"STOP!" She yelled as furiously and confidently as she could trying to get Kenneth's strongly built figure off of her body that looked far too tiny and weak against his. "You are hurting me!" She tried again only to get pushed even more. But this time, way harder. She let out a loud howl as she felt her spine hit hard against the door frame of their apartment and tears started to form in her eyes.

She tried to speak but was unable to as his muscular arms pulled her even closer to his chest leaving no sign of space between them, followed by an unexpected kiss while one of his free hand was roaming around various parts of her body. She tried to speak once again but she was unable to as it seemed like the supply of oxygen seemed to go low by the second.

The pain was unbearable but she had to do something to get rid of his grasp around her. Without thinking twice, she bit his bottom lip with all the force she had in her teeth midway through their kiss.

She felt relived as his grasp around her body suddenly got loose as he stepped back with his thumb pressed firmly on his bottom lip as a treating mechanism. She let her shoulders fall back as she could finally breath and let her body calm down by closing her eyes for a moment.

Her eyes flew open as she heard his loud painful scream. His eyes, full of anger looked straight into hers. "WHAT THE FUCK CAITLIN!?" He yelled in pain causing her body to tense up and leave her completely frightened. and as soon as she knew it she saw his right hand balling into a fist, coming at her face with full force.

She howled ever so loudly as she felt a sharp pain go up her face. She fell back against the door frame as her legs seemed too weak to hold her weight. Her right hand flew up to her cheek pressing hard against it in order to numb the pain, which was no use, as the pain grew more and more by the second.

Tears started to flow down her face causing her vision to become unclear. "OH COME ON STOP THE CRYING! YOU HAVE NO RESPECT FOR ME ALL I WAS TRYING TO DO WAS GIVE YOU SOME AFFECTION AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME? YOU DESERVE THIS!" Kenneth yelled in anger as he furiously made his way out their apartment and slammed the door ever so loudly with out even sparing one glance at her.

She was frozen. She laid back against the frame and curled up in a ball she was wearing nothing but a black skimpy tank top, with a denim jacket over it, which was now ripped by the sleeve and drenched in her tears and blood coming from the cut in her cheek and some simple black yoga shorts.

In nights like these, Caitlin would usually ask her self if she really loves Kenneth and why she was doing this to her self. But the truth is she did love him. Very much. He was the only person that understood and accepted her while growing up when no one would. And at one point, they both really did have a healthy relationship in which both of them were happy.

But time changed Kenneth as it changes everyone filling his heart and soul with darkness as every tick went by. But she still believed that there was a sign of good alive within him that would eventually be ready to show someday. And so she sat there in their apartment that they had bought together about a year ago which is quite surprising since neither of them had a job that was stable.

She wondered when things would eventually take a good turn for them when suddenly, the night sky caught her attention as it sent out a shooting star. "Please give me my old Kenneth back" she begged as the shooting star went out of sight. And so she moved her self to the bed trying to ignore the pain that was flowing up her body. She dozed off to sleep immediately as her head hit the pillow, hoping that at least tomorrow would be a good day.

- End of flashback-

It was the day after the major blowout and Caitlin was staring at herself in front of her washrooms mirror, leaning against the sink as she examined her bruise that Kenneth had scared her with last night.

It was 7:45 pm and Caitlin and her friend Ebony had made plans in the morning to go to the bar and just have a girls night where they speak out their feelings.

Caitlin took some foundation and applied it on her cheek in hopes of covering the bruise. She applied the last bit of her lightly red tinted lipstick as she examined herself in the Mirror before she headed out the door.

She was wearing a black skin tight dress that barely fell below her thigh, revealing her long legs, Caitlin's
entire closet pretty much included a bunch of skimpy clothes as she spent most of her days at clubs, bars usually getting high with either Kenneth or her friends.

At first she never excepted this type of life but now, she couldn't live without it. This type of life really helped her find herself and made her realize that no matter what she does, life would never give her what she wanted even if she worked her ass of... and so she thought to herself, why live life trying so hard to be perfect when in the end, none of that would matter?

Her makeup was light and her straight and silky strawberry blonde hair was tied back into a simple pony tail. She grabbed her black heels and her black clutch as she made her way out the door. She hadn't seen Kenneth the whole day. He had never returned. But she could care less. Tonight, she wanted to spend time focusing on herself and have some alone time with her friend.

A/N: thank you so much for reading the first chapter. I don't really know how i feel about this story or if i should continue... what do you guys think? If i do decide to continue, the next chapter would most probably be up sometime around next week. Next chap would probably be the snowbarry encounter... sorry for the errors!