Crazy fan-girl's notes: Hello everyone! I'm back with a new story this time! Still having to do with Twilight though! But this time, it's for Bella and Jacob fans. I don't know why, but my personality tends to change online and I began feeling pity for Jacob, so I began to write this. Um, the title is called Ookami Light because Ookami mean wolf in Japanese and Light is… well, light. X3 So technically, this is called Wolf Light. I wanted something better but this title just stuck to me x3 Well, without further ado, Ookami Light.

Disclaimer: If I owned Twilight, my friend would have murdered me already for not releasing Breaking Dawn. X3

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He never came back. He never will come back.

I sighed, it was bright outside for once. It was one of those extra bright days, a rare sight in Forks, which was a normally very dark and cloudy city. Before, I would have been extra upset about today because… he wouldn't be at school. Now, it didn't really matter. I had tried all I could to forget about him. I tried to never remember his name and his family. I hurt inside. I had been in a zombie like state for months after he left. Charlie had even threatened to send me back to Renée, my mother, in Florida. I didn't want that. I selfishly thought that he would come back with my favorite crooked smile along with his family. That's what I wanted. Desperately. And also, that was never going to happen. Not in my life time anyways.

I sat in my old truck and just waited in the driveway of Charlie's house. The truck had belonged Billy before he couldn't drive anymore and sold it to Charlie. I didn't really mind it being battered up and such. It was perfect for me and me only. I let out another long, irritated sigh and began driving towards my high school. A school that had left me many memories of him.

"Hey Bella!" Mike cried out, waving his arms to catch my attention.

Mike Newton had been one of my first friends that had kept to my 'friends' side rather than betray me to the 'enemy' side with Jessica.

"Hey Mike!" I called back, twisting the key from the key slot, shutting my loud truck's engines off. As I pushed my door open and jumped out of my truck, Mike ran over to me with a broad smile on his face.

"So, you want to catch another movie on Friday?"

Mike and I had become friendlier after last time when we watched a movie together. That last time, Mike had gotten sick in the middle of the movie and we had to go home early. By we, I meant Mike, Jacob, and me. We had all gotten sick afterwards though. Although Mike and I felt much better, I never did hear from Jacob. Every-time I called, I was only answered by the answering machine, or an irritated Billy.

"Nah, I'm hoping to catch up with my homework." I gave Mike an apologetic look before asking to reschedule, "How about next Friday?"
"Sounds good!"

It was so easy to please Mike, but it was a whole different story with Charlie. When I had been in my zombie like state, he had been watching me like a hawk after a prey. He had watched every one of my movements (which weren't very many) with a worried look in his eyes. To him, it seemed like I was finally free of my zombie state, but what he didn't know was that I was still a 'zombie'. I was nothing with out Jacob or… him. It was impossible for me to remember his name, it hurt way too much.

Mike walked away happily with me trailing behind him, not as happy looking.

"Hello Bella" It was Angela and Ben, both members of the 'us' group.

"Hi guys!"

I tried to act pretty bright throughout the whole day. I tried at least. Ever since he left, I had been less distracted and I seemed less clumsy than I normal am. That was a good sign.

Ever since he left, I started getting into extreme stunts. I went motorcycling, something that both he and Charlie would completely disapprove of. I even wanted to go cliff-diving! Now that was extreme sports.

I only did these things with Jacob though. Jacob was big, and strong. He could drive me to the hospital and help me with these stunts. And doing these stunts made me feel closer to him. I truly didn't want to remember him. It would make me feel lonelier once the velvety voice left me, but it was worth it. I had succeeded in hearing his voice every time I did something he probably would have disapproved in.

"Bella?" I heard Mike call me.

"Uh… yeah?" I guess I had zoned out. Mike was waving his hand in front of my face.

"You just… stopped out of no where." I could tell the humor in his voice.

"What time is it?" I mumbled, wondering what class was next.

"School's over Bella, pay more attention" Mike chuckled. I guess I did zone out.

"Oh… Well, I guess I'll see you tomorrow Mike!"

"Okay, bye!"

I waved then climbed into my truck and started the engine. The drive back home was quiet despite the engine wheezing away.

As soon as I arrived home, I picked up the phone and dialed Jacob's number and impatiently tapped my toe as I heard the ring.

