Disclaimer: I do not own Harry potter or any of J.K Rowling's characters, as I am unfortunately not J.K Rowling.

This is also my first story, so it probably isn't the best. Any kind of review is welcome.


Petunia Evans.

They say she's horse-faced, heartless, and hateful. Really, inside she just wants to be like her sister Lily. Beautiful, perfect Lily with her red hair and emerald eyes. She masks her jealousy with hatred and anger. They were friends before Lily got her letter. Petunia tried to write them, to come with Lily, but Petunia's too normal for them. She decides that being a witch is a horrible thing, but doesn't really believe herself.

And then Lily was gone. Year after year, Lily would come back, ready to forgive, but Petunia shunned her. She was invited to the wedding, but after she saw Lily's handsome, perfect husband, she didn't go. Figures Lily would get a wonderful family, too.

Petunia married Vernon Dursley, and shed the Evans name. She moved to a lovely home and became pregnant in a few months. Everything was, for a change, normal and happy for her. She almost forgot her sister.

And then he was here. She put him in a place out of sight and inconspicuous. Lily was gone and now Petunia was stuck with her child. Lily's child, with the horrible scar, and her eyes on her perfect husband's face. He was a constant reminder.

She gave him Dudley's clothes. She wouldn't care for him. She was once again blinded by jealousy hatred, and selfishness.

Petunia Dursley started to believe herself. He is getting too small (or Dudley too large?) for the hand-me-downs. He must wear the older, rattier ones.

She knows that he'll be like them. Deep inside, she doesn't want to lose her last ties to Lily to wizards again.

Now he does the cooking and the cleaning. They try to stomp it out of him. She wants to force him to be normal like she is. She doesn't tell him, so maybe he won't believe the wizards.

Petunia is haunted by green eyes- Lily's eyes.