A/n: This is going to be pretty dark and ooc on Kagome's part. But hey,
what I'm going to put her
through would screw up anybody. Super pure or not. If you're a weirdo like
me and you like to read
stuff that's not the normal fan fic lovey dovey stuff. Then here ya go.
Don't get me wrong I like
romance as much as the next guy but I really don't believe in happy
endings. Nothing lasts forever
after all. Anyway. I'm warning you now. This is dark and angry and violent
and strange. If you're not
okay with that leave now, but thanks for stopping by. Flame it. Praise it.
I just needed to get this out
of my head. Thank you.
Disclaimer:
Walks into the strange tiled room. Waves to the other interesting looking individuals sitting there in a circle and as she walks up to the mic, Tapping it a few times she says: " Hi I'm Serafina5 [sounds like I'm an android] and I don't own Inuyasha." Everyone claps since they're all oh so proud of each other.
Heh, support groups. Ha.
Okay on with it.
*-
Deconstructing Kagome-
Part 1- Her Shame
/*-
Kagome awoke dirty, broken, and discarded. Her head spun as she tried her best to look around. She had no idea where she was and at this point any thing would help. The rank smell of days old garbage wafted towards her, along with the harsh reality that the events that had occurred before her unconsciousness had in fact occurred, and yes she was still in that alley; yes it was still dark and wet. But now, she was alone. He was gone. Silent tears fell from her eyes as she felt her torn clothing, and touched her now bruised and bloodied face. Shakily she stood, supporting herself against the brick wall she slowly made her way to the sidewalk. As she did so, noticing onlookers watching her awkwardly, she bolted. As fast as her legs would carry her, Kagome Higurashi headed home.
She stumbled up the steps to the shrine falling into the courtyard. She lay there for a moment and realized, I can't go home. The house stood out bright and brilliant against the darkness of the night. It called to her, offering her warmth and safety. But she hung her head and sighed. More tears came. I can't go home. What will I tell them? How will they look at me? Using more of the strength her body didn't know it had, she lifted herself up and headed towards the well house.
I don't know what to say to them either, she realized as she hovered shaking, over the bone eater's well. Kagome gazed down into the darkness before it engulfed her. She fell awkwardly down into the abyss before the purple light surrounded her, carrying her back in time, back to her friends.
*/-
Kirara lifted her head as she caught a familiar scent. Kagome. But her smell was different.It was tainted. Without a second thought Kirara transformed and took off. Leaving a stunned demon slayer and a questioning monk in her wake.
Kagome had pulled her wounded self up and out of the darkness of the well before once again losing herself to unconsciousness. Kirara found her sprawled face down in the grass. Her torn clothing barely covering her slender frame. Taking hold of what was left of the young miko's blouse she tossed her into the air and caught her effortlessly on her back. Kirara turned her head towards the well and sighed sadly before flying off into the night.
/*-
Sango anxiously awaiting Kirara's return rushed from the hut upon hearing her land outside, Miroku followed behind her as always. They both stopped short upon seeing their dear friend unconscious and obviously badly beaten, and god knows what else sprawled across the fire-cat's back. They rushed to her side as Shippo now awake stood in the doorway of the hut, confused.
"Uh, Miroku turn around." Sango instructed upon further inspection of Kagome's clothing, or lack there of.
"Why Sango?" He asked only questioning and concern shown on his face.
"She is barely covered Houshi, now is not the time to be lecherous."
"I wasn't...I...What do you take me for anyway? She has obviously been..."
Sango raised an eyebrow at his question, which was answer enough in itself.
"Please Houshi..." She said, and with that he turned his back on them with a sigh.
"Um...Can I borrow your robes?" She asked. Sighing again he let them fall from his actually quite muscular shoulders before tossing them to her. Miroku crossed his arms over his chest and waited.
"What happened to her? Will she be alright?" Shippo asked the exterminator meekly. He already knew what happened to Kagome. He could smell what the others couldn't. Yet it was pretty obvious to them as well.
Carefully Sango wrapped her friend in the warmth of the monk's robes. "Ok, now you can turn around." She said without looking at him. In an instant he was by her side looking down at their friend with concern. Sango looked up at him and blushed at his bare chest.
He looks pretty good...
"Here," she said shaking that last thought from her mind. Focusing on the task at hand she began to slide Kagome carefully from Kirara's back. "You'll have to carry her inside Houshi, Kirara wont fit."
Handing his staff off to Sango he pulled Kagome into his arms and carried her into Kaede's hut.
"Inuyasha..." she moaned in her sleep.
Sango and Miroku gave each other the look they always give each other when it comes to Inuyasha and Kagome's feelings for one another. Tears fell from Shippo's eyes as he watched his almost-mother painfully try to speak.
"Where...Where is Inuyasha?" She whispered, her eyes still closed.
"We dont know, he left a little while ago. He took off suddenly, and hasn't returned yet." Miroku told her.
He looked at Sango again. They knew where Inuyasha was. He had run off trying to find Kikyo. They were all eating together earlier when some of her soul-suckers drifted by. Shortly after that Inuyasha had disappeared.
Kagome sighed as more tears came and once again she let the darkness claim her.
Inuyasha is going to rip apart whoever did this, they both thought. That is if he hasn't been sucked into hell already.
-*/
a/n: ill explain later but you get the drift right?
Disclaimer:
Walks into the strange tiled room. Waves to the other interesting looking individuals sitting there in a circle and as she walks up to the mic, Tapping it a few times she says: " Hi I'm Serafina5 [sounds like I'm an android] and I don't own Inuyasha." Everyone claps since they're all oh so proud of each other.
Heh, support groups. Ha.
Okay on with it.
*-
Deconstructing Kagome-
Part 1- Her Shame
/*-
Kagome awoke dirty, broken, and discarded. Her head spun as she tried her best to look around. She had no idea where she was and at this point any thing would help. The rank smell of days old garbage wafted towards her, along with the harsh reality that the events that had occurred before her unconsciousness had in fact occurred, and yes she was still in that alley; yes it was still dark and wet. But now, she was alone. He was gone. Silent tears fell from her eyes as she felt her torn clothing, and touched her now bruised and bloodied face. Shakily she stood, supporting herself against the brick wall she slowly made her way to the sidewalk. As she did so, noticing onlookers watching her awkwardly, she bolted. As fast as her legs would carry her, Kagome Higurashi headed home.
She stumbled up the steps to the shrine falling into the courtyard. She lay there for a moment and realized, I can't go home. The house stood out bright and brilliant against the darkness of the night. It called to her, offering her warmth and safety. But she hung her head and sighed. More tears came. I can't go home. What will I tell them? How will they look at me? Using more of the strength her body didn't know it had, she lifted herself up and headed towards the well house.
I don't know what to say to them either, she realized as she hovered shaking, over the bone eater's well. Kagome gazed down into the darkness before it engulfed her. She fell awkwardly down into the abyss before the purple light surrounded her, carrying her back in time, back to her friends.
*/-
Kirara lifted her head as she caught a familiar scent. Kagome. But her smell was different.It was tainted. Without a second thought Kirara transformed and took off. Leaving a stunned demon slayer and a questioning monk in her wake.
Kagome had pulled her wounded self up and out of the darkness of the well before once again losing herself to unconsciousness. Kirara found her sprawled face down in the grass. Her torn clothing barely covering her slender frame. Taking hold of what was left of the young miko's blouse she tossed her into the air and caught her effortlessly on her back. Kirara turned her head towards the well and sighed sadly before flying off into the night.
/*-
Sango anxiously awaiting Kirara's return rushed from the hut upon hearing her land outside, Miroku followed behind her as always. They both stopped short upon seeing their dear friend unconscious and obviously badly beaten, and god knows what else sprawled across the fire-cat's back. They rushed to her side as Shippo now awake stood in the doorway of the hut, confused.
"Uh, Miroku turn around." Sango instructed upon further inspection of Kagome's clothing, or lack there of.
"Why Sango?" He asked only questioning and concern shown on his face.
"She is barely covered Houshi, now is not the time to be lecherous."
"I wasn't...I...What do you take me for anyway? She has obviously been..."
Sango raised an eyebrow at his question, which was answer enough in itself.
"Please Houshi..." She said, and with that he turned his back on them with a sigh.
"Um...Can I borrow your robes?" She asked. Sighing again he let them fall from his actually quite muscular shoulders before tossing them to her. Miroku crossed his arms over his chest and waited.
"What happened to her? Will she be alright?" Shippo asked the exterminator meekly. He already knew what happened to Kagome. He could smell what the others couldn't. Yet it was pretty obvious to them as well.
Carefully Sango wrapped her friend in the warmth of the monk's robes. "Ok, now you can turn around." She said without looking at him. In an instant he was by her side looking down at their friend with concern. Sango looked up at him and blushed at his bare chest.
He looks pretty good...
"Here," she said shaking that last thought from her mind. Focusing on the task at hand she began to slide Kagome carefully from Kirara's back. "You'll have to carry her inside Houshi, Kirara wont fit."
Handing his staff off to Sango he pulled Kagome into his arms and carried her into Kaede's hut.
"Inuyasha..." she moaned in her sleep.
Sango and Miroku gave each other the look they always give each other when it comes to Inuyasha and Kagome's feelings for one another. Tears fell from Shippo's eyes as he watched his almost-mother painfully try to speak.
"Where...Where is Inuyasha?" She whispered, her eyes still closed.
"We dont know, he left a little while ago. He took off suddenly, and hasn't returned yet." Miroku told her.
He looked at Sango again. They knew where Inuyasha was. He had run off trying to find Kikyo. They were all eating together earlier when some of her soul-suckers drifted by. Shortly after that Inuyasha had disappeared.
Kagome sighed as more tears came and once again she let the darkness claim her.
Inuyasha is going to rip apart whoever did this, they both thought. That is if he hasn't been sucked into hell already.
-*/
a/n: ill explain later but you get the drift right?