A/N: Hi again everybody! This is my first attempt in making a songfic. I got bored, and since this song makes me think of Ponyboy and Johnny, I decided to make a songfic on it. Please be gentle, because this is the first Songfic I've ever made. Critique strongly encouraged, because I want to improve writing this kind of thing. Also, this is slash, as warned in summary, you little flaming homophobes.

Also if anyone wants updates on my other story, please be patient. I'm not discontinuing the story, ok? I'm just having a SLIIIIGHT writer's block.

I KNOW that this is very short, so you don't need to point that out.

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Disclaimer: eh, I'm just going to put this for all you critique-freaks. My Immortal belongs to Evanescence and The Outsiders belongs to S.E Hinton. Lyrics were taken from because Nellykins is a lazy butt.

It was a breezy, weekend afternoon. The sun shone in the brightest view. Trees were giving shades in the same angle. Everyone was enjoying his or her weekend afternoon. Children were laughing and frolicking in parks and front yards. Teens and Adults were relaxing in the cool shades the trees gave and sitting in benches. Everyone was enjoying his or her usual weekend, except for one…

Leaning on a tree in a vacant lot, Ponyboy was smoking a cigarette. Never could he forget what took place a month or two ago, when he lost the one person he loved deeply. Lost his life in front of him.

I'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears

Since then, Ponyboy has been getting dreams of Johnny every night, as if he was haunting his dreams, giving him a message.

Even now, he feels like as if Johnny is next to him.

And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

That fires in the abandoned, dirty church…it killed Johnny. Why was it on fire in the first place? Surely, they were usually smoking out in the back of that church.

These wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

Whatever when there was a colorless moment, like the slap of the face Ponyboy got from his eldest sibling, and that beating Johnny was given, they were always there to pick up the pieces, even if they were hard to pick up.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have


All of me

Song credit: What is left of 'My Immortal'

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