A/N What is this you say? It's a faux radio show...yes it sounds stupid but give it a chance you might be entertained. This first story is a kind of sort of collaboration with RI00014
YVJ: Hello Buuuddddays it's the KP Morning Zoo show I'm Yvj. These are my co hosts Simon the Alternative Pairing Frat Boy…
SAFB: HIYA
YVJ: And the lovely Debbie the Fangirl
FG: Hi guys.
YVJ: Let's get down to business…I just got an email here
FG: Email?
YVJ: That's right Deb Email…… that's mail sent electronically….so the email is from Slash-Lover-Laura she says "Why can't we hear some songs with a little Kigo in them"... My question is what's a Kigo?"
SFB: Laughs…….Come on, you know what Kigo is
FG: He knows what is...he just refuses to acknowledge it
YVJ: Debbie is absolutely right….But Laura as a loyal listener of the KP Z morning crew, ask and you shall receive. I've got the perfect song for you.
SAFB: Oh boy.
YVJ: Hey it's got a little Kigo in it...you're lucky you're getting that much……Next up folks Unfaithful
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Her hands were twitching, fluttering around the edges of the silky fibers of her top. She felt skittish, like a young teenager about to sneak out of the house, right past her parents bedroom... and it made her feel…well honestly it made her feel alive.
It brought back the familiar electricity, that rush she'd unconsciously been starving for these past months, that had been absent in the loving yet pacified lifestyle she now lived.
It resurfaced the buried gear of the life she'd told herself she no longer needed.
The life of a savior, a globetrotter, life of adventure, renown and peril... Her old…past life as the Kim Possible.
"So you're going out?"
Startled by the sound of his voice Kim turns towards the doorway of their bedroom where he waits with a stoic expression on his face. The blond and the red head stared at each other for an uncomfortably long length of time. Ron's words bouncing off the elephant in the room.
"Yea I am" she manages to stammer before clearing her throat "I'm going out with Monique, girl's night out you know."
Another moment of silence lingers between them.
"No boys allowed huh?" he finally chuckled. She could clearly see the hurt in his eyes though..
"When we will you be getting back?" he asks casually, though she caught his masked choke as it tried to hide the grief in his voice.
"Late." Kim turned away and gazed to the ground
"Yea, I thought so…." She missed his scattered blinks, tossing away the tears before they welled in his eyes "Don't party too hard, make sure that…uh…..that you get home safely."
"I will"
"Good" he turned to leave but stopped midway through the door "KP"
"Yes" She stopped in her fiddling with the blouse's thin collar and turned.
She saw his hand clench into a fist and his arm quiver slightly. It was a long time before he spoke and his heavy breathing echoed off the walls of the apartment.
"You know I love you right?"
"I know….." Kim responded with a drop of fear in her voice "I know that"
"And I always will" his voice cracked from the strain of keeping his mask in check "No matter what" and with that he leaves the room, leaving her alone.
Kim wakes up with a start. She gasps for air as the beads of sweat from her forehead drips down onto the bed sheets she was currently under. It takes her a moment to realize they're not hers, or more importantly the one's she'd bought to match their bedroom drapes. She takes a deep breath as everything comes back to her. Why Ron was probably alone, why she was here, in this dimly lit warehouse instead of back at home, the home she shared with her longtime best friend.
She pulls the foreign black satin over herself in a sudden desperate need to hide her nakedness when her eyes fall upon the lithe figure sharing the bed.
Long ebony hair where messy gold should be and a face far harder, even while sleeping, than the one embroiled in her memories, she pulled her eyes away from the sleeping face of her midnight lover and scans along the walls of the room. She found no furniture at all against its wide expanse besides the bed. It was vast and it made her long for the familiar silhouettes of dark maple to fill its unsettlingly void. She stared out into the emptiness, the dim light from the rafters slightly impairing her vision.
Suddenly a faint outline broke from the solid black curtain and she watched entranced as it sharpened until she could see it clearly, as if the sun had arisen early. The face of a person who had been by her side for so many years and pledged to be there for many more, even if…..even if it meant him suffering physically or...
"I can't do this any more….I just can't………" She couldn't finish her sentence; her face smothering the covers.
