Title: Broken and Shattered
Author: iwomans_sister
Disclaimer: I don't own "The Invisible Man" or any characters from it, but I do own this plot line and the fic itself.
Spoilers: The Pilot
Timeline: During the second season before "Possessed"
Genre: Angst? I'm not really sure.
Rating: PG-13, for violent thoughts. See, I'm not even sure about that...
Authors Note: This fic is supposed to be a Invisible Man fic in Dr. Suess style, but since I was never really a fan, it ain't that great. All I remember about him is that his books rhyme. Also, this ficette is due to a bet that I lost, so Matt... Here's the goods I owe ya.
Summary: Darien loses his mind.
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Broken and Shattered 1/1
Two years ago
I should have said no
My brother gave me a choice
and now I hear this voice
It screams and it cries
telling me lies
It takes control
and doesn't let go
Evil takes hold
and forms in a mold
Blood red eyes
see through the disguise
This madness that I feel
I refuse to believe it is real
But the anger and the hate
they decide my fate
This isn't me
but I know what I see
It's something else in my skin
and it's trying to win
I can't let it take my all
it's waiting for me to fall
It has a mind of it's own
and won't leave me alone
But there is a way to keep it quiet
it's kind of like a diet
I have to discipline myself
and it's for my health
The Keeper gives me a blue shot
that keeps the madness fought
But only for six days
as long as I watch my ways
If I use what this curse brings
it ties my mind like strings
But it also makes me disappear
and it's what I feel that I fear
The hate and the rage
caused me to be locked in this cage
I see myself in my mind
but the rest of me is blind
I have no control
I'm no longer whole
Madness scratches at my brain
leaving me to feel the pain
Voices screaming a plague
as I try to beg
For it to let me be
this thing is not me
They locked me in the padded cell
my own man made hell
The room is so bright
the only color I see is white
Will this madness ever end?
my brokeness will never mend
They're going to leave me alone
this place is now my home
I can see an image in the mirror
staring back at me without fear
This isn't me
it's something else in my body
I need to be free
why won't someone help me?
The Keeper should have fixed this
but she's probably smiling in bliss
She has the lab rat she needs
sweat runs down my face in beads
I need out of here
so I turn away from the mirror
Tick tock, tick tock
time passes like a clock
Arnaud did this to me
and yet he still runs free
I hear no sound
but I'm still here and bound
Maybe they forgot about me?
or just decided to watch and see
It's lonely when no ones cares
and the only friend I have just stares
He's my twin in the mirror
I can see him, he's always clear
They must have left
leaving me to my death
But I'm not insane!
It's all in my brain
I know things now
but I don't know how
I guess it was my twin
he tells me how to win
So if they come back
they're in for an attack
Because I'm going to get free
then they'll be sorry!
