2 years later
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my first time writing, so constructive criticisms are welcomed..
2 years later..
Danny PoV:
It's been 2 years since the last time he saw her, 2 years since he saw her big brown eyes turns into a big pool of tears, saw her sobbing her heart out, breaking his heart with every tears. It was his fault, all of it, he knew even when he slept with Rikki that he'll pay this mistake,the hard way he knew it, but he still done it, stupid stupid Danny!
It was a week after she said it, she said to him she loved him, he was in a confused state, he feels a little bit angry at himself for letting Lindsay down, soo confused for her sudden blow up and confession, to tell her the truth, He's not ready for all of this, it's all to sudden, and he's still grieving for Reuben and he don't even know what is it called but he feels something for Rikki too…it's been a hell of a week, working with Lindsay without actually talking to her, and having Rikki in his apartment for most of his night off.
He was wrecked with guilt, but not doing anything to solve it, it was all his mistake…
Lindsay dig her purse, try to find her apartment key, so she can go inside as quiet as possible. After a minute digging without finding what she wants, she hear the door clicked open revealing her mom smiled at how sweet her daughter looked, struggling to jumble the groceries and her own handbag.
"here let me help you out honey, you must be really exhausted" she take one of her groceries bag, and let Lindsay go inside before locking the door behind her.
Lindsay drop all the Groceries on the kitchen table and start to put them in the refrigerator, "How come you still up Mom? It's almost 2 in the morning, I told you that I'll have to take a night shift today, right? I have to finish some stuff before I move" her Mom just smiled at her and say "I'll off to bed now, remember you have a plane to catch tomorrow and Lindsay honey, are you sure you really want to go back?" Lindsay get up to the counter and hug her mom, then she said "it's allright mom, thanks for being here with me this whole time, but I get my self together now, I'll move on"
2 years ago:
Lindsay was standing in the hall of Danny's apartment, just about to knock on his door, well he probably wont be there anyway, he said that he has some errands to be done. A big part of her heart just want to believe everything that he said, he has lots of things to be done, it's nothing serious…
But then she heard that voice, that voice that breaking her fragile and wounded heart into pieces… it's a woman voice, just behind that door, and she knew that it's not just talking…
"Danny…please.. I need to work, I've been late everyday this week, my boss gonna fire me if you're not letting me get ready for work"
"Please Rikki, just for another 10 minutes, then I'll drive you to your work… how 'bout that?"
Lindsay feet her knees started to gave up, when suddenly the door slam opened, revealed a half naked Danny and Rikki who dressed in one of Danny's Shirt, it's been more than enough for Lindsay, she couldn't even felt her feet when she ran toward the elevator. She can only catch Danny screamed her name before the elevator door closed "LINDSAY! Wait! …. Shit!!"
Lindsay still struggling with her breathing just outside his apartment building, but then she decided to call Stella, told her she's not feeling well, ate something bad at lunch, ended the call, threw the pregnancy test to the nearest bin and went to the subway station to went home.