Disclaimer-I don't own Harry Potter, what I said to that guy is not true

Hi, this is a freeverse about how guilty Sirius feels after James and Lily's deaths and his hatred for Pettigrew. Hope you like it.

Padfoot197

Good idea(at the time)

.

Look, I honestly am sorry

I thought it was a good idea at the time

(at the time)

Who knew?

Not me

Not you

.

We were all scared

(at the time)

.Scared

I blame myself

And him

Not you

Who knew?

.

Year 1

We met.

We spoke.

We bonded.

Who knew

-at the time-

that this would happen?

-Not-me-

-Not-you-

.

Year 2

We found out-

A dirty (furry) little secret-

He wanted out

We said no

Who knew?

.

Year 3

An idea

-Better than this one-

Time to change

He didn't want to

Who knew?

.

Year 4

Not much to say

Just a few fall outs

With him

Who knew?

.

Year 5

We finished

Of course he was a rat

The ~terrible twosome~

F

E

L

L

O

U

T

F*O*R*E*V*E*R

He didn't care

Neither did we

Who knew?

.

Year 6

Our first fall out.

All my fault

Almost killed a *man*

Who knew?

.

Year 7

-Final-Year-

You got the girl

(James+Lily)

He didn't care

Who knew?

.

You got married.

M.A.R.R.I.E.D

Had a baby.

Baby?

A tiny little baby

...

All I got was a motorbike.

The (furry) one got a job.

For a bit.

He disappeared

Long sleeves in the summer?

Long sleeves in the warm?

Who knew?

(at the time)

Hiding a mark

Dirty, dark mark

.

Not such a good idea

Should have asked-

The (furry) one

Should have done it-

Myself

You were right

She was right

Do it myself

.

I deserve this c-e-l-l

I deserve to rot h-e-r-e

Consider it my act of penitence

.

I am so very sorry

Didn't mean to-

Didn't want to-

Who knew

-at the time-

that this would happen?

-Not-me-

-Not-you-

Who knew?

.

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Padfoot197