Blue's eyes fluttered open slowly scanning the room she was in it was full of porcelain and china dolls the wallpaper was a baby blue and the shelves were covered in glass vials and bottles the room looked very vintage and old at the very least she blinked her slighty parted lips affected by her heavy breathes she sat up slowly pushing herself up by her hands and noticed the bed being covered in Strange things her hair fell down in pigtails blonde as usual her pale skin was emotionless and chubby around the cheeks she pulled her hair back to look at her clothes better she saw a pale blue dress tight around her small frame and pouffy she ran her fingers over her lips tasting her rather plump pink lemonade flavored lipstick The Candy and Frill that adorned the bed was nice and she Could notice her white gloves making her look sweat there were pearls and jewels and wigs and make-up she then wondered something she grabbed the back of her hair and pulled it off her white blonde waves feel and she then dug into her dress pulling out tissue and throwing it down onto the bed she took out her earrings and her necklaces and bracelets wiping off her mouth on her gloved hand quickly switching to her dress to get all the makeup off she pushed herself up and dropped to the floor noticing her laced heeled shoes also a mix of white and blue with black laces her hair felt wet as if she'd been crying she walked forward peeking through her door key she pulled on it and turned the lock it making an noise in the hallway Eventually she gave up and looked around the room in worry she gasped and suddenly felt helpless her nose hurt so she pinched it As she gasped and sucked in her shoulders rised the dress compressed making a crinkling sound she geabbed a compact and opened it taking out five pills and swallowing them before slipping the compact and two pill bottles into her dress pockets as she breathed in gasping and sighing slowly calming down
Breathe and rub your throat
no one will float
calm down and row the boat
Breathe deeply
breathe slow don't cry Blue-
She gasped and started to squeeze her eyes shut"Don't Cry-Dont!-" She turned around and Kicked the door "OPEN THE DOOR OPEN IT!"She pulled and screamed putting her foot against it and pulling then she let go and walked in a quick circle
Maybe its a cruel JOKE on me
Whatever No more jokes
Breathe
Inhale
I feel like im dying
"NO"
You're laughing your crying
"SHUT UP"
She put her hands over her ears shaking her head and screaming
Your a murderer
"THEY DESERVE IT"
IT'S YOUR FAULT
NO
She ran toward the door and kicked it down falling into another one she stood up the hallway was an array of colors she gasped and started to cry a puddle quickly started to form
it's my party-