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Chapter One

He kissed me softly. I kissed him back, and put my hand in his. My other hand found its way up to his hair, and brushed his cheek. His tongue traced my lips, softly. I opened my mouth and let him in. We stayed like that for minutes, neither of us daring to breathe. Finally I pulled back and looked into his big eyes. They were wide with anticipation and love. We kissed again and again, not wanting to stop…

I woke, with a start. Opening my eyes slowly, I realised what had happened. It was a dream. I rubbed my face and closed my eyes again, willing myself to fall back asleep. But I wasn't able to; my mind was awake and wouldn't let me rest. I sat up and looked at my phone. I had hundreds of messages, but I couldn't read them now. What had I done? My life was a mess. Getting up, I slung on a pair of joggers and a tee. Walking downstairs, I tried to make as little noise as possible. All the curtains were closed, and rightly so. I grabbed a carton of juice from the fridge and went into the lounge. Collapsing onto the couch I found the TV remote and switched on the TV.

'Teen sensation Justin Bieber was seen kissing another star, Lottie Allen. The scene happened late last night, in NYC. It was very public, just outside Lottie's house. This has come as a shock to the music world, as Miss Allen was thought to have been with actor, Tom Matthews. The relationship was described as 'on off' by a close friend of the couple.' The newsreader read the story avidly, as If her life depended on it. I flicked through the other channels, but the story was all the same. Me kissing Justin. I was obviously in the wrong and had been caught cheating. But it wasn't like that, it really wasn't. I had finished with Tom a couple of months ago, but the world hadn't caught on just yet. It was upsetting how the media showed me. Turning the TV off, I took a swig of the juice from the cartoon.

'You know if Mom caught you doing that, she'd kill you, famous or not' Matt said from the doorway. He was smirking slightly, but looked tired.

'What's up?' I said casually.

'Very funny'He said in a monotone voice.

'I was innocently asking how you were, that's all'

'Take a look at yourself first, gurl!'

'Very funny too'

'So what's all this about you and Justin?' He said as he moved towards the couch. Sitting down beside me, he put his arm around me and gave me a hug. I fell onto him, and hugged him back. I stayed like that for a few minutes, with Matt rubbing my back. Sitting back up, I suddenly felt emotional and felt a tear fall from my eyes.

'Oh Lottie, come here!' Matt motioned to his lap and I climbed up onto there. Putting my hands around his neck and leaning into his shoulder, I sobbed, loudly. I let the tears run freely, not worrying about anything. Some of the things those reporters said, were horrible. Maybe they were right, maybe I was a lying, cheating bitch.

'Shh, it's okay…' Matt hugged me tightly. I stayed in this position for a long time, not knowing what else to do. Even though Matt was my twin brother, sometimes he felt much older than me.

'What has brought this on?' he said softly into my ear.

'The news reports and everything that has happened in the past few months.' I mumbled into his ear. 'Plus I really miss Tom, even though we aren't together any more, before, we were, we were really good friends. I hoped we could stay that way, but he doesn't want to and…and...' I burst into tears again.