Hi! I try to explain how feels Isabel in the year between The Named and The Dark. I hope you enjoy!
isa cullen
JUST FRIENDS
- Miss Becket?
I raised my head and I blush. Al the class is staring at me and I didn't hear the teacher's question.
- Yes, mister?
- Anything. Just pay attention.
I blushed again and nodded. Ethan's still watching at me, worried. I shake my head lightly and he nods. I try to pay attention, but my head is not helping. Two violet eyes appear in my thoughts as usual, but this time the rest of him is there. Arkarian looks at me with tenderness and opens his arms to me. He embrace me softly and whisper in my ear, with the sweetest voice I ever heard.
- I love you, Isabel.
He's staring at my eyes and, suddenly, it seems like he's going to kiss me. But I can't ascertain it, because the class' ring stops my thoughts. Ethan gets near me and ask:
- What's up?
- Um, what?
- What happens there? You just... aren't in class.
- I was thinking.
- About what?
- Nothing special – but I blushed and he noticed that –
- You can tell me, I'm not going to say anything.
- You're gonna laugh of me.
- I don't, I promise.
- I don't believe you.
- Please, Isabel...
- Trust me, it's better in that way. It isn't important.
- Ok.
- I'm sorry.
- No, you aren't.
- All right.
We both laugh, but I sighed. I wanna tell him, but, if he tells Arkarian? Anyway. This isn't like a crush. Just his presence is absolutely intoxicant, I will never forget the way he looked at me or the way he said "I would die for you" It is... Oh, my God, is love. I'm absolutely in love with that boy. But he will never be interested in me. I mean, he's six centuries old! And me? Sixteen years old. Life' not fair. I pushed away this thoughts, is better not thinking about it. He will never be mine, so I can't tell him. I don't wanna force him. We're just friends. And anything else.
Well... tell me the truth, what do you think about it? :)