Dear diary
Today he bumped into me. He smelled so good. That was worth it, even though afterwards he told me to watch where I was going then called me a mudblood it was still all worth it. Maybe one day he'll love me as much as I love him. I know it's stupid that I'm in love with a guy that would rather soil himself then to touch me but I can't help how I feel.
I just can't help how I feel.
Love Hermione
Hermione closed her diary and took a deep sigh. She didn't just fall in love with him overnight it started last year just before our O.W.L.'s in 5th year. It was a late one December day and Hermione couldn't sleep so she decided to go down to the library. As Hermione was descending upon her favorite section she saw a figure sitting there. As Hermione got closer she saw that the figure was malfoy but he looked different. He wasn't acing tough or had his usually smirk on his face, he just looked, dare I say, normal. Draco looked up from the page he was reading and stared into spaced. Hermione then noticed how his hair fell into his eyes and how his Grey eyes looked with the dim light reflecting upon them. 'malfoy actually looks cute' Hermione thought. She then realized what she just thought and quickly tiptoed out of there before her eyes roamed and her thoughts turned to his body. Later that night Hermione couldn't sleep because she couldn't stop thinking about malfoy then shunned herself for even thinking about the ferret, she fell asleep but her thoughts followed her into her dreams and for some reason she wasn't entirely disgusted with dreaming of malfoy. Ever since then she couldn't stop thinking of him maybe being different then what he usually acts like. Hermione was snapped out of her thoughts with a small rock hitting the side of her head then followed by laughter. She looked up to where the laughter came from and saw the last person she wanted to see coming straight towards her.
"whats wrong mudblood, no rebuttal"malfoy said with a smirk on his face. Hermione stood up from the tree and started to walk away but he quickly blocked her way.
"Get out of my way" Hermione said trying to sound stern and mean instead it came out soft and quiet.
"Or What, mudblood" malfoy said with a smirk on his face . When Hermione didn't answer malfoy laughed and shoved her down to the ground. Hermione looks up to malfoy towering over her.
"Your pathetic" those were the last words before he walked away and disappeared into the castle. Hermione clenched her legs to her chest, closed her eyes and started to cry. Her last thought was
'I just can't help how I feel' .