"Story of my life, searching for the right, but it keeps avoiding me. Sorrow in my soul because it seems that wrong, really loves my company"
Kim pulls herself from the bed and heads towards the nearest window,
to gaze out at the dark streets two floors below. "He's more
than a man and this is more than love, the reason that the sky is
blue. The clouds are rolling in, because I'm gone again, and to him
I just can't be true."
The raw pain in his eyes when she'd left, floods her.
"And he knows I'm unfaithful, and it kills him inside, To know that I am happy with somebody else. I can see him dyin' ."
"Hey, Princess" Kim hears behind her, the biggest mistake in her life yawning and stretching, sleep still fresh in her eyes. "What are you doing up in the middle of the night?"
She smiles mischievously
"Are you feeling frisky again? Is Miss Goody two shoes ready for round two... what's wrong?"
Kim claps her face in her hands as she leans against a windowsill that isn't hers. Everything about this is wrong. She shouldn't be here. She quickly rushes around and reaches for the pile of her clothes near the bed.
"Hey….I asked you a question"
"I can't do this anymore"
"What are you talking about?"
Kim snatches her midriff off the ground
"I don't wanna do this anymore. I don't wanna be the reason why. Every time I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside. I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life. I don't wanna be... a murderer."
"Wait" The person shouts as Kim hastily dresses herself "If this is Stoppable we're talking about, he's oblivious to everything. He probably doesn't even know…. "
Kim shakes her head "I feel it in the air, as I'm doin' my hair, preparing for another day. A kiss upon my cheek, as he reluctantly asks, if I'm gonna be out late... I say I won't be long, just hangin' with the girls, a lie I didn't have to tell. Because we both know, where I'm about to go... and we know it very well!!"
She hears the person leap out of bed "He might be suspicious but I doubt he knows…"
"I know that he knows I'm unfaithful, and it kills him inside. To know that I am happy with somebody else…… I can see him dyin'"
"Ok, fine" temptations voice is now calmer, less serious. A smooth pair of hands sneak down to her shoulders and the straps of the blouse... but this time she feels no thrill from their touch. "We can take a break for awhile, then when the smoke clears, we can….."
"No…"
I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why! Every time I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside, and I don't wanna hurt him anymore...I don't wanna take away his life, I don't wanna be...a murderer!"
"What about all the fun we've had?!" the tainted fingers gratefully pull away. "Remember the excitement; the thrills we shared! The passion, what are you giving all this up for?"
"Our love ... his trust……." Two thin trails of tears drip down both sides of her cheek "I might as well take a gun, and put it to his head, Get it over with" With a look of absolute determination, she turns around and looks Shego right in the eyes...
"I don't wanna do this... anymore"
Having said that she sprints towards the exit
"Princess, wait!!" Shego's shouts ring out behind her.
Kim continues running forward, afraid and unwilling to look back. Her heart beat ringing loudly in her ears.
"I don't wanna do this anymore. I don't wanna be the reason why. Every time I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside. And I don't wanna hurt him anymore. I don't wanna take away his life.
I don't wanna be...
...a murderer"
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Ron stood still before the steps of his home, stoic under the heavy downpour of rain. He looked up into the dark clouds, searching them, pleading them to give him an answer.
"You're going to catch a cold out here."
Caught off guard Ron takes a moment to catch his breath before he turns towards her. "Hey" he says softly.
She smiles "Is this what you do when I am away? Stand out in the rain"
He doesn't respond.
"We need to talk." her voice trembles and cracks because of the heavy tension and emotion hanging between them.
Ron closes his eyes as his heart skips a beat. This is it….he knew it was just a matter of time before it came to this. "Look if you give me time I think I can have my stuff packed by the weeke---
Before he could finish two arms wrapped around his body and clung to him tightly. Then she unexpectedly begins to sob quietly into his chest.
Ron was momentarily paralyzed by these turn of events. Eventually he wraps his arms around her as well.
"Ron… I... I'm... " she cries.
"Shhhh" Ron whispered to her "It'll be ok." he kisses her tenderly on the forehead, and she instantly understands.
"Let's go inside." he tells her.
"Yes" she sniffs still enjoying the comfort and warmth she found in his arms
"Let's go home"
I don't wanna be...a murderer."
No no no no
A/N First of all let me get this out of the way if you think Kim did what she did because of a deficiency in Ron's case...read closer next time...Well that was the first story tell me what ya think before you go on to the next track. The Song was Unfaithful by Rhianna