Authors Notes: Here's my Gwevin story. Yeah I decided that Gwevin sounds a whole lot better than Kwevin. Sorry for taking so long to update on my last story. I can't think of a decent ending. So I started a new one. Don't worry. I'll finish the last one. And from now on, I promise that I won't take more than a week to update my fics. So anyway. This is my newest story written in Gwen's POV. It's kinda hard to nail down her character so please don't lecture me. But... Please read and review. I'm open to suggestions. Plus, feel free to criticize if you really need to, just try to avoid the whole Gwen OOC thing. THANKS!

Disclaimers: I don't own Ben 10: Alien Force. :( But I would like to own Kevin. 3

It was about noon. I was sitting on my bed crying my eyes out. I hadn't come out of my room for days already. My parents must have been worried, but I didn't really care. It was selfish of me, but I had every reason to be upset. Kevin was gone.

Why did it have to happen to him? Why not that asshole, Morningstar? That's how screwed up life is. It just wasn't fair! He was only 16 for crying out loud! I couldn't get his face out of my mind. His black hair, dark brown eyes, tan face, and his dazzling smile.

Sorta flashback

We were finally alone on a date at a Coffee Shop. No Ben. No anyone. We were just leaning in to kiss. (I was looking forward to it since the moment he joined our team. From the moment he was captured with cuffs, I had fallen in love with him. Whenever he held me in his arms, I didn't want him to let go. I felt safe whenever I was with him). Those mother fucking DNAliens just had to attack us at the moment. All the people in the shop ran out when they saw the aliens. When they began to attack, we tried to fight back, but there were at least 100 of them. I was shot against a wall and couldn't get up. Those retards were torturing Kevin. He was being beaten right before my eyes. I had never seen that much blood in my life. When they were done, I saw that Kevin wasn't breathing. A couple of those fucking DNAliens were standing over him and were saying that we was dead. The DNAliens took off with Kevin and I passed out.

End Of Sorta Flashback

I hated the universe. Kevin was gone and half of it was because of me. I was too lousy in the fight. Something must have been wrong with me. Usually I can kick alien butt in a split second. Tears just kept coming down like water from a hose. I wanted to die. Without Kevin, life was nothing. I wiped my face, but it didn't help. The tears just kept falling. The only thing I could think about was Kevin. It just made me cry harder. There was a knock on my door.

"What?" I said harshly. I didn't care.

"Gwen. Can I please come in?" It was Ben's voice. I hadn't seen him since Kevin died.

"Sure. Why not?" I quietly said. He walked in and closed the door behind him. My cousin sat down next to me on my bed.

He began saying, "Gwen. I'm really sorry about what happened. But please. You have to come out of your room. Your parents are worried like hell!"

"It just isn't fair," I said quietly, "first I lose Grandpa Max. Now Kevin." I closed my eyes as tears were slowly running down. Ben gave me a hug. I didn't let go. Besides my parents and Ken, he was the closest thing I had left.

While still holding me in his arms, Ben tried to calm me down again. "I miss both of them, too. But both Grandpa Max and Kevin would have wanted you to move on." I pulled away. He continued though, "Let's go get a smoothie. It's on me. It should clear your mind a little bit. Come on, it'll be fun." I looked at my cousin. He was probably right. Maybe I did need to spend some time outside. I nodded my head.

Ben got up. He walked over to the door and opened it. "I'll wait downstairs. Come down when you're ready." I silently nodded. He left, closing the door.

I walked over my mirror. My reflection wasn't all that great. My clothes were wrinkled all over, my hair was in clumps, my face all wet, my eyes burning red. I went over to the bathroom to wash my face a bit and fix my hair. After about 5 minutes, I was in much better shape. My eyes returned back to their green color, my hair was neatly pinned in a ponytail, and my face didn't look so soggy anymore. I went back to my room. I put on a clean shirt, skirt, and tights. Just my usual clothing. I put my shoes on and went downstairs to meet Ben.

My parents were down there, too. They walked up to me and gave me a hug. They were obviously happy that I decided to get out of my room. Ben and I left.

As we were walking over to Mr. Smoothie, I was feeling just as miserable. Tears slowly started falling down again. Ben looked at me. "Gwen. Just try to forget about him for a little while."

"How can you even say that to me?" I shouted at him. We both immediately stopped walking.

"Look. I know that you had feelings for him. But it's honestly time to let go." We continued walking. I was still crying though. I knew that I never had an easy time letting go. I stopped walking.

Suddenly, I saw Kevin in my head again. He was standing in a room filled with wires and held by DNAliens. Then I started hearing him scream my name over and over again. I couldn't understand what was going on. It kept on getting louder and louder. I grabbed my head and screamed. Ben grabbed my hand. The image was gone.

"Gwen! Are you okay? What happened?" he quickly asked.

"Nothing. I'm fine," I took a deep breath and started rubbing my head. We started walking again. After seeing that image with Kevin so suddenly, I was still recovering and too freaked out to cry again. Why did he appear again? That didn't happen after Grandpa Max died. Was it actually possible he wasn't dead? No. I dropped my head. We arrived at Mr. Smoothie in about 5 minutes.

As I was looking for a table, I wiped my eyes. Then I finally found a nice cool one in the shade. I sat down.

Kevin's image appeared in my head again. Except for this time, it looked a little different. This time, he fighting those creeps. He started shouting, "Gwen! Gwen! Help!" I grabbed my head trying to get rid of the image. Slowly, it faded away. I sighed. Why was this happening to me? This made letting go even harder. I put my elbow on the table and leaned on my hand. Why was Ben taking so long? I sighed.

I felt a tap on my shoulder. Slowly I turned around and looked back.

"Hey!" a masculine voice said.

MUAHAHAHA! Cliff-hanger. Well, those of you who actually read my summary know what's going to happen. I bet a bunch of you are going to go back and read it now. Hee! I promise to update soon! Remember to read the 4th sentence in the summary. Just so you know!

Ta-ta!