I REALLY wanted to do a songfic of an Ayumi song, so I listened to my CDs for the whole 4 day weekend(even at camp!) and looked for a suitable song. So now you're looking at a songfic of "Poker Face" (I think I'm the first...and I'm probably right) The lyrics were found at HCE's Ayumi Hamasaki site (home.no.net/ayumi) and were transliterated and translated by Wataru (wataru.cjb.net), so I take no credit for the lyrics in any manner or part. I have no close ties or affiliations with these sites. Well, enjoy, and remember to review!
~val (camp councilor Cupcake @ camporee!)
Hayate sat on Himeno's balcony, looking in as she sleep. There was nothing he enjoyed more than doing than this, except being close to her. Thinking of Himeno seemed to lift his spirits, but he felt a lump come to his throat; melancholy thoughts diffused into his mind.
~It's always so simple I could cry, but I want to smile.
How can you do this to me and be completely oblivious to my feelings?
~I want your love.
Do you know that I love you?
~My true form begins to dim little by little.
Sometimes I feel as if I'm fighting a losing battle,
~From inside the surging crowd I push aside, as long as I can't get answers I've been searching.
but I can't help but keep going.
~The better I become at telling lies and excuses, the more I feel afraid in the emptiness.
Someday I know that I will lose, and you will no longer be oblivious to my war face.
~It's always so simple I could cry, but I want to smile.
Will you love me then?
~If I become stronger I'll forget even your kindness, so I want to stay weak.
If you looked under my war paint,
~I want your love.
would you see my heart?
~People are always solitary beings.
Or a face set in cold stone?
~So I need someone. I want to be suported and I want to be supporting.
Would you turn away, or try to soften it?
~Nothing is certain, but in my heart I still believe.
Whatever you may see,
~If an important thing is found let's protect it to the end.
I will always see you.
~If I hit a wall that's too high and get hurt, I should stand up again.
I will always see you.
~I don't wish for anything else, just that one is enough.
Only you.
~I want your love.
Do you know that I love you?
~val (camp councilor Cupcake @ camporee!)
Hayate sat on Himeno's balcony, looking in as she sleep. There was nothing he enjoyed more than doing than this, except being close to her. Thinking of Himeno seemed to lift his spirits, but he felt a lump come to his throat; melancholy thoughts diffused into his mind.
~It's always so simple I could cry, but I want to smile.
How can you do this to me and be completely oblivious to my feelings?
~I want your love.
Do you know that I love you?
~My true form begins to dim little by little.
Sometimes I feel as if I'm fighting a losing battle,
~From inside the surging crowd I push aside, as long as I can't get answers I've been searching.
but I can't help but keep going.
~The better I become at telling lies and excuses, the more I feel afraid in the emptiness.
Someday I know that I will lose, and you will no longer be oblivious to my war face.
~It's always so simple I could cry, but I want to smile.
Will you love me then?
~If I become stronger I'll forget even your kindness, so I want to stay weak.
If you looked under my war paint,
~I want your love.
would you see my heart?
~People are always solitary beings.
Or a face set in cold stone?
~So I need someone. I want to be suported and I want to be supporting.
Would you turn away, or try to soften it?
~Nothing is certain, but in my heart I still believe.
Whatever you may see,
~If an important thing is found let's protect it to the end.
I will always see you.
~If I hit a wall that's too high and get hurt, I should stand up again.
I will always see you.
~I don't wish for anything else, just that one is enough.
Only you.
~I want your love.
Do you know that I love you?