"Hello?" It was Billy. I'm guessing he was going to just going to rudely shoe me off again.

"Oh hello Billy," I said, as polite as I could get my voice to turn, "How's Jacob doing?"

"Jacob's fine." Billy's tone was hurting as if I was uninvited or something.

"Oh," I said, cutting myself off before I started saying some unintelligent things. He had promised that he'd get Jacob to call when he woke up. "So, can I talk to him then?"

"He's not home. He's with the other La Push kids."

Ugh, Sam and his gang. "But didn't Jacob say that he didn't l-"

"Listen Bella, I have to go."

"Right," I really felt like hurting Billy right now, "can you get Jacob to call me when he gets back?"

"Sure Bella."

He hung up.

"Bye Billy" I said into the disconnected phone.

I put the phone down and paced in the living for a moment before running outside with a coat in my hand. I was going down to La Push to determine Jacob's situation my self. It wasn't normal for someone who hated one person to like him another second. Just impossible.

I stuck the key into the ignition and began my drive to La Push. When I arrived, I parked near Billy's house, and then cut off the engine because it was making too much noise and that was not good right now. I stuck my earphones for my iPod in my ear and began a song as I read Romeo and Juliet for probably the thousandth time in my life.

Before long, I heard a light tap on my door. It was Jacob. I plucked my earphones out and sat up, getting out of the truck.

"Jake!" I was so glad to see him.

Seeing his look, he wasn't glad to see me at all, "Bella."

I frowned a bit, "Can I talk to you?"

He looked back. This wasn't right.

"Can't you make your own decision?"

Jacob growled at me. That was unusual. From my vision, I saw the biggest one, whom I guessed was Sam, nodded and Jacob turned to me. "What is it?"

"Can we talk alone?" I said, emphasizing the word 'alone'.

Jacob sighed then started towards the first beach with me behind him.

As we reached the first beach, Jacob turned abruptly to face me.

"What'd you want?" His voice sounded hoarse and I could see black circles under his normally shinning eyes.

"Can't I come by to say hello?"
"Is that it?"

Jacob seemed more impatient than normal. Usually, he enjoyed by accompaniment. What could have happened now?

"Jake, what happened to you?" I eyed Jacob and felt the slightest been uncomfortable as his hands, balled up into fists, trembled.

"What to you mean."

"I mean Sam taking over your life!" I felt angry. I would beat this Sam up if it was what I had to do to get my old Jacob back. The old Jacob I used to know and love.

"He didn't take over my life!" Jacob's voice turned into an angry bark as he yelled into my face.

"Please Jake; let me help you like you did me!" I yelled back despite the way I felt completely helpless.

"I don't need help." His voice eased down.

"What do you mean?! One day you were afraid of this Sam person and now you're obeying him like… like… like a dog!"

I guess my last word there hurt him. Jacob flinched and I could tell that the termer in his hands returned.

"Bella, Sam and his group's just misunderstood. I was wrong, ok?" I could tell that Jacob was trying to keep himself calm or something because he reluctantly closed his eyes.

"Ok, what ever, I don't care about that. But didn't you say that you'd call when you felt better? Didn't you say you like my accompaniment? Can't we do some things together like before?" I tried to calm my voice down in to a whisper, but I could tell that my voice was wavering.

"Bella-"

"No, I'm not finished!" I growled back, "I'm worried about you! Billy's always just ignoring me and saying that you're not home or some other excuse! No more excuses Jacob Black!"

Jacob looked back with what looked rather like shock, but regained his expression again. "I have to go"

"Jake; wait!" I rushed after Jacob as he walked towards his house again.

He was really fast. I had to almost run to keep up with him.

"Jake!"

"Listen!" He growled, turning to face me so quickly that I nearly fell, "Sam's not like you or I thought he was! He's different!" Jacob pulled his brows together in frustration before turning and hastening his pace back to his house.

"Great, that's nice." I said sarcastically as I stood where he left me.

I stood like that for a moment before the cold over took me, making me go back to my car. How much time had I wasted? It was already night time and the moon was full and brightly shinning above me. No clouds blocked it and the moon looked as if it had appeared from a horror movie.

