was still crying. "I'm still here honey" I said. I saw my car and pulled over. I ran out of the car dropped my phone, opened up the door and kissed her with all the passion I could. Her face was red and wet but I didn't care. At that moment we just got caught up in the kiss and we started to get really into it and I mean that, we started frenching, and I started to suck on her neck, and nibble on her ear. She was moaning and groaning. We were really inapropriatly making out on the highway. We realized and went into my car. I layed on top of her as she started to take her dress off. I had no clue what I was doing when I actually helped her, her dad would literally kill me if he saw what we were about to do. I didn't wanna do the do with her yet..yet. Or at least just not in here, at this location. Somewhere quiet and private and romantic. I stopped. "Tori are we about to..." she looked at me. She quickly started to put her dress back on "Tori, babe it's not that I don't want to, its just not enough room in here. Tori, believe me, your gonna be my first I just don't want us to be in this crappy truck" She shook her head, and continued to get dressed. Her ears were red and she had like five hickeys on her neck. I went back in her dads car and she followed. She told me I made her feel a lot better. I smiled. When we got back to the party, the music was loud and there were a couple of people outside. We came into the party. Andre' went back to enjoying himself but with Cat and Robbie, while Rex was sitting by all those girls. The party soon ended. Tori got that car she wanted and a lot of new stuff. We were cleaning up. Everytime Tori bent down I got a lot more turned on. She went back to being sad. I felt terrible. I wanted to see her happy on her birthday not sad. Then her parents went to bed. I asked, "You want me to stay here?". "Yes, please" she said quickly. So we went to her room and she set out some cover and a pillow on her couch. But that was just for her parents. She wanted me in the bed with her, right next to her. She went to sleep crying in my chest then soon she faded off. And so did I.
I woke up the next day with Tori on my chest, the remote in my hand. She had her hair all out and curly from yesterday. I love it when her hair is curly. She looks hot. She has tear marks on cheeks from crying so much. She's officially seventeen now. With a dead aunt. That died on her birthday. It makes me want to cry...seeing her like this. NOBODY likes to see a beautiful girl crying. It messes up the gorgeousness in her face. Tori was more than gorgous. She has a gift. That adorable yet sexy smile. Her amazing flat-stomach-large-hip figure. The admiring voice. And her refined personality, always helping, and caring for others, and willing to do anything for you. She was the perfect girl...for a guy like me. I'm really lucky to still have her. She is mine. She squirmed in her postion. I played with her hair. Her eyes slowly opened. The second she blinked another tear fell. She woke up 6 seconds ago and she's crying already. I feel like jumping out of the bed and going to find the pilot that killed her aunt. And cursed her like this. She's gonna be sad for a long time now. She got off my chest and kissed me. It's not like I didn't want her to kiss me but why was she kissing me? I still kissed back. Then she pulled away and stared into my eyes. Her huge brown beautiful eyes. Then she layed on a pillow, continuing to stare. She barely smiled then it faded as she looked down at her fingers, playing with my fingers. "I can't believe she's gone" she said. Her voice weak. "I really can't" she said again. "She isn't gone" I said trying to cheer her up. "What do you mean?" She looked up me confused. "She isn't gone because she's right here" I said poking her heart (a place just above her boob. Oh god). She looked at where I pointed and looked back up at me. She smiled her regular smile. "You're the most amazing boy I have ever dated in my whole life" she said kissing me again. I pulled away. "You're the most amazing girl I have ever dated in my entire life" I said and kissed her forehead.
Later on that day me and Tori had taken a walk on the beach. We were holding hands. She kept looking the other way. I think she was crying and didn't wanna show it. "Tor?" I asked stopping to look at her face. She didn't turn though. "Yea?" she said her voice trembling. I took her other hand. "Tori?" I said much firmer. She wiped an eye then turned to look at me. "Mmhm" She looked at me worried. I hugged her. She burst out crying. We hugged for a long time. "We don't have to stay here you know. We can just-" she interupted me "NO! no I..I wanna stay..it's so nice to be away from all the sad faces" she said looking down at her sand covered feet. I looked at her, I totally forgot she can read my eyes, what I am thinking in my mind spells out in my eyes and Tori..can read them. So when she looked into my eyes after I looked into hers and she read my mind threw my eyes once again I was thinking 'Well when can IIII be away from the sad faces?'. She blinked. She dropped my hands and started walking away. 'What'd I do?' I thought. I thought...ohhhhh, I THOUGHT. "Tori, sweetie, you're okay, it's just-" she turned around quickly, which I wasn't expecting, so I was oddly close to her. Loved it. "I bringing you down? Beck..maybe we aren't such a good time right now" she said tearing up, but once again looking the other way. "What do you mean we?" I said hoping she isn't talking about what I think shes talking about. She started crying softly, she looked down. I grabbed her hands. "Tori?-" I started but she cut me off "US!" she threw her hands up, dropping my hands roughly. She turned around with her head in her hands, crying "Us. Dating. Being together. Boyfriend and girlfriend. In love" she said breaking my heart with words. I tried my hardest to stay manly. "Why?" I came close to her and hugged her from the back. She started crying harder, and let go to turn to face me. "I don't want to have to bring you down because I'm crying all the time. You know I hate bringing people down so much" she said. "Tori you won't bring me down. You'll do anything but bring me down. Everytime I see you I lighten up just happy to be around you. That's good enough for me" she blushed. I kissed her forehead. "You're in need right now and who else is gonna comfort you? Trina?" I joked remembering the story she told me about Trina and her aunt. She giggled. I leaned forward touching my forehead to hers. "I just got a hold of you in the race, and I won't let you run ahead of me again" I said smiling. She stopped grinning and looked straight at me, in the eyes. Thinking 'Man I wish he would kiss me! Man I wish he would kiss me!'. Yea Her effect on me is the same effect I have on her. I kissed her, with all the sweetness I could.