Okay so lets go...this is the sequel to The bartender. Enjoy and thank you to everyone who reads and reviews.
B.P.O.V
The first day was the worst day but everyday after that began to run together like water. I found myself kneeling over the toilet. There was the worst sickness in the pit of my stomach but it was not enough to rid the pain. I placed both my hands on my abdomen and slid my body down onto the floor. I took my left hand and whipped the remanding tears from my eyes. What the hell was wrong with me? I couldn't bare think of what all of the signs was pointing towards. The most beautiful thing was going on inside of me at the wrong time.
I heard the bedroom door open and I slid slowly across the floor trying to shut the bathroom door. Leah caught it with her foot and slid her body through. I looked up at her with pleading tear filled eyes. She gazed down at me with her puffy eyelids. Her hair was wild over her head. I knew that she was having a hard time. Although she and Sam were not together and she was slowly moving on it did not change the fact that she Imprinted on him. Leah was feeling the same pain I was feeling minus the morning sickness.
"Bells," she said searching my eyes for awnsers. "Are you alright?"
"Besides the fact that I'm two steps from losing it yes I'm fine."
Leah raised an eyebrow and I knew she knew the lies I was telling.
"Bella I know what morning sickness looks like. I went through it."
"You were pregnant?"
"Yes and yes it was sam's. I had an miscarriage and soon after my doctor told me I could not bare children. That's part of the reason he has to stay with Emily. Sam deserves kids and he will have an amazing bloodline someday. I can't give him that and I never told him about the miscarriage either. That would have broken his heart and there was no reason to do that."
I wrapped my arms around her tightly, "I'm so sorry Leah."
I pulled away. Leah stood to her feet and pulled me up.
"Don't feel sorry. I have learned to except the things I can not change."
Leah and I headed into the bedroom. I flopped down on the bed. His scent was stronger than ever as I tangled my legs in between the sheets. The tears began to gush from my eyes again as Leah knelt down beside the bed and placed her hand on my shoulder.
"Bella are you pregnant?" she asked
I held one hand over my heart. I had never thought to speak those words in the past two weeks. I didn't bother to think it but I took enough Health classes to know the symptoms and all sighs pointed to the inevitable. I shook my heads as the words crammed themselves in my throat.
"Bella o my god," Leah said.
"I know. What am I going to do now?" Bella sobbed. "I can't go back to school this way. I can't raise a child on my own. I can't raise this child. Will it even be a human child? I'm such an idiot. Why couldn't we have just used a condom?"
"Oh Bella I'm so happy."
"This is not a celebration Leah. It is Bella your pregnant. There is hope."
"What do you mean hope?"
"Jake can feel you. I mean it's a connection all wolves have to their Imprint. If you were ever hurt he would feel it. I don't doubt that he can't feel your sickness."
"But that does not change anything. I've been sick for the past two weeks and there is still no signs of him. He's gone Leah. Gone."
"Well I'm tired of mopping around and pretending like there isn't a damn thing we can do about it. Bella you asked me to join your pack for a reason. You had a reason you just need to get your head and heart around the pain. We all need to do that in order to figure this out. Those packs are my family. They are the only family I have and I'm not going to let some blood sucking bitch with blonde hair take them away from me. Bella you are an alpha. Your not just a wolf you have to start acting like it."
"But I'm pregnant."
"Being pregnant is not a disability. Besides your not even showing. We have to go after them. Whether they are dead or alive we have to go. I hope they are still alive but I would be able to actual sleep if I knew what was going on."
I sat up in the bed. Until now I was completely death. I had taken this situation on as just another break up but it wasn't. Jake and I were bind-ed together. He could not break up with if he wanted too. Also the little factor of Katarina sexual mind control. Jake was not making these decisions but she was. I had been blind to that for two whole weeks. I should have been looking for him or at least trying to decide on the course of action.
"I'm such an idiot," I said hopping out of the bed.
"It's better late than never," Leah said. "It's time to put your big girl pants on Bella. We have no idea where to start or where this journey is going to take us."
J.P.O.V
I admired the white and gold interior of the mansion I was now standing in. There was a huge pool in the middle of the room. Sam stood silently next me. He had been quiet since we left La push. I however was numb. I could not feel a thing besides a slight sickness in the pit of my stomach since last week. But there was also the thought that I was forgeting something. I pushed the thought aside as I heard heels approaching. Sam and I turned to see Katarina and an unfamiliar reddish blonde hair lady. She wore a white dress that drapped the floor and the most intense smiled. Katarina winked at me and I felt my heart flutter lightly.
The stood a mere two infeet away from us.
"Jacob I would like for you to meet my sister Sophie anne."
I nodded and waved. Sam just stood there like a statue.
"Hello gentlmen. Come sit and chat. There is so little we know about one another and I really don't like keeping secrets."
We followed Sophie Anne and Katarina over towards a golden bronze dinette set. Sam and I sat across from her and Katarina.
"Margret," Sophie Anne called.
Suddenly a brunette appeared. She was wearing a french made outfit. Her brown eyes were a bit hazey and she wore 6 inch heels. My eyes grew wide as she bent over and smiled. Her breast were on full display and I could barely drag my eyes away, that is until I felt Katarina's foot rubbing against my leg.
"Yes Sophie Anne," she said lightly.
"I'm thirsty."
The brunette knelt down beside her and tilted her head to the side. Was this chick seriously going to drink in front of us? She latched onto her neck and Margret closed her eyes. After about a weird awkward moment she stopped and Margret exited the room. Sophie Anne whipped the remanding blood from her mouth and turned to us with a blinding smile.
"Okay where were we," she said. "Oh yea right well I'm Sophie Anne. I am the Vampire queen of Louisiana and I would love to welcome you gentlemen to hell," she laughed.
" Don't scare them."
"Oh Katarina don't tell me your fucking the werewolves. That's treason you know that."
"I know that Sophie and I'm not fucking them yet," she smiled turning her attention towards me.
Sam sat up in the chair, "So what do you want with us?"
"He speaks," Katarina joked.
"If you must know we want you as guard dogs. There is a lot of shit going on around us and we need a little protection."
"Why the fuck would you think we would do that?" Sam asked angrily
Sophie Anne placed her palms onto the table and clenched her teeth, "Sam I have no pacience at all and I really have a low tolerance for those who don't bow down at my feet. Now The way I see it is you don't have a choice and if you can't control your tempter like your dear friend here I'll lock you in the cage with the rest of them."
Sam closed his mouth and sat back in the chair.
"Listen lady I don't what kind of fucked up things are going on around here but we are not about to protect a bunch of leeches," I said.
The next thing I knew Sophie Anne had me pent on the floor with her hand wrapped around my neck. I tried to fight her off but she was a lot stronger than me and every other Vampire I had come in contact with.
"Now listen Mister Black I'm a queen and do you know what happens when you disobey your queen?"
I swallowed back and shook my head no.
"It's off with your head. Now you and your pack of mutts are going to do what I say when I say it is that clear?"
I shook my head yes.
"Okay then it's time for your first task but first a treat."
She released me and we stood to our feet. Sophie Anne cut herself and I watched the blood pour from her wrist.
"Drink," she said.
"Hello no."
Katarina stood to her feet and grabbed my hand. There was a surge that fled through me, "Drink Jacob. For me please."
I did what she asked and like that everything in the room began to change.
