darkness of death: There is a time in my life where I will write angst.
This is one of those stories.
Kouichi: yeah, in this story it's Kouichi/Ari again but we won't tell who's being angst.
Ari: Yup. Not till you read the first chappie!
darkness of death: So just cut to the and let the story begin!
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Chapter 1: My only way out Ari's POV
It was my only way out. I'm such an awful person. I hurt all around me. Not physically, but emotionally. I pushed them all away. They were trying to help me in my time of need. But getting help is a sign of weakness so I'll do this on my own. You are probably wondering how I got this way huh? How could a girl get like this? Is it for attention? Probably is. That's what they all say. But they don't have a DAMN CLUE! Well it started like this.
~Flashback~
"Arivitarian?" My teacher asked me. (A/N: I forgot to mention, the gang is 15 except for Tomoki who's 14 and Junpei who's 16.)
"Huh?" I replied, snapping out of my trance.
"Would you like to share to the class what you were thinking about?"
"Probably about some prank. She's crying for help. We all know it." Someone said meanly. Actually I was thinking about some things going on at home. Tousan is beating me, threatening to kill me if I tell. He called me things like dirty slut or two-bit-bitch. I can't blame him for calling me that. He's always drunk when he does. Last night..he even...slit my arms in an attempt to kill me. But what if I really am these things he calls me?
"Yeah. I can see it now: She does it for attention." Another said. The class roared with laughter. Times like these make me want my friends to go to the same school as me. I can manage most of the time but now.. I felt my eyes water up and another person said,
"Look! She's crying. Aww poor girl, needs more attention?" They don't realize that they are the one's who make me like this? I couldn't take it any longer and I ran out.
~End flashback~
It's been like that ever since. But today, I ran out of the class and the school too. I took the train to Shibua and when I got off, I looked for the local hangout my friends hang out in. By now, school is over and they should be here any minute.
"Takuya, I can't believe you did that!" A voice laughed. I gasped. My friends and sisters too! But I can't hang around them; I'll hurt them too. Even Kouichi, who's been my friend since forever. I ran away from them all before anyone noticed me and hid behind a tree. Being this close to them is good enough for me. And who would want to hang around me? Sad, lonely, emotionless, and a dirty slut? I watched them and sniffled softly. Though someone heard it.
"Hey, you guys, I think I heard someone behind that tree." A voice that I recognized as Kouichi's said. They went there and as I was to run away, he caught my wrist.
"Oh no." I said quietly before they recognized me.
"Ari? We missed you so much!" My sister Animya said. I put on the 'I'm not Ari act' on and said,
"But I'm not this Ari you're talking about. I don't know any of you."
"Don't lie to us. We know it's you. The Ari we know twiddles her thumbs when she lies and that's what you're doing." My other sister Ami said. Tomoki noticed my tear-stained face and asked,
"What's wrong?" At that I ran away from the people whom I wanted to be with the most and most of all the people whom are all I have left.
**************************************************************************** **************************************************************************** **************************************************************************** ******************** darkness of death: From now on, I won't be here to host in this fic. No one will. Sorry if I've disappointed any of you, but I'm just too lazy to do anything.
Kouichi: yeah, in this story it's Kouichi/Ari again but we won't tell who's being angst.
Ari: Yup. Not till you read the first chappie!
darkness of death: So just cut to the and let the story begin!
**************************************************************************** **************************************************************************** **************************************************************************** ********************
Chapter 1: My only way out Ari's POV
It was my only way out. I'm such an awful person. I hurt all around me. Not physically, but emotionally. I pushed them all away. They were trying to help me in my time of need. But getting help is a sign of weakness so I'll do this on my own. You are probably wondering how I got this way huh? How could a girl get like this? Is it for attention? Probably is. That's what they all say. But they don't have a DAMN CLUE! Well it started like this.
~Flashback~
"Arivitarian?" My teacher asked me. (A/N: I forgot to mention, the gang is 15 except for Tomoki who's 14 and Junpei who's 16.)
"Huh?" I replied, snapping out of my trance.
"Would you like to share to the class what you were thinking about?"
"Probably about some prank. She's crying for help. We all know it." Someone said meanly. Actually I was thinking about some things going on at home. Tousan is beating me, threatening to kill me if I tell. He called me things like dirty slut or two-bit-bitch. I can't blame him for calling me that. He's always drunk when he does. Last night..he even...slit my arms in an attempt to kill me. But what if I really am these things he calls me?
"Yeah. I can see it now: She does it for attention." Another said. The class roared with laughter. Times like these make me want my friends to go to the same school as me. I can manage most of the time but now.. I felt my eyes water up and another person said,
"Look! She's crying. Aww poor girl, needs more attention?" They don't realize that they are the one's who make me like this? I couldn't take it any longer and I ran out.
~End flashback~
It's been like that ever since. But today, I ran out of the class and the school too. I took the train to Shibua and when I got off, I looked for the local hangout my friends hang out in. By now, school is over and they should be here any minute.
"Takuya, I can't believe you did that!" A voice laughed. I gasped. My friends and sisters too! But I can't hang around them; I'll hurt them too. Even Kouichi, who's been my friend since forever. I ran away from them all before anyone noticed me and hid behind a tree. Being this close to them is good enough for me. And who would want to hang around me? Sad, lonely, emotionless, and a dirty slut? I watched them and sniffled softly. Though someone heard it.
"Hey, you guys, I think I heard someone behind that tree." A voice that I recognized as Kouichi's said. They went there and as I was to run away, he caught my wrist.
"Oh no." I said quietly before they recognized me.
"Ari? We missed you so much!" My sister Animya said. I put on the 'I'm not Ari act' on and said,
"But I'm not this Ari you're talking about. I don't know any of you."
"Don't lie to us. We know it's you. The Ari we know twiddles her thumbs when she lies and that's what you're doing." My other sister Ami said. Tomoki noticed my tear-stained face and asked,
"What's wrong?" At that I ran away from the people whom I wanted to be with the most and most of all the people whom are all I have left.
**************************************************************************** **************************************************************************** **************************************************************************** ******************** darkness of death: From now on, I won't be here to host in this fic. No one will. Sorry if I've disappointed any of you, but I'm just too lazy to do anything.