When I arrived back on Charlie's driveway, I noticed his police cruiser already parked. Crap, he beat me home. Now Charlie was going to ask me what happened, why I was late… and why my face as so red.

Sighing, I reluctantly stepped out of the truck and into my house.

"Bella?" I heard Charlie's voice from the living room along with a sound of a whistle blowing. Good, he was watching sports; he wasn't going to pay as much attention.

"Yeah, I'm back from Jacob's," I grumbled back, trying to make my voice indifferent, "I'll be upstairs."

"Bella, did something happen?" Charlie met me at the stairs. That wasn't good.

"Uh, no. I just got in a small fight with Jake. That's all."

"Bella." Charlie knew I wasn't telling him the whole story.

"Look, I'm tired; I'm going to go upstairs."

With that, I walked upstairs, and threw myself on my bed. I had lost two of the most important people in my life. Jacob and… Edward. Remembering his name hurt. It hurt really badly.

Grabbing my necessaries, I walked into the bathroom and took a long shower, soaking myself fully in the hot water that helped me calm down. I stood there, watching the water drip on to my skin until my fingers began to turn wrinkly from the water. As I hung the towel on my shoulder and stepped out of the shower with my old holey T-shirt and pair of slacks on, I heard Charlie on the phone. But with who?

Charlie sounded really mad. He gave who ever else was on the phone little time to respond. I didn't care. I quickly walked to my room and lay down on the bed, leaving the window open in hopes that he would sneak in my window to hug me and kiss me good-night.

"Bella!" I heard someone hiss my name.

"Huh…" I sounded really tired. "Who is it?" My speech was slurred and I wondered whoever it was that called my name could hear me.

I heard a chuckle. It was deep and hoarse. "It's me, Jacob."

I sat up immediately. "Jake?"

My eyes were wide open now. Why did Jacob come to my house?

"How'd you get here?"

"The window" his explanation was simple. It was almost weird.

"Couldn't you just walk in the front door?"

"Charlie's still asleep."

"Oh…"

"Aren't you going to ask me why I'm here?"

"Why are you here…?"

"I wanted to say I'm sorry, for earlier today… or yesterday." Jacob corrected looking at my clock. "I want to tell you something."

"What?"

"I can't tell you!"
"What?" I was confused. He wanted to tell me something, and yet he couldn't tell me.

"Listen, it's like… a law. I'm not allowed to tell anyone." He looked around as if he thought someone else was in the room with me, "But you can guess!"

Almost like with Edward.

"Um… What are you a vampire too?"

"Me? A bloodsucker?" He sounded like he had just been insulted by the harshest insult, "No way!"

"Um… What are you then?"
"I told you, I can't tell you."

"Jake, give me a hint."

Jake paced my room in his bare feet and I finally realized that he was half naked. He had only a pair of shorts on and no shirt, showing off his muscles. "Oh!" Jacob exclaimed in a low tone, "remember the day we first met?"

"When we were three?"

"No! In La Push when you came to the beach with your friends!"

"Oh… yeah, what about it?"

"Remember those stories I told you?"

"Uh…" I paused, trying to recall his stories, "I think."

"Right! Then you can guess! I know you can Bella!"

"Jake, it's late, I'm tired, I can't think right!" I whined.

"Yeah… you should get some sleep! Call me if you have any theories ok?"

"This'll be our little secrete?"

He laughed gloomily, "I have no secretes Bella. They'll know whether I want to or not."

"You don't have to tell them"

"But I do."

"What?"

"Nothing, just… Get some sleep Bella. Feel free to drop by or call me when you think you got it."

"Okay. Night Jacob."

"Bye Bella."

"Wait!" I stopped Jacob as he walked towards my window.

"What?!" Jacob seemed to think there must have been something really wrong.

"Use the front door Jake; I don't want you getting hurt."

He chuckled. "Sure, what ever makes you happy."

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Crazy Fan-Girl's Notes: Well what do you guys think? I think it's awfully close to what really happened, but I'm hoping to change it around later on with like… Ideas x3 I don't really want to give away the story here, but I'm sure you got some idea of what's going to happen from the summary. sighs Well, this is going to be interesting to write seeing how I don't really get to write about any of the vampires much. sighs Well, I hope you enjoyed and please R